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“ Impudent of you to assume I will meet a mortal end. ”

Raw As Fuck | {not accepting}

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“That’s pretty specific, can’t you meet a not mortal end?”

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Iconic Lines From Modern Media That Are Raw As Fuck

“ Bold of you to assume I still have a soul. ”

“ I am a monument to all your sins. “

“ I’ll do whatever you want. ”

“ Then perish. ”

“ Violence for violence is the rule of beasts. ”

“ To become god is the loneliest achievement of all. ”

“ I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. ”

“ If the world chooses to become my enemy, I will fight like I always have. ”

“ I will face god and walk backwards into hell. ”

“ Everything that we know and love is reducible to the absurd acts of chemicals. ”

“ There is therefore no intrinsic value in this material universe. ”

“ All knowledge is ultimately based on that which we cannot prove. ”

“ Will you fight? Or will you perish like a dog? ”

“ Do you think God stays in heaven because he too, lives in fear of what he created? ”

“ Tell me the name of God. ”

“ Can you feel your heart burning? ”

“ Can you feel the struggle within? ”

“ The fear within me in beyond anything your soul can make. ”

“ You cannot kill me in any way that matters. ”

“ You kneel before my throne unaware that it was born of lies. ”

“ Violence in an art. Your body, the Louvre. ”

“ Even the godless end up worshiping something. ”

“ God wishes he were me. ”

“ One day, you will be face to face with whatever saw fit to let you exist in the universe, and you will have to justify the space you’ve filled. ”

“ Take this gift, for the gods surely won’t. ”

“ Impudent of you to assume I will meet a mortal end. ”

“ This is hell’s territory and I am beholden to no gods. ”

“ Bury me shallow, I’ll be back. ”

“ There are no gods here. ”

“ Do I look like the kind of person who dies? ”

“ God’s dead and soon we will be too. ”

“ I thought there were no heroes left in this world. ”

“ I’ve been through hell and came out singing. ”

“ Pick a god and pray. ”

“ Too many people have opinions of things they know nothing about. ”

“ Too many people have opinions of things they know nothing about. The more ignorant they are, the more opinions they have. ”

“ The more ignorant they are, the more opinions they have. ”

“ What is better? To be born good, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort? ”

“ Bold of you to assume I can die. “

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people-types:

types of people ➳ four elements

tag yourself;

air: lightheaded mornings, fragile teacups, skincare routine, dreamer, being at peace with yourself, flowy clothing, meditation, voice of an angel, cloud watching

earth: foggy mountainsides, nostolgia, old soul, gives great advice, mom friend, interested in science, the satisfaction of working hard, handfuls of flowers

fire: hothead, sleep is for the weak™️, brutal honesty, neon lights, cigarettes, always up for a fight, old scars, leather jackets, tight hugs, unyielding, warm hands

water: marble temples, bare feet, hard thinking, spiral staircases, quiet power, overflowing yet hidden emotions, no makeup, sad eyes, knows when you’re lying

*bonus, space: dark clothes, stays up late and sleeps in late, spends most their time alone, deep thinker, eyes full of stars, lots of stories to tell, cat person, untold secrets

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::『❉』pιpe down and lιѕтen :: He wants to ask him to explain anyway, but bites his tongue metaphorically and listens instead. A lot of things are over his head and part of him bitterly wishes everyone would stop thinking he was some kind of idiot. But, he doesn't want to bicker with Xigbar when he's like this or ever really. So, he doesn't and instead drums his hands over his knees lightly. "That still doesn't explain why he'd blame you for whatever it was. Did he really say that?" Demyx doesn't know Xemnas well enough to make an educated guess. But, if he and Xigbar are as close as they seem... It seems pretty stupid to blame him for something no one could control. It's not their fault they don't have Hearts, right?

xrpeggio replied to your post: Knock. … Knock. He opens the door after that. He…

He stares for a moment, frowning before crossing the room and plunking himself at the foot of the bed. Demyx knows he should leave, Xigbar isn’t in the mood–but he also relates to that particular frustration. As well as it scratches at a still scabbed wound in him. He doesn’t, however, see how that’s the other man’s fault. “But, that’s not your fault? Why’d he blame you?”

Xigbar groans, rubbing his eyes tiredly and sighing “Its over your head, Dem. Stuff between me and Xemnas, that’s all. There’s a lot more there than I can explain easy.” A lot there that Demyx simply isn’t allowed to find out about. That no one was allowed to know about beyond Xemnas and himself, even Saix didn’t know the full extent of the situation.

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iradivinitatis:

    {☾} – “I am better than you in a work sense because I have a much better work ethic and I do what is asked of me.” He explains, keeping his cool. There was no need to get riled up over something so trivial. 

      “That is only in a work environment, mind you. You do have skills that surpass my own. You are better in communicating with the other members than I. I clearly do not posses your social skills.”

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He’s not sure how to respond to that, nearly completely blind-sighted by a compliment coming from Saix of all people. Even more so given the contents of those words. Demyx didn’t consider himself especially social, more likely to get into trouble with people who couldn’t take a joke or were way too serious like Saix.

“S’not that. I don’t really talk to everyone that much? And whenever I do, it always ends badly.”

A shrug, arms falling at his side as he pokes the inside of his cheek with his tongue and tries to figure out something else to say. Leaving it like this feels far too awkward for his tastes.

“At least no one beats you up? That’s pretty nice.”

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Send my muse some flowers and they'll react to their meaning

Begonia — “We are being watched.” Blue Flax — “You are very kind.” Blue Hyacinth — “I will give my life to your service.” Bronze Chrysanthemum — “Though I value your friendship, I cannot love you.” Daffodil — “I do not return your affections.” Deadly Nightshade — “I believe you to be false.” Foxglove — “You are not really in love.” French Marigold — “You are unreasonably jealous.” Hawthorn — “Despite your answer, I shall strive to win your love.” Iris — “Your friendship means so much to me” Lavender — “I like you very much, but this, I am sure, is not love.” Mistleoe — “Kiss me” Myrtle — “Be my sweetheart.” Ox-eye Daisy — “I might learn to love you.” Pink Carnation — “I’ll never forget you.” Purple Hyacinth — “I am sorry, please forgive me.” Red Rose — “I love you” Scarlet Geranium — “I do not trust you.” Spider Flower — “Elope with me.” Sweet Pea — "Thank you for a lovely time.” Tea Rose — "I’ll remember, always.” Viscaria — “Will you dance with me?” White Camellia — "You’re adorable.” White Rose — "I love you not.” Yellow Rose — "I love another.”

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Guess toss this around if you’d down for writing with a AXEL FROM KINGDOM HEARTS with a mun who’s gotten resettled in the series and also writes @xrpeggio!!

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Xigbar sits up, the covers falling to his waist as he settles Richmond in his lap. He didn’t know, exactly, when he’d given Demyx the impression that they couldn’t talk about feelings, even if it was true that he didn’t like talking about his own. He wishes he’d known, it could have saved them both from a lot of suffering, it seemed.

He takes the mug of tea, and scoots over, patting the bed in an inviting gesture. An absent minded action intended to make Demyx join him on the bed. “Its not that I’m not big on feelin’s, I’m just… Not big on my own. I’m not gonna tell you that you can’t feel what you’re feelin. Just cause they’re based on memories doesn’t make them less real for you, y’know?”

He pauses, taking a sip of his tea as he thinks on where to go from there. “I don’t really care whether Xaldin likes you or not. I like you. Thats whats important. But if it’d make you feel better, you can try to get along with him, rather than just avoidin’ him like you do. He’s mean, I know, but so am I, and you got me attached to ya, right?”

::『❉』pιpe down and lιѕтen :: 

It helps in some way to hear the words spoken, feels in a way that a door he’d imagined had been opened and whatever tightness Demyx has projected on how he should feel even with things sorting themselves out... Unwinds like a tense knot. A brief moment to really take in those words and what they mean before he finds enough courage to climb onto the bed beside Xigbar. Carefully, mind, not to cause him to spill the mug or drop Richmond on the floor. It takes a few moments for him to settle, roll possible words around in his head before managing a tiny smile when the other man says he likes him and that was all that needed to be said on the subject of his concerns.

He feels incredibly silly now, worrying over something that turned out to be absolutely nothing in the end. Why had it felt so important? He didn’t want to admit he might’ve been jealous, that maybe he’s been thinking too much about things--but, it was hard to reconcile a bit. At the very least, though, the worst of his anxieties had been firmly settled.

“You actually have a sense of humour.”

Demyx points it out, pouting. It’s a gentle one, however, nothing like the previous one. Lighter, more childish than truly depressed. It also felt better on his face. And it feels a little better to also duck his head a bit and rest it on Xigbar’s shoulder carefully.

“But, ehhh... I’ll try. I don’t wanna dodge lances though. Probably a good idea if I don’t call him any funny nicknames, huh?”

The last part is an attempt at humour, peering up at the older man through his bangs with a hopeful glance.

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iradivinitatis:

     {☾} – “I am not sensitive. I just do not like my faults pointed out by someone who has a poor work ethic and lazes around all day. The truth is more of an insult when it comes from the likes of you.”  

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“I do stuff! Just ‘cuz I’m not a workaholic like you doesn’t make you better somehow!”

Hitting below the belt could go both ways, though Demyx doubted his own words had as much punch.

“And you don’t follow me around everywhere, you don’t know what I do, anyway! Acting like a know-it-all is lame, dude.”

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iradivinitatis:

      {☾} – “I do not want to understand your jokes. They are never good. And I only attack you when you insult me.”  

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“It’s not an insult if it’s true! Are you still holding a grudge over the forte thing? Jeez... Are you sure you’re not, like, overly sensitive?”

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"Delicate. Handle with care."

Warning Label | {accepting}

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“I mean, I’m not that bad. But, sure that’d be nice.”

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If my muse came with a warning label inbox me what it would say.

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@fleshheir​ | from here!!

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“I wouldn’t do that!”

Demyx isn’t sure what exactly to say to the other words, even if it makes him a little happy to be praised. Skirting around to face him, he scoots forward and locks his arms around him again; grinning once again like a giddy child.

“Guess we better fix that though. The hugging thing definitely needs to happen more.”

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“I don’t get why anyone thinks I’d swear, man.”

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what about my portrayal attracted you to my blog?

if you would like to be more specific – what made you stay?

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👐 do you believe people are mostly good or bad? what about nobodies?

Honesty Hour!  | { accepting }

::『❉』pιpe down and lιѕтen ::

It’s deeper a question that he expects, and he normally doesn’t like those at all. They’re too messy, too complicated and he feels a headache coming on just trying to think through the question itself. It sounds like it was meant for someone else, why would anyone want his opinion on this? But, somehow he finds himself answering somewhere between the rushing thoughts and aching head.

“I don’t care, really. If someone’s bad to me, they’re good to someone else. If someone’s good to me, they’re bad to someone else. I decide if someone’s good or not based on how they act, and if they’re bad I stay away from them. That doesn’t mean they’re bad or good, objectively. I don’t really think it matters. But...”

And Nobodies? Well...

“We’re the bad guys, aren’t we? Goals or not, wanting our Hearts back or not... We’re the bad guys. So, I guess... We’re all bad. Because we just don’t care.”

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👐 can i make a nightcore remix of one of ur songs

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“Which one…? Not all of ‘em would make a good remix. But, sure, I guess?”