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being satisfied and content with who you are and what you have is a ferocious act of rebellion in this world.

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'i wanna know a little about a lot' is my life motto i've always had but could never find the words. thank you.

i should be allowed to hang out with people w random jobs just cause i wanna see. catch me walking into barbershops and firehouses and garages just like hi what are you doing rn tell me all about it i just love knowledge i wanna know a little about a lot tell me

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i don't care if it's socially acceptable or not. i'm still doing it.

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can everyone turn their lights off i wanna see the stars in the night sky

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i don't think we can use the phrase 'do you think money grows on trees' anymore. that statement implies that trees are an abundant resource. they're not anymore.

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Bringing this back because if I were ever a teacher, doesn't matter what class I'm teaching but especially if I'm teaching the higher grades, I would for sure give stars, smiley faces, 'v. good's to assignments I liked, work that took effort.

How come we don't get stars now? The stuff I'm doing at higher levels is much more difficult than writing 'abcd'. I deserve encouragement now more than ever.

Why did teachers stop giving us stars?

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people really out here hating on superhero movies with female leads like???? women are the ONLY real superheroes on this planet. you DO NOT get to shit on art just because women are on the front line.

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“the arts and sciences are completely separate fields that should be pitted against each other” the overlap of the arts and sciences make up our entire perceivable reality they r fucking on the couch

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Best era was when we randomly used to do chintata chinta chinta thing on our desks in school

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lowkey so true

and best playlist award goes to✨desi rickshawale bhaiya✨

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shoutout to the orchestra, composers, classical musicians and everyone who creates wonderful background music to movies and tv shows. i bet none of us would even feel half of what we do when watching those if it weren't for the sonically cinematic masterpieces they put together.

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saans leti hu toh ek aur exm aajata hai bkl

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ah, dreadful december depression

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i need to go about my digital detox in a slightly different way. i feel like i'm only ever capable of being fully off my phone when i am so distracted that i cannot be on it (reading a book, on a run, w friends, doing a task etc etc). but i just want to be okay w the silence. i want to sit at a rooftop bar and look at the night sky and not feel compelled to check my phone or supplement the silence w something else. i want to be sitting on my bedroom floor doing nothing and still feel okay that i'm not on my phone. being off your phone can get intense bc after a certain point it actually feels like withdrawals (you get anxiety, fomo, antsiness) but i just want to feel those things and let them come as they may. it's not that i want to be off my phone completely so much as i want balance, but this interim of just letting go has been so tricky and kind of hard to beat. i seriously just need to be okay w the silence

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someone had mentioned the year 2016 sometime ago and I was like

"oh yeah, 2016. that was like...4 years ago."

........2016 WAS 7 YEARS AGO

do you know what this means?

it means i'm still stuck in 2020. time hasn't moved for me.

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i know you're supposed to write your own life's story, but what if you have writer's block?