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so i had an idea for hiei's dating routes and

happy valentine's day

EDIT: i redrew the kurama route last minute, here's the original post. sorry for the inconsistency :(

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i wonder how they convinced this stubborn ass to train for the dark tourny

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hey

you there

do you want kurahi brainrot

here you go

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elegant lil imiko!!! so pretty!!!!

no kurama version:

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made a lil sequel to this post eeeeeeeeeee!!!! looks like they did get along after all!

why are they a rareship again? oh right, because something like this would never happen between them lol (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) ik they have a different type of chemistry canonically but no one is making enough hiei × kuwabara shipping brainrot and i need MORE!!!!

but seriously tho, why are we as a fandom not talking about how much chemistry these two have??? and their oddly wholesome banter here and there??? and how much contrast they have with each other in terms of personality, love language, especially in regards to yukina, and openness for feelings to each other, and--

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wtf is a Mobile Legends™ exactly and what does it have to do with yu yu hakusho

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suicide awareness ribbons kurama!

i couldn't stop thinking about his debut episode. his scene with urameshi and the forlorn hope hits so hard for me recently because a lot of his rationale and situation up until that point has been way too relatable... so i made this illustration/questionable fashion statement. this is a tribute to what was basically his victory against suicide!

this is a very cutesy illustration for a quite heavy topic, im aware. but i gotta admit, thanks to this piece i was able to see just how 2x cooler kurama is in my eyes and i hope you did too, even just a little bit. like look at him, confidence is his 4th name! i am (hyper)fixating so hard on him rn

also c'mon, teal and purple? and a little bit of yellow? that color palette was BEGGING to be cutesy (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

oh and don't forget:

"thank you for aiding a person at his lowest, urameshi" we all say in unison

extra doodles here!

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i dunno if this counts but I HAVE A DOODLE OF KURAMA AND HIEI GETTING STONED I MADE IN EARLY DECEMBER OMG OMG OMG

First post of 2025 and it's a poorly made comic about weed

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hiei in a sarayashiki schoolgirl disguise!

i had this illustration collecting dust in a while, he looks so adorable

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could you imagine

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the imagery of two enemies succumbing to sleepiness and just saying "screw it, let's just hug it out. i don't wanna fight you right now, im tired" is so oddly wholesome...

hiei and kuwabara usually keep their guard up for themselves against each other. so i like to think by these two needing rest, they're finally getting vulnerable to each other's company. for me, the latter would be the one who opened up to the idea of cuddling first, since that he's the more expressive and emotionally mature one, and the former would just go along with it in silence, whether he knows he needs companionship or not.

they're so sweet together like this (⁠ʃ⁠ƪ⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠）

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this piece is resonating with me right now. i literally just made this in the middle of the night (and i need to sleep rn ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ). i haven't made illustrations/doodles this fulfilling for me in weeks, partially because i'm visiting the other side of my family from city to city. december, for some reason, is my artist kryptonite and it's always this month where i fizzle out of making art. i'm going to make sure i get out of this rut as much as i can, starting with this piece.

i'm kinda in love with this illustration because of it's simplicity. no annoying cell shading, no pressure of polishing it over and over again, no obsessing over mistakes. not even an airbrush tool for blushing. just something purely sweet and satisfyingly made with love. that's it. i'm super glad i made this.

btw, ive been listening to this video non stop when making this. it fits the mood rn so damn well. give it a listen

[btw, this post has a sequel!]

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never forget this scene every time yusuke gets transphobic.

YOU'RE PROJECTING, DETECTIVE!

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kurama x slightly aggressively romantic hiei !

(yes, the blushing got subtler and more orange than the 2023 doodle)

(yes, hiei got autism. look man, that headcanon makes so much sense in my head and im autistic too so shut up 😩)

(yes, that hand doodle is a @wisteriacount inspired doodle... drawing hands and arms have been so satisfying to do lately and i like that hand practice illustration)

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😳❓❓

(but seriously tho, that pic goes hard... officially made kurahi illustrations looks sooo good)

tell me why it looks like the cover of a gay lifetime movie

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the dryad n' the nurse!

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baby bill

baby bill

i love him

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strawberry chocolate nomnomnomnomnomnomnomnom

im actually getting better with bg and shading frfr im proud of this piece