yaelstiel

[yaelstiel]

so sweet to see the replies to my last post, it touches me to see you @sammichgirl and @novakev and one more which i don’t remember to tag 

also how do you reply to replies? 

also - is SPN still on? feeling soooooooooooooooo out since years 

xx

[yaelstiel]

who’s still following my blog?  I just realize I am going to open a new blog about my *couple counseling with Nonviolent Communication* and thought, hey , i already have a blog, maybe that will interest the people here as well?  it came to me (the idea) in the most unexpected way, which makes me want to share the journey and the experiences with you, and i have lots of passion about that :)  also - how are you?  it’s been ages.  hug to everyone 

[yaelstiel]

thank you!!! Netflix just took it off few days ago, unexpectedly, such a gem to find it here :) 

Watch Masters of Sex: The Complete Series

I have uploaded the complete series of Masters of Sex on Vimeo, for everyone’s viewing pleasure (and as a big fuck you to Showtime) since it’s no longer available on streaming platforms. All episodes are linked individually below the “Read More” and please enjoy – it was a show that certainly ended prematurely. I’ve also included a couple other links as a sort of viewing guide.

Keep reading

[yaelstiel]

who knows where can i stream grey’s anatomy the new episode? 

tnx :) 

[yaelstiel]

as a Jewish person living in Israel-Palestine, I find this article very interesting, and to the point. also very tragic. maybe some of you would be interested in that as well. 

[yaelstiel]

From that— from that old, uh… Classics Illustrated comic book. You remember that?

I keep imagining Dean [who was really little himself back then] picking a comic book and reading slowly since he just learned how to, and Sam listening to every word, with so much admiration and love for his big brother, and how this must’ve made Dean feel… How much having Sam by his side, even as a baby, was important for his survival as well. 

[yaelstiel]

dark humor + beta : Helen (10x17)

[yaelstiel]

watched with my little brother 2x14 (born under a bad sign) and i swear, i completely forgot the plot up until 15′ into, i think?!  wow. it’s been so long since i watched the show. 

it was sweet to re-watch with him, and see the brotherly love (and oh the wincest moments :P ) 

also: HEY 

[yaelstiel]

what a beautiful memory it is <3 

any plans of coming to europe in the near future??? 

big hug!!  love u a lot ! 

i just called to say i love youuuuu

OMG I WAS JUST LOOKING THROUGH SOME OLD PHOTOS ON MY PHONE AND THINKING ABOUT YOUR BEAUTIFUL SOUL. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[yaelstiel]

What is Timbr.me?

Tumblr is changing: starting December 17, 2018, adult content will not be allowed on the site anymore. All existing content will be  permanently hidden.

Yet Tumblr always was a safe space for NSFW artists and performers who have built and maintained diverse communities with hundreds of thousands of followers.  More than 500K people signed  petitions  to reverse  the change.

Here comes Timbr.me. We here will try to save as much as possible until the deadline.  We start with copying blog content blog-by-blog. We are backing up all blog posts,  photos and videos to Google Cloud and making them viewable forever. To save your  own and your favorite blogs just enter their names on the main page.

Soon we will add an option to log in with Tumblr account to save your favorite posts  and show you the feed of the blogs you follow. And of course we’ll allow blog owners will be able to add content right here on Timbr.me after Tumblr closes  its doors.

[yaelstiel]

in hebrew, the word “expectation” is exactly like “pillowcase” (ציפיות)  so there is a saying “expectations are for pillows”... 

“Expectation Is The Root Of All Heartache”

— Unknown

[yaelstiel]

Algarve - Portugal (by jmriem) 

[yaelstiel]

when you look for “justice” you only create more violence, against those whom you think “should pay for their deeds” When you look for HEALING you move to a different paradigm, when the victim and the perpetrator, both, are humans who suffer and looking, in despair, for the way to minimize their pain.

[yaelstiel]

do you ever think there will be peace between israel and palestine? it just breaks my heart every time something happens in gaza, and i keep praying for peace and justice and i have no idea if it will ever happen. this horror needs to end as soon as possible.

I hear your sadness, and how much you would like all lives to be safe (and i share it. million times. ) and i hear also maybe some wish for justice, to protect lives? as for what i think/feel... It breaks my heart. I don’t know if there would be peace, right now, i feel lots of sadness and despair, and i don’t know what can be done. I think , that first, i wish for more people who sees it like that: when you look for “justice” you only create more violence, against those whom you think “should pay for their deeds”When you look for HEALING you move to a different paradigm, when the victim and the perpetrator, both, are humans who suffer and looking, in despair, for the way to minimize their pain. 

it seems to me like this is the only thing that can support now. even in the discourse, in the reporting. i wish for a dialog that is about what DO , instead of what not. i wish for a dialog that sees that both sides are in pain, and if we stay on the “who’s to blame” or “who’s pain is grater” we will reach no where 

to put aside that dialog of Who’s Right, and start seeing the pain, being with the pain and THEN start move towards healing. instead of punishing. maybe peace would be a “divorce” , separation to two states, but then even a divorce is requiring dialog, and this dialog has to shift from Who’s to How. shifting from who’s right, to “how can we make life more beautiful” for all. Does it answer your question? i do, however, want to plant a seed of hope, and share this with youIt’s a project, an eco-village of israelis and palestinians, some of my dear friends lived there for some meaningful time in their life. worth having a glimpse. for me , it made me cry and also planted tiny tiny almost invisible seed of hope. here it is 

[yaelstiel]

when you look for "justice" you only create more violence, against those whom you think "should pay for their deeds" When you look for HEALING you move to a different paradigm, when the victim and the perpetrator, both, are humans who suffer and looking, in despair, for the way to minimize their pain.

[yaelstiel]

i think it’s the life of many, long term “expats”/”immigrants” (have you noticed that the sole difference between the two is often the color of the skin? pff, anyways)  i was talking to a friend of mine, that lives 40 years in Holland, he immigrated, as a refugee, from Chile, back in the 70′s , and he told me that even though it’s his home, and his language, for 40 years, he’s always a foreigner. and now, he’s not at home fully in Holland, and in not in Chile, it’s those in-between people. 

and i resonate with that. Spain feels like home in many ways, Israel doesn’t, fully, in some parts, but both are not fully home or not home... 

I have this super weird feeling when I don’t feel like home in the Netherlands, yet. But I don’t feel as being at home while I’m in Russia, also. I wonder where will it lead me to. But it’s super strange. And awkward.

[yaelstiel]

omgggg i just now saw it . 

i feel such warmness, seeing people here think of me and remember my spn days <3333  lots of love.  i am still here, sometimes. but as Karen said, no longer watching SPN, still loving the fandom tho :) 

Where did Yael go?

Hi anon, Yael has left the SPN fandom, quite a while ago, but she still posts about stuff that interests her, every month or so.. her gifs and meta are missed