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maybe u can grab the book from the workshop as something to help remember him by?

that is a good idea! i do not remember seeing it when i was there last, but we will be nearby so we could always make a quick visit!

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i am on the bus with kai now. i am feeling a bit nervous, which is silly.

i am bringing a bouquet of dandelions that i picked outside of our apartment, i know that they are considered weeds, but i think that my father would have liked them. he always loved flowers, we did not get to see them much due to the climate that we lived in, but i remember he had this book that was all about the different kinds of flowers that he would look through and read with me all the time. he loved that book. he always liked the yellow ones, that was his favorite color.

i hope we find him. i do not know where else to look if we don't...

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zaaaaane whens ur birthday?

the twenty first of december! i have not celebrated it in years, so i am really looking forward to it!

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today i am going to look for where my father is buried, and kai is coming with me. we will be missing out on lloyd's training today because of this, but sensei said that it is okay as long as we bring snacks, we are back before it gets too dark, and my falcon follows behind us.

there is a village outside of the birchwood forest where i grew up, and i believe that he might be there. i have never been, but i remember my father speaking about it, and he always had such good things to say about his visits, so it would make me very happy to know that he is there... i am not sure where else he could possibly be.

there is a bus that goes straight there, it leaves in an hour, so i must go get ready now!

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i have to get to sleep now, kai and i have important plans tomorrow. goodnight everyone! 🤍

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HEY!!1 WHOEVERS GOING AROUND TELLING THE NINJA THE OTHERS IS DEAD, IM GONNA FIND YOU

[zane-master-of-ice]

no, you are right. i need to let it go. i am sorry.

What if skales already took control of him and he's lying to you?

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how have i not considered this!? i will keep an eye out for signs...

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What if skales already took control of him and he's lying to you?

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how have i not considered this!? i will keep an eye out for signs...

[zane-master-of-ice]

Dick move by your sensei to prioritize the enemy

so... about that.

i discussed it with him, and it turns out that i had completely misunderstood the situation... again. i am feeling a little embarrassed about it.

[zane-master-of-ice]

how's movie time with wu going? i hope ur feeling better

well it was going great before he began messaging skales in the middle of it! i do not understand why he continues to do this! why even invite me in the first place if that is all that he is going to be doing!? i left after that. i needed his comfort, but i suppose that was more important to him...

luckily i have been with kai since then, and he has been very helpful. we had a long conversation about my father, and the way i have been feeling, which i had not spoken to him about until now. to respect kai's privacy i will not go into detail about what was said, but he understands, and it has made me feel a lot better.

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thank you sensei... i am coming...

i am sad now.

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i am outside... i'm coming...

give Zane a hug please D:

@zane-master-of-ice where are you.

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i would like that... would you make me a cup of tea as well? i think that it would help...

i am sad now.

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i am sad now.

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hey this might be a little insensitive but i got morbidly curious

did you ever find his body? or at the very least a grave?

no... i have wanted to go looking for him, but i just have not had the time.

he was not there in our old home, so somebody must have moved him somewhere, but who? and where?

our home was very hidden. nobody knew where we were, i rarely even saw another person besides my father, so this confuses me... i just want to know where he is.

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Don't listen to the cruel anons! Hes alive! He'll always be alive in your heart💜

-💜

thank you. i know that he will always be with me, but in a literal sense, he is very much dead. i watched him die right before my memory was deactivated.

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whoever sent the anon about zan'e dead dad i will end you

i happily grant you permission to do so. 🤍