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As a queer Gen Z, I constantly think about how there’s such a huge chunk of the queer community that’s simply… missing. So much of the queer community died during AIDS that almost an entire generation of us is simply not there anymore.

Those queer people were supposed to be our teachers, our mentors, maybe even our parents or grandparents. Those queer people were supposed to be there for us. They were supposed to be at pride events, welcoming all the young queers. They were supposed to be representation in our careers. Those people were supposed to be there to help us navigate life as queer people, and it’s devastating for both us and them that they never got to do it.

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When you’re on C.ai and the bot changes your whole ass gender mid story

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Wattpad bullshit

Hey. yeah. I made a wattpad account where I have some longer content than I post here on tumblr. All comfort and shit like I normally do. Fair warning, I do much more explaining and description of triggering things over there, so read the oneshots at your own risk.

So yeah. Everything on there is properly tagged as always, just figured i’d post here in case anyone wanted to see longer oneshots and content. I have also reposted all of my headcannons and oneshots for My hero academia and Haikyuu in their own respective books. That is all. Have a nice day.

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a waltz through time, skk comic

help me i have no idea how tumblr works

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making art is so fucking hard. wheres that defunctland quote

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This is the lucky clover cat. reblog this in 30 seconds & he will bring u good luck and fortune.

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Apollo thursday.

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Hello, Lovelies.

I want to be upfront with y'all: I'm struggling: physically, mentally, and financially. My mental health has been a flaming pile of garbage these past few months and my physical health isn't doing much better. I'm truly struggling to do what is expected of me: work, chores, personal care, and the like. I'm missing work because of chronic pain, fatigue, and newly discovered health issues, like carpal tunnel in both hands. I'm not keeping my apartment as tidy as I would like it to be. And I just got a letter from my apartment that I have until Monday, 12/11/23, to clean it to their standards or eviction could follow. And I am truly trying to stay on top of finances. I even made a budget... just to have it fall apart because of unexpected medical bills and getting my husband much needed health insurance. Between myself and my husband, we owe around 3k in medical expenses.

I hate begging for help, but I am on my knees begging y'all to help in any way you can. If you are in a financial spot to do so, please consider buying a reading, a spell, a sigil, or a devotional. Or if you feel so included to donate, I have C*sh*pp, P*yP*l, and V*nm* right now. And if you can't donate, please just spread the word? Every little bit helps.

Love,

~Crimson

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“Apollo, your voice hymned a justice I could not see clear, but all too clear the anguish you caused, the bloodhaunted, homeless future you've doled out.”

― Euripides, Electram

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EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS

Please help, if you can't pay, at least reblog so it reaches more people. Thank you, much love.

DM for info.

my ko-fi page

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I am convinced that the world is thoroughly fucked and that humanity sucks.

so, today we, russian queers, may become "extremists" by decision of russian supreme court and thus our existence will be silenced and erased. any queer activism will be impossible for us. I don't know what to do anymore. I was heartbroken when they passed the laws about "gay propaganda" and transgender people, now I'm just numb. I don't want to escape. I just want to live safely in my own country.

please hear us.

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sometimes i think about how reblogging something that made you think of a deity and devoting that act to them is kinda like texting them 'lol this is so u'

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Heaven Official's Blessing photocards version