yuutaok
Count My Heartbeats Before I Sleep
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yuutaok · 7 days ago
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I do still think it’s so fucked dynamic pricing was turned on for this MCR tour when their whole concept right now is combating the evils of facism in our modern day and making parallels to WW2 yet selling through a corporation that notoriously gouges prices making it completely inaccessible to those who can’t afford it. Idk it just rubs me the wrong way in the sense that if they Are trying to make a political statement wouldn’t you want this show to be as accessible to those you want to get the message across to rather than playing into the monopoly Ticketmaster holds and feeding into something so capitalistic
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yuutaok · 7 days ago
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Mahou Shoujo Yuta Okkotsu!!
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yuutaok · 7 days ago
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The amount of money Gerard has made me spend
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yuutaok · 10 days ago
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Was literally idealizing su*cide again this whole week and this is how I am saved 😭 my brain is so simple
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yuutaok · 13 days ago
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In your teeth
love has uneven edges but it is something you sink your teeth into. with love you give all of yourself over and feel everything as it happens- good and bad. for you love can be a fight, whether it's hard won or hard lost (or hard to hold on to), love has a way of leaving it's impression in your skin. it's not that it hurts, it's just that it knows your tender spots and seems to hit those first.
hey um :3 where do you hold your love?
in your heart
you hold your love in your heart. love is intrinsic, inevitable, love is the beating core of everything; love is also hard to talk about. your love comes out with more rareness, mostly shows up for the big things in a big way- this doesn't mean it doesn't beat for the small stuff, you feel it all, in fact you feel it more intensely than most which is why it's so hard to get out. you hold your love inside you because it matters, it might be the only thing that does.
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yuutaok · 16 days ago
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Byeee the area around the city is I work in is on fire now and evac orders are being issued <3 guys I think we are in the end times
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yuutaok · 16 days ago
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💙 USA 💙
national suicide prevention
national domestic violence hotline
national sexual abuse hotline
trans lifeline and resources
💙INTERNATIONAL💙
list of suicide hotlines by country
domestic violence hotlines and resources by country
sexual (+ domestic) abuse agencies by country
international trans resources
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yuutaok · 16 days ago
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This country is fucked. The state of this country feels devastating. Even if Trump hadn’t won, the outcome would still be heartbreaking. It’s a lose-lose situation, and we ended up with the most fucked of the two. I’m angry. I hold the Democratic Party accountable for not pushing harder. This is the result of a weak campaign and trying to align with figures like Liz Cheney, a literal war monger. It’s what happens when they shift toward conservative ideals, adopting right-leaning positions on immigration and the border. And it’s what happens when they fail to make clear their commitment to Palestinian freedom and the fight against genocide. I can’t blame Palestinian or other Arab Americans who didn’t vote; the Democratic Party did little to support the issues that matter most to them. They’ve been let down by an administration that has shown they do not care about the atrocities happening.
There is so much frustration over third-party voting and non-voters, but, we need to acknowledge that the Democratic Party must urgently get their shit together. Also more glaringly, acknowledge that the two party system itself is deeply flawed.
Regardless, I think we all need to have compassion for one another. That’s going to be so hard to come by these days. We need to be lifting each other up instead of tearing each other down. Lead with compassion and never settle for what this shit government has to offer. If this doesn’t radicalize you, then wake the hell up.
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yuutaok · 16 days ago
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The problem is that America has beaten down its people for decades and gotten them weak and desperate and now promises a way out, a way to transcend and rise above, through selling out their fellow man. They encourage contempt and hatred as one way ticket to not being included with the masses being death marched to poverty or imprisonment or whatever other bitter end surely awaits the people they’re told are beneath them. An embarrassingly large chunk of white men are just straight up nazis these days as a way to dissociate from the rest of the carnage around them, even if they’re broke and uneducated and from an impoverished background themselves. They’ll vote for and align themselves with anything for a taste of power and control that makes them feel a little less helpless. The same goes for minorities. They’ll punch down if they think it’ll get them somewhere, even if in reality they’re punching sideways. I don’t know what else to say, really. Everybody is so incredibly hateful. We are a loveless, disrespectful nation. We are so spread thin by our government that we would sell each other out in a heartbeat for an ounce of relief. This is what we’ve come to.
It’s not even about Trump at this point. He’s gonna get in office and do whatever he does and it’s gonna be a mess but whatever. This is indicative of deeper problem. This is just the ugly consequence of the already present reality in this country that we all just despise each other. There is no solidarity and there is no love. Trump being in office or not doesn’t change the fact that America is a breeding ground for violent hatred. Trump has given people a shining example of how to give in to the worst parts of your human nature and make it the problem of everyone around them. I don’t even know what we’re supposed to do about that. I don’t know if that’s something we can come back from. And if anything COULD be done about it, Trump certainly wouldn’t do it. Honestly, Kamala probably wouldn’t have either. We are so deeply fucked.
However, I must say, if you voted for Trump, I hope that peace never finds you. Instead, I hope clarity strikes you someday like a clap of lightning and you have to live the rest of your life with the knowledge and guilt of what you’ve done and who you are as a person.
Love yall. Shit is so bleak but the world keeps spinning until it doesn’t, I guess. We can’t count on the government for literally even a shred of progress or hope so just keep up the good fight in your own personal lives. That’s literally the only thing to be done at this point. Stay safe out there. Maybe buy a gun.
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yuutaok · 16 days ago
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Chat I’m feeling so hopeless tonight
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yuutaok · 17 days ago
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Group su*cide today or what guys
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yuutaok · 18 days ago
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oh he's such a loser freak
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yuutaok · 19 days ago
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momo x okarun!!
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yuutaok · 19 days ago
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Yuuta moaning into your kisses as you furiously jerk him off
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yuutaok · 20 days ago
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Kitten I wish we could teleport to the club to blackout and shake ass to cascada 😔 🖤
Went to club last night why did it feel like the dj was peering into my middle school mind… literally played every time we touch… primadonna girl… crushcrushcrush
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yuutaok · 20 days ago
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yuutaok · 20 days ago
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