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THE POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK 😭😭😭

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andriel w #7

I don’t believe in God

But I believe that you’re my savior

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worse, I haven't even read many fanfics, but I've read the same fic about 500 times

the fact that i’ve read only 8 books but over 250 fanfics this year absolutely terrifies me. like when i open goodreads i’m like okay damn this is pathetic but then i open ao3 and see the number of bookmarks i have (because i use them as my what i’ve read list) and i’m like damnnn girlll??? you have a problem what the fuck

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Not me becoming part of a fandom with traumatized, gay characters that have a found family. Again... Yep, definitely not me.

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girls who understand ronan lynch are girls who understand andrew minyard are girls who understand kaz brekker are girls who understand regulus black are girls who understand—

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I wish that ao3 did a Spotify wrapped equivalent. I would love to know how many hours I spent reading about dead gay wizards from the 70’s and traumatised exy players

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need someone to draw this as neil, andrew & kevin please

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Tsc 2/3 predictions (more like headcanons I'm trying to manifest)

jean meets andreil's cats and they love him. he tries to be all tough but ends up petting them for hours. this helps him agree to the idea of a service dog

jean gets a service dog (he picks a golden retriever because he knows jeremy is obsessed with them) jerejean become parents of the dog before they even start dating, and everyone refers to them as mom and dad (jeremy is the mom ofc)

once jean learns how drive a bike jeremy goes with him on a drive and he's trying to be supportive but he's also scared and clutching jean tightly without realizing. jean makes fun of him for it later but secretly he liked having jeremy cling to him.

hints that jean and neil cuddled at some point in between rounds of torture, that make many people jealous

everyone calling out jerejean on their obvious tension while they act clueless.

jean befriends another trojan who is his polar opposite (thiis is 100% due to @kevinsdsy 's shawn anderson I've grown attached to the socmed au characters like wdym they're not canon)

kevin has a crisis when he has to play against a healthy jean AND jeremy he realises how terribly he FUMBLED

andrew keeps calling jean valjean (they become best friends nora pls ) also the jean andrew height difference is so funny they make the best duo

jeremy is not so nice to neil, since he doesnt know their lore but he knows the one time jean left with him he came back crying. its subtle enough that neil doesn't notice but all the trojans are like 'who are you and what have you done with our captain'

neil mentions jean did his hair but not why. jeremy gets jealous and keeps asking jean to help him dye his roots too (that backfires spectacularly)

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has this been done yet.

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Reblog to give Kevin Day a forehead kiss, wrap Jean Moreau in a soft blanket, and give Neil Josten a clear shot and no witnesses at Ichirou 🥰🥰

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i didn't even realise that neil grabs jean's sleeve before he leaves the car when he tells him grayson won't bother him again. his sleeve !!! because he knows not to touch him without warning. the same way he does for andrew. i'm literally about to cry on the train. neil josten the boundary-respecting consent king you are !!!

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Kevin finding out he apparently talks about Riko’s endless and intricate daddy issues all the time.

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andreil and meow meows

unfiltered under the cut + wip

they own stupid samsung flip phones so they can't canonically take pictures of each other 🙄

also i was originally going to render but decided against it, though i liked the muscles... so, i'm leaving it here as well!

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before and after evermore

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good morning, angel🤍

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we need to talk about this entire scene more to be honest because there is so much more to unpack than just the "say 'yes, jeremy'"

like jean saying "defensive" teasingly like that and tugging at his glove straps with his TEETH???? SIR??? (that's enough to send me over the edge personally) it's sooooo

jean just has a certain je ne sais quoi about him (i desperately need jeremy to get drunk and say this about and jean having to hide a smile behind his drink bc what. like he couldn't be more annoyingly american and cute at the same time )

jeremy and his "i don't have anything to be defensive about" and the double entendre and jean losing his grip and biting his lip instead bc what the fuck jeremy. like that??? fkshsfjjsjhs

then OF COURSE the "say 'yes, jeremy'" was just golden. jer bear babes what did you think was gonna happen when you set that up so beautifully for yourself??? you ain't slick

and then jean just quirking an eyebrow all nonchalant like excuse me mr frenchie you know exactly what you just did there

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stealing cigarettes and kisses