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Wait, hold up. Are you talking about Addy Corcoran? You know, the one who just got engaged? Please tell me you aren't and there's another Addy I don't know about.

Honestly, I am sure that it was January 1st yesterday and now we are preparing for Christmas and the next year. I have been busy writing some songs and hoping to prove to Addy that i am worth giving a shot. What did you dress up again?

Oh that is awesome, I should give that a watch, that sounds really cool and a good way to get across to people that there is nothing wrong with having a mental illness.

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Please, I'm always crying. At this point I could create a whole damn lake filled with my tears. Maybe even an ocean. That's the thing - I've gotta get a lawyer to help me out because there's a bunch of shit I'm not understanding. The reason why I wanted it to stay on YouTube was because I had complete control and I really don't wanna lose that, you know?

You deserve it, and don't worry about crying, that just shows that you have emotions. Okay good, as long as you've verified everything and are totally sure it's legit then you are good to go. I understand it being scary though, but you've got this. How much creative control do you have?

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He is. You need someone good like that, and I think it's perfect for you. You'd let me know immediately if he did anything, right? Or just that you're not feeling it? I really worry about you, kid.

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Dammit, you always do that.

Alright out out it is! Oh yeah? I'm really glad you like him Zach, he means a lot to me. And he's good for me right? Like I can tell that he is.

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Because I'm the worst and a jerk?

Wait, how am I finding out about this ONLINE. This is incredible, wtf?

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I don't wanna talk about the fact that I'm closer to 40 than I am to 30... Why can't I just be a 21 year old who can twerk whenever they want? I don't want to have to take Aleves so I can twerk correctly.

Pal. Buddy. Friend. You're over 30. We can't be dropping it low on a whim. You gotta pregame Aleve at least an hour in advance. Then you can shake it all around town.

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Oh, wait. Seriously? I think you've got the wrong guy here. I feel like Gabe would be able to help you out way more than me. I just like to put on pretty clothes and flounce around. But I'd love to come watch them kick ass and give constant encouragement.

Extended family? And you're inviting moi? Brb, gonna go cry. Also about all the nice shit you're saying to me?? Literally Mindscapes is my whole heart and soul and it means so much when people really notice that. Thank you, Jax.

Look, I'm sure you would have absolutely killed it as Regina, your Lydia Deetz costume was iconic, this particular production is reserved for 12-18 year olds, and you're just a scosche outside out of that. But if you want to get involved with the troupe, I'm sure they'd appreciate some pointers on the perfect performance.

Oh a PSU one will be great, but I was thinking more of an extended family thing, snacks, beverages, a big projector screen, my dad's got a huge backyard perfect for that kind of thing. Look, I know how fickle Hollywood and this business is, trust me, but something like Mindscapes that's fresh, unique, and actually really freaking important to society?? I've got a good feeling about it Zach, a really good one.

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Oh, just a heads up: I'm okay with literally any gendered language. Person, guy, girl, ma'am, sir, etc. Give 'em all to me. I completely understand it, and love the fact that there's just this group of people who are willing to completely kill me if I ever do anything wrong. Good thing I'm locked in for life, huh? Oh, yeah. I've got an idea. I drew out what I wanted, but obviously you can switch it around to whatever you think works best actually on my skin.

It's alright superhero guy, or superhero person whichever you prefer, you'll just have to get used to it. I did, I was seriously impressed man. Good... I'm glad you do, just treat her right okay because I will hunt you down if you don't. Sunday afternoon is perfect, drop by and we'll go through anything you've got in mind, unless you know now.

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Oh, no. I mean a therapist, Stacey. If you're still feeling kind of wonky, I think it would be a good idea. I'll be the first one to tell anyone that a therapist can change your whole life. Damn, you're right. How can the whole world just be an oyster? Who came up with half of these phrases, anyway?

Yeah maybe, they might have bigger priorities. Okay, a conversation is fine then. Talked to someone? About lockdown? Well, I told my girlfriend and siblings that I missed them, does that count? It's a strange saying really, but I've never seen a clam in real life. It's like 'the world is your oyster' like what does that even mean?

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Yeah... You'll definitely have to fight Malea for that number one slo, actually. I mean, Immy too, but Malea's pretty serious about it. Thanks so much! I mean, I've gotten offers before, but this one I'm actually considering because of where it's come from.

I AM YOUR BIGGEST FAN, CORRECT!!! Well, apart from maybe Immy and Malea, but that's cool, I'll happily take third biggest. I love you toooooo Zachy and I'm so so so so proud of you!!!!!

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I dunno, January. In my mind, it's the best song that exists in the world. It just makes me feel things.

I am not sure about it being the best song in the world, there are several great songs out there.

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Thanks, kiddo. We'll actually see what happens, though. On one hand, I'm kinda happy with how things are right now.

This is incredible news. Congratulations, I'm proud of you.

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Awww, you missed me? I'm remembering this forever. Actually, I'm gonna print out this post and put it on my wall so I never forget it. But in all seriousness, I missed you too. Oh yeah, I want to marry her. It's been on my mind every single day, but I also just told her I love her for the first time, so I'm trying to not freak her out too soon. That shit sounds so cute, and I kind of just teared up thinking about it. Wow. As much as I talk shit, I'm really happy for you. You deserve this, Addy. Ohhh, so you're telling me you had Josie for dinner? Incredible.

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Dude, seriously, that's the question.

Yeah, in our defense it was pretty much the only place we could get any privacy, everywhere else there were people either fucking or fighting. The whole lockdown thing was a mess. I missed you, though, as gross as that is. You would've made it more fun. So is this you telling me you're trying to marry Immy? Because I mean, I'm all for it, but I feel like Josie's gonna want to make our wedding bigger somehow. Dude, it went perfectly, the food was amazing and we both ended up down on one knee pulling out a ring. It was cheesy and amazing. Although we did kind of dip out before dessert, but I feel like Immy will forgive us for it... You know how it is when you just, like, need to be home in bed together.

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Pretty sure it's the best song in the world, no big deal.

That is such a good song, I think you have just brought up a memory by mentioning that song. It was such a good song. I do know what you mean.

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Oh, absolutely. They would absolutely eat that up on TikTok. Please do it and tell me your name 'cause I wanna be your first follower.

Why thank you! I dont think unless you've seen me do it in person that people believe its actually me. Im actually thinking i should start doing it on tiktok.

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Thanks, Addy. I figured as much, but it still makes me sad 'cause you're fucking incredible. Oh, absolutely, I mean.. if you wanna see me twerk, I'll definitely twerk for you. I'm not ashamed.

Okay, two things... Firstly, congrats on the potential TV gig, dude. That's fucking huge! I'm gonna tell you right now, though, I won't be following, so you'll have to find a new voice for my character. Second, about that little jig, any way we can see it?

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I feel like I can always count on you to ask that question. Unfortunately for you, it's animated and I am not in the show.

Are you gonna be in the TV adaption and do you plan to wear a shirt?

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You looked great, Sarah.

Oh, yeah. Mindscapes is my show, I write and animate it completely by myself. I've hired a bunch of people to help me out with it and voice characters, but other than that, it's my passion project. Right now I'm posting it to YouTube, but being on TV would mean a bigger budget and not just me working on it anymore, I'd have people working with me.

Time flies past so quickly. Last night was amazing! I loved seeing everyone in their costumes.

Wow that amazing news! In wha sense do you do your mindscapes and how would they work on TV?