--mid 20s--they/fae/it--art--chronic illness/CES/2x spine surgery--listen to the children--
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
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in the realm of hungry ghosts.
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UNTITLED (16"x 12", acrylic paint, oil, dried flowers on canvas board; 21.1.23)
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PAINKILLERS, 29.03.23; 10" x 12 " acrylic on canvas board


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THE SURGEON'S CUT (1); 19 feb '23.
(8"x 10", acrylic,oil on canvas.)


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this one is for KRISTIN HAYTER//LINGUA IGNOTA. will be eternally grateful for her music.
(BACK PAIN, 12"x 16" acrylic, oil on canvas)



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(WHAT ARE YOU SO FUCKING SCARED OF// 12"x 12" acrylic on canvas)
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The Silence
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ANGER
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"Sometimes you've got to bleed to know that you're alive and have a soul."
-TWENTY ONE PILOTS
OLD ART.
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THE FIRST SIGN IS TAKING STRANGE PICTURES
I have pretended to go mad in order to tell you the things I need to. I call it art. Because art is the word we give to our feelings made public. And art doesn’t worry anyone.
-I Wrote This For You // Iain S. Thomas.

CAUGHT ME IN A SILENT SCREAM

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"The world, even the smallest parts of it is filled with things you don't know."
- THE ABSOLUTELY TRUE DIARY OF A PART-TIME INDIAN
#flower art#painting#aesthetic#wildflowers#quotes#orange#the absolutely true diary of a part time indian#artist#art#pretty
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pages from the journal #5
#art journal#visual diary#spine surgery#abstractexpressionism#abstraction#abstract art#my art#cauda equina syndrome#abstract#laminectomy#spinal decompression#spine surgery at 19#multiple prolapsed discs#lumbar#glad to be able to walk now#among other things#underwent emergency spine surgery for cauda equina syndrome#in jan 2020#my surgeon said my cauda equina nerves were completely crushed#i lost bladder and autonomic function#wasn't sure about being able to walk/stand for a long time#for months
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pages from the journal #4
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#sunflowerart#sunflowers#hope is the thing with feathers#art#i can never tire of making sunflowers#sunflowers soothe#hope#yellow art#yellow aesthetic
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Lately I've Been Feeling Tired of Everyone I Know // FLATSOUND
pages from my journal. #3
Art by AR.
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pages from the journal. #2
"Sometimes our parents are our first heartbreak."
- Rhea Gandhi
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pages from my journal. #1
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#abstract art#art journal#mental health art#illustration#colorful#cry it out#this is a reminder to self#my therapist said 'journal it out.'#suppressing emotions#don't bottle it up#personal work#tears everywhere#cry more
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