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[yoursweetenby]

this is a poem I wrote a while ago (idfk know what to say more xD) I'm open for feedback!! (CW emotional attachment)

good boy

I brush my teeth- I want you to see

I am a good boy

I do my tasks- for you to see

because im not free

I want you to see - I am a good boy

but I can't enjoy

you don't even glimpse at me

you don't care or do you?

you're there caring and sharing and shuggaring little presents

my world is bright - it's full of light

because I am a good boy just for you

and than you're gone, leaving me on seen ignoring me for hours that feel like days

short sentences - being left on seen

I'm crying til I run out of tears

all I want is you to hold me

hold me until I am okay

hold me until I feel safe

I want you to care for me

but you're just an idiot playing with my Issues

your ego is so small you need me to validate you

and I'm falling deeper into

it's a vicious circle and Im running out of time

I have to stop being a good boy for you

I don't want to stop being a good boy for you

I want you to care more - I want to care less

You're cute, You're an idiot over and over again and I have to draw a line

but I can't not for now

for now I am a good boy

[yoursweetenby]

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[yoursweetenby]

Hellu im kind of new on Tumblr, is this place still alive? If yess I'm here now xD. I like Art, alternative fashion, a lot of fandoms (Hobbylos, drei???, Doctor Who, the big bang theory, Hello Kitty, the Rookie, Sherlock, etc), music (alternative, emo, nu metal, alt metal, crossover, punk, rock, queer artists, etc.) and poetry. And tbh idfk what im doing here :0. If you read this, have a wounderful day!! :3 (pls ignore my Bad english)