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This is technically not a dream it was I think a hypnagogic hallucination mixed with sleep paralysis but it was memorable so I need to write this down

I was laying in my bed in the same position I fell asleep in and I could see which I shouldnt have been able to since I wear sleep masks and it wss on while I was falling asleep

and I couldn't move but I could tell there was something behind me and it was running it's hands across my spine I could feel it and whispering something incomprehensible and it kept leaning over to look at me in the eyes

and it was the boiled one.

and I just kept just repeating in my head "if I don't look at it it can't hurt me if I don't look at it it can't hurt me if I don't look at it it can't hurt me" but I couldn't move my head away so it was just staring me in the eyes and repeating "go to sleep. go to sleep" and I did go to sleep but not before screaming in my head "NO NO I DONT WANT TO GET AWAY FROM ME WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO TO ME!?" right before I fell asleep

and as I was screaming that its face was just getting closer to me until all I could see was it's face as it watched me fall asleep. involuntarily. I was so terrified of falling asleep but it felt like I had no control of myself

I did watch the boiled one phenomenon like that day but it wasn't really that scary (honestly I was more scared of the pictures of the boiled one itself that thing is horrifying) but this was absolutely terrifying and it still is remembering it to write this is making me feel scared again

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i had a dream I said something about being suicidal just causally and my best friend hugged me and told me it was gonna be ok and to not do that and I cried! brain stop making me cry

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i had a dream I was leaving lunch and there was some dangerous thing happening. I don't think I ever knew what. But the teachers locked us out of class. I had a fishing pole with a macaw plushie and was standing in a crowd waiting but for some reason we were held up and then I heard people panicking and I could see a less clogged hallway so I ran to that hallway

But everything was locked there too

so I went to the library lounge thing that does not exist and hid while the teachers left us to die

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I had a dream my english class had a halloween assignment where you had to go to a closet and dress up as close to a character from something as you could. I chose ghostwalker from phighting and then hid in one of the closets (literally just. shelves with black curtains there was only 1 actual closet) and someone reached their hand in and I grabbed and wrestled them in the dark with me and started screaming IM GONNA GET YOU IM GONNA POSSESS YOU and they cried

ghostwalker wouldn't do that but honestly it was fun I would do that. Id feel bad if they cried though lmao

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I never told you guys about the medkit goes fucking insane dream. did i

basically I had this dream either monday or last week idk where subspace clones were everywhere and they surrounded medkit calling him meddy and saying like. "YOU CANT ESCAPE ALL OF US MEDDY"

and medkit proceeded to kill ALL OF THEM MOSTLY WITH JUST HIS HANDS madness combat style. idk how else to describe it ok it was violent

so afterwards medkit just stood there in the goddamn bloodbath and then completely shocked follower sword and rocket appeared and sword said "holy god illumina what the fuck did you just do" medkit started to pass out because of the sheer amount of tripmines he ran into and then I woke up

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idk what to warn this with?? gore I think

why does every dream I have with fictional characters end with them dying horrifically/getting otherwise severely injured I had a dream last night where I was writing my wip and sword grabbed (infected) rockets hands and when he pulled away the skin on rockets non prosthetic hand peeled off with it.. and then sword stared at his skin in his hand for a second and then screamed bloody murder and then I woke up LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ABOUT???? HUHHH

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hi phighting community. I had a interesting dream last night with medkit and subspace

it's not really long I just spaced it out so this post itself is long

so subspace and medkit were in white void hell and they're arguing but idk what they said

and then subspace throws his. little pink thing he holds (sorry I'm new here idk what it's called) at medkit

and medkit turns into. a cat.

still had his gear on and everything his gun and med kit were tied to his back

subspace cracks up and this. happens

[MEDKIT]: GOD FUCKING DAMMIT SUBSPACE YOURE RUINING MY FUCKING LIFE AGAIN I CANNOT GET A JOB NOW I NEED TO GO TO THUNDERCLAN SO I CAN GET A FUCKING JOB AS A MEDICINE CAT FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU YOU COULDN'T HAVE STOPPED WITH MY EYE? YOU HAD TO TAKE IT EVEN FURTHER? I HOPE YOU DIE I HOPE WE BOTH DIE

[SUBSPACE]: (has the awesome face expression) HAHAHA IT WORKS!!!!! YOU (unintelligible)

is this in character I have no idea probably not be cause I don't really know either of them that well. but anyways the white void gets brighter as subspace was talking there and it was making this high pitched noise so loud you couldn't hear subspace anymore.

and then it got so bright it burned both of their surviving eyes out and they died. their bodies were in the phighting lobby for some reason and vinestaff was there. when medkit died he wasn't medkittie anymore he was just normal :(

I don't know what happened for my brain to make this

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I had a dream and the only thing I remember is calling one of my irls extremely emo (they're all the exact opposite of emo so idk what I was talking about) and then us teleporting to an abandoned walmart parking lot to fistfight

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i had a dream that instead of having the heroshot sanitized agent 3 had the "rigor mortis crayons". literally just a clash blaster but buffed to absolute hell so much so that they literally killed everyone in the. weird facility place they were in

except agent 8 who was hiding around somewhere they got caught and started running away but the dream changed before I saw what happened but they did not have a weapon so that probably didn't end well

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OK I ACTUALLY DID HAVE A DREAM ABOUT SIDE ORDER THIS TIME WHAT

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reccuring things in my dreams for some reason

-great horned owls

-splatoon inklings

-blood and visera????

-violence but mostly goofy violence

-school

-my irl friends (who are always mean in my dreams for some reason)

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i had a dream that huch got kidnapped and they replaced her eyes with salmonid eyes so she was just laying on the ground wallowing and crying :(

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I had a dream I was in my schools gym and there was a attic bunker and a gray kangaroo named??? mary or something??? I was late to english because I was playing with her

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I had a dream I saw a post that was just the "I need them elbow deep in my ribcage" post but it was doodled with sanitized 3 and 8. interesting dream

8 and 3 actually looked kind of happy so I could not tell if the post was supposed to be 3 killing 8 or them flirting through the whole. mind control thing somehow

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I WAS DOING HW BUT I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED THE DREAM ABOUT SIDE ORDER I HAD AROUND THE TIME IT WAS FIRST ANNOUNCED

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I can't remember what dream this was a part of but I do remember in one of these airplane part dreams I was scout finch (or jem I can't remember which) from to kill a mockingbird (we were reading it for school when I had this dream)

times I've almost been crushed by falling airplane parts in dreams counter: 3 (spanning 2 different dreams)

i don't know why it keeps happening and I'm never phased when it happens. one time in the dream I had last night it grazed my forehead and it hurt but I did not care

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I had a dream last night and part of it had msm. quick note this is kind of disturbing of you don't like voidcorn and I guess body horror (nothing super extreme) oh and light gore for the lack of better word and mentions of heart attacks but nobody dies or even has a heart attack it's just idk

there was a new big green dof island full of faceless woolabees faceless edamimis faceless mammots a single faceless pongping and also voidcorn was there. it was the only thing making noise it was just the demented dream track and the laughs from the fuckin majin sonic thing I can't remember the name and this song was playing distorted in the background but it didn't have bass or drums it was just the. instrument that is the loudest

also I think the faceless monsters all tried screaming like you could tell they were trying to speak but voidcorn wouldn't let them

then the words TACHYCARDIC ARRHYTHMIA!!! TACHYCARDIC ARRHYTHMIA!!! TACHYCARDIC ARRHYTHMIA!!! TACHYCARDIC ARRHYTHMIA!!! TACHYCARDIC ARRHYTHMIA!!! TACHYCARDIC ARRHYTHMIA!!! HEARTATTACKHEARTATTACKHEARTATTACKHEARTATTACKFATALHEARTARRYTHMIAFATALFATALFATLHEARTATTACK went all over the screen from voidcorn like an emergency broadcast on the tv and I started yelling at my tablet for them to stop because while it was yelling about my heart the woolabees on the island just started dropping dead and i think the pongping accidentally. uh. ripped it's face off and fainted (specifically I knew they didn't die for some reason) so I'm really creeped out in the dream at this point and also panicking because my heart was actually beating pretty fast and it hurt (in the dream not irl lmao)

then the camera zooms in on voidcorn while I'm still yelling and they reach their one of their hands out of the screen and grab my chest and they take my heart but for some reason I didn't react to the fact voidcorn. literally stole my heart of my chest then so they go back to the island

and I'm finally able to leave the island so I do and continue playing normal dof like I'm not actively bleeding out. and crying from being terrorized before