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wOW y'all are so hyped about this AU it warms my heart so much blblbl 😭🥹 ❤️

soooo am I now super hyped to do more fanarts about those babies? of FUCKING COURSE--

Rough sketches of the witcher AU nobody asked for, yet I can’t help but simp 😔🤌🏻

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Rough sketches of the witcher AU nobody asked for, yet I can’t help but simp 😔🤌🏻

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It's always funny how when I say that I'm a pole dancer people say things like "oh but you'll grow thick arms and shoulders, ew"

Bro, my absolute female crushes are Vi from Arcane, Lara Croft and Rhea Ripley ; why wouldn't I want to be ripped af, duh

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Update: sleep doesn’t exist anymore, here’s some WIPs of the upcoming Arcane tarot eheh

Also this is the reminder that all of your favourite artists use references, we simp accordingly with the source material eh 😩🤌🏻

You can tell I spent extra time on my fave wife Vi blblblbl

Am I heavily considering doing an Arcane tarot, now that my heart had been broken, fixed, and broken again by S2? Maybe, maybe

I already started working on the background design, say goodbye to my sleep schedule

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The Witcher fandom, seeing the Witcher IV reveal:

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Just realized that my two favorite cartoon shows ever (aka Wakfu and Arcane) are both French

Not to be a hon-hon-hoe but we baguettes 🥖 know how to break your heart in the most beautiful animated way 😎✨ (I really shouldn't be bragging about the emotional damage both those show gave me *sob*)

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Am I heavily considering doing an Arcane tarot, now that my heart had been broken, fixed, and broken again by S2? Maybe, maybe

I already started working on the background design, say goodbye to my sleep schedule

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[5th year]

Is it that time already? Have I finally reached the fifth year of being glad to be alive?

Yes.

1 825 whole days. I never, ever thought I’d reach that step. And even more, for the first time I can write these words: for the past year, I have not once considered committing su!cide. It’s such a fucking big mistletoe, I can’t even realize it yet.

The previous years had been rocky, about surviving and managing to not k!ll myself, but with its lot of struggles, its ups and downs. But now? I have finally spent a year without thinking about it. one. single. time. It’s…incredible.

It feels like I’m finally starting to live. I’m not only struggling to survive anymore, I’m actually beginning to live my life. To consider the future. Maybe make plans.

I’m still working on a lot of things, healing is not a fast process; but I’m getting there. It almost feels weird to wake up every morning without the fog of depression, and go to sleep with no hollowing sensation through the heart. The road still goes on; but now it doesn’t seem so long anymore.

I have fought alone for a very, very long time against my own demons. But I have been surrounded by people too: good, supportive people. I’m not the easiest person to help, it’s very sensitive for me to receive help. Yet, if I can write these words today, there’s only one I have to say: thank you.

Thank you for your patience, for your kindness, for your trust, at times I didn’t think I was worthy of any of it. I owe me, I owe you, to be alive today.

And man, for once, it feels good.

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*inhale*

EXCUSE ME BUT WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT LARA CROFT'S BISEXUAL FLAG DRESS.

Phoebe Waller-Bridge I'll be forever in your debt, my soul and sword are yours, m'lady

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Even more 10 things I want to say to my fellow poledancers / future pole addicts (what can I say I'm obsessed ksksksks)

It's so hard working on our "bad side" because we lack of coordination. If you work on that on your bad side, you'll make even more progress on your good one (even tho it can be frustrating af).

Repeat after me: you don't. need. to know. how to invert. to be. a good poledancer. Almost 1 year into pole dance and my inverts are still messy and a big source of struggle. It was (and still is sometimes) my biggest pole complex, until my teacher said to me that it didn't make me a bad pole dancer. There's multiple ways and tips to get upside-down, or you don't even have to actually like doing those figures. So be kind to yourself and take your time. It takes around 10 to 16 months usually to master a clean invert, you got this.

Record your improvements! Even if you're not entierly satisfied with the figure ou the combo you're working on, I garantee you that a. you'll have the satisfaction of having a better version after illustrating your pole journey and b. it's so much easier to see what's not working or what to improve on video.

Pole clothes are so expensive, like what the hell. Don't spend too much on them, there's so many other options (cute bralettes, swimsuit tops, gym stuff, etc).

Get off of the pole. At some point, you may not improve anymore because you need to muscle up more. So no, only pole dancing might not get you where you want to go on your pole journey. Do some muscle reinforcement. Ask your pole instructor for tips to really identify which body area to work on.

When your pole instructor shows you a new upside down move, ask them to show you how to secure someone attempting it. It's terrifying to see someone falling off the pole and not knowing how to help them getting securely on the ground. (the key being: remind them to tuck their chin to their chest if they're falling, and guide them by the hips)

Pole during summer = bon chance ((:

For the love of everything, please BREATHE when you're on the pole (we're all going like it's the apnea championships. Yes, all of us).

It's honestly not mandatory to have your own pole at home to make great improvements. First it's quite expensive (even more if you want to buy a pole podium), and trust me you don't have the same motivation when you're at home (and less security too).

Hype your pole buddies!! I said it before, and I'll say it again: not everyone has the same rythm of improving. It can be sometimes frustrating, but there's no better mindsets than supporting those in the same classes as you, whether they nailed the move before you or not. Pole is about having fun, support each other and hype 'em up! Bonus: WHY THE HELL IS THE SUPERMAN SUCH A HARD MOVE TO MASTER????

Take care and stay hydrated ♥

10 things I wished I've heard before starting pole dance (and want to say to whoever wants to pole):

1- This is intense physical activity, man. All your muscles will ache (even the ones you didn't know even existed).

2- No, it won't make you a stripper. Yes, you will most likely end up in (sport) underwears or very little coverage, because skin has a way better grip on the pole than clothes. If you're not comfortable showing skin, that's okay; some special sportwear can give you grip while covering your body.

3- There's no shame wanting to do more sexy or provocative styles of pole dance, tho. You do you, as long as you have fun.

4- SO. MUCH. BRUISES.

5- You can do pole dance no matter what your weight/body type/sport habits are.

6- Improvement will be random. Sometimes you'll ace a move in one try, sometimes in several weeks or months. And that's okay.

7- Again, this is a very demanding activity on a physical level. Muscles will have to become familiar with certain efforts, pulls, pushes. Flexibility will be tested, trained. Finding your own body's balance, a very important thing in pole dance, can be difficult.

8- It's so satisfying. Succeding a figure, or even just a climb, while you had 0 previous skills in it, is SO good.

9- You can do pretty much anything you want, in your own style, and however you want.

10- If you want to try it, do it. Do the weird thing. Try and see, and maybe fail, maybe be the most talented pole dancer, who knows? But try it, if it ever interested you. I promise you it's as fun as it's hard at the start.

Bonus: the floor is HARD and is NOT your friend

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*sending this to my therapist immediately* so as I failed to explain in our previous sessions, here's an accurate way of summing up things--

My therapist: you need to trust yourself

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The babies again bc I’m a sucker for this angst ship dynamic and Art History classical inspo 🥹

Also it feels so good to draw again blblblbl

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Drawing Ciri and Cahir with statues references again bc I’m so weak for them *sob* I want to draw them again so bad

Inspired by Leonardo Bistolfi’s Sacrifice (1907-1911) in Roma

I tried something for the lineart idk

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My second favorite type of magic: Tumblr's obscure witchcraft to unite queer frenchies with Philippa 'mommy' Eilhart, a-woman sis

Shoutout to whoever had made this sign I saw at the Paris Pride ; you know your shit and I love you

(the Lodge of sorceresses should be sponsoring every pride istg)

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Shoutout to whoever had made this sign I saw at the Paris Pride ; you know your shit and I love you

(the Lodge of sorceresses should be sponsoring every pride istg)

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Meet the artist | 2024 ver.

Kept the mental health issues out this time, or my therapist is going to bonk me (((:

(Plus a pic of your local French mess poledancing in the middle of fields bc let’s be a ✨classy✨peasant)

[Instagram art account]

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Ok I just spent a 2h concert of 50's/60's/70's rock, oggling looking at a Charlie Cox's Daredevil twin (with suit, tie, red tainted glasses, smile and everything) on the bass ; I think I might be pregnant now 🫡