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The ability to stay calm is one of the most valuable and lifesaving human traits.

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YOU ARE WELCOME

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"When you wake up in the morning, tell yourself: the people I deal with today will be meddling, ungrateful, arrogant, dishonest, jealous and surly. They are like this because they can't tell good from evil. But I have seen the beauty of good, and the ugliness of evil, and have recognized that the wrongdoer has a nature related to my own - not of the same blood and birth, but the same mind, and possessing a share of the divine. And so none of them can hurt me. No one can implicate me in ugliness. Nor can I feel angry at my relative, or hate him. We were born to work together like feet, hands and eyes, like the two rows of teeth, upper and lower. To obstruct each other is unnatural. To feel anger at someone, to turn your back on him: these are unnatural." -- Marcus Aurelius

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where did my morals go

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and just like that everything i’ve been working towards and excited about the past 4 months comes crashing down

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Sometimes I feel like the unluckiest lucky guy in the world

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Down 2.6kgs in a month, attributing that to mostly my diet, tracking every macro, weighing all my food. But also giving myself one day off on a weekend to drink beer and not count cals. It’s funny how it’s only taken me 4 weeks, or about 16 visits in the gym to feel the best I have in my body. No anxiety too. I hope I can stay consistent over the Christmas/New Year period.

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“I would love to live like a river flows, carried by the surprise of its own unfolding.”

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Alexandru Boicu

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I should be in such a good place yet I still feel so lost. Each weekend goes by and I don’t hear from anyone because everyone I know is in a relationship and they’re all doing their thing. I’m happy for everyone but I don’t have anyone around me I can relate to at all. I’m trying not to rush my life and settle but why is it so hard to make new friends at this age. 2022 has mostly been loneliness

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“More every year, I shine light on edges I tried to unfeel, but we've gotta do better than that. 

Some sorting out, so I'll be sitting on the outskirts, if you wanna talk about it.

Things in there were just getting so loud”

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zero motivation, zero energy

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i’m getting pretty good at coming to terms with it when someone doesn’t want you in their life anymore