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They think they’re being allies, but are implying trans men aren’t men by including them as an exception :/ (eg creating “women only” spaces but then inviting nonbinary folks and trans men isn’t the inclusivity you think it is because then it isn’t a women’s only space, is it?)

girl if you EVER go 'men dni...... BUT TRANS MEN ARE OK THO' i swear to god i will punch you across the fucking face

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I grew up hating my auburn hair. All I wanted was to have normal brown hair. I didn’t like being called ginger and I thought my hair colour was ugly.

Saying that, I don’t care when red-heads become, well, not red heads. Representation matters for everyone, and we got that years ago. It’s others kids’ turns to get rep, and I think that’s a good thing.

This pic is one of the biggest examples of hypocrisy on the Internet. For none of these characters being a ginger was important, some of them still had red hair despite different skin colour, and most importantly the same people who use it ignore Matt Murdock, Scott Lang, etc. They never complain about it when a character is still white but not ginger like Matt, Scott or Gordon, and many others. Let's run through some of these characters, Gordon wasn't ginger in any live action adaptation. He barely was in animation, and no one complained. Artemis was such a minor character in WW movie that no one would figure out it's her without checking the cast list. Electro is in his electric form for most of the movie, so who cares about his hair or skin colour? Honestly, who cared or knew about Firefist and Cecil? CW Wally was based on his New 52 variant, who's black, so that is invalid. Miss Martian is not really ginger. That's not her real form, just a humanoid disguise to make people more comfortable around her. The same goes for her live action appearance. April wasn't ginger in 2014 live action movie, and no one complained, not to mention in her original design that she didn't have red hair either. Batgirl, Starfire, Cyclone, Daphne, and Ariel still had red hair, not to mention Triss hair was red after season 1. If these people really cared about "gingercide" then they would complain about Charlie Cox as Matt Murdock, Paul Rudd as Scott Lang, Gary Oldman and JK Simmons as Gordon, Megan Fox as April, etc. But they don't. Not to mention, there are still red head characters, true, but there aren't many of them, but still. In live action, it's mostly because it's not very common hair colour.

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“our ocs should kiss” “our ocs on a double date” i think our ocs should try to kill each other

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“you’re a writer, right?”

me, staring at the one sentence i’ve managed to add in the last hour and the 12 open tabs on the specifics of shoes in 1845 Ireland: In theory.

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Jaiden and her creatures.

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How I Tag Fanfics By Word Count

Tagging Fanfics By Length/Word Count: 

Drabble - exactly 100 words 

Double Drabble - exactly 200 words

(Relaxed) Drabble - anything less than 500 words 

Pentadrabble - exactly 500 words 

Ficlet - usually around 500 to 1000 words

One Shot - at least 1000 words 

Short Fic - 1000 to 15,000 words 

Mid Fic - 15,000 to 25,000 words

Long Fic - over 25,000 words 

Epic Fic - usually more than 200,000 words

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daniel going all 'robby has his own family, i've got mine' after not giving a shit & moving him into his own house for a whole summer without his parents' knowledge & then just fucking dropping the kid over a mistake sam made... wow. like jfc man.

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was super curious to see how the high school fight played out, bc i was wondering how ppl could still demonize miguel when it comes to his relationship with robby after that & like, i was right, it makes no fucking sense. like i'm not blaming robby, but miguel literally stopped & said he was sorry, but some ppl still act like he's evil & like the silly antagonistic bs they had regarding sam & the cobra kai vs miyagi do rivarly is in any way comparable to getting thrown over a fucking railing & having your life on the line.

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I also want to add I thought I was so cool for missing out the wattpad phase and starting with ao3.

I was not cool.

My writing was awful.

Sometimes my writing is still awful.

At least my taste has improved :/

14 yr old me was such a mood

When I was 14, I wrote: “Do ppl even read the notes? I always read them bc I’m sad like that. Actually I don’t. Sometimes notes can be really long and I cba”

And I think I was so valid for that.

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14 yr old me was such a mood

When I was 14, I wrote: “Do ppl even read the notes? I always read them bc I’m sad like that. Actually I don’t. Sometimes notes can be really long and I cba”

And I think I was so valid for that.

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Rating My Fics (Part 1)

Rating My Fics (Part 1) 

10/10’s don’t exist because I always cringe when reading my older works 😅

[ 8/10 ] 

The Silence (MCU): the writing could be better, but the ideas were good, I get why ppl really liked it because it uses poplar tropes (IronDad SpiderSon, Peter getting kidnapped, Peter bonding with the other avengers etc) 

Spiders, Widows, and Ronins (MCU): inspired by a passion project of mine, so I’m glad ppl like it, it’s a shame I lost interest because the world/AU has potential 

Out (MCU): I don’t know why, but I really like this one

The Voices in Our Heads (CK): The ending was rushed and could’ve been better, but it deserves to be up here  

It Hurts (SWR): another author favourite, I just love Ezra whump fics 

All I Wanted Was A Goodbye (MCU): this one hurts

I Know I Need To Stay Awake But I Don’t Know If I Can For Much Longer (SWR): another author favourite of hurting Ezra, I’m so glad I added more chapters 

I Need Someone To Hold Me Close (Can You?) (MCU): I fucking love IronMan SpiderSon, what an AU, I need to continue it in 2025 

[ 7/10 ] 

Traitors (SWR): I tried to make a plan, but had no idea where I was going with this, I still adore the universe, even if some of it is cringe, I will TRY to update part two (try being the key word here) 

Don’t Leave Me (SWR): the first Sickfic I wrote for SWR, I was proud of it at the time 

Unloveable (CK): would be ranked higher if not for being rushed, I adore S1 Robby & Daniel 

[ 6/10 ] 

Belonging (SWR): I like the idea, but it’s a bit cringe, and I rushed the ending 

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Why write smut when I can make my comfort characters depressed?

FORGET ABOUT SMUT. PLEASE I AM TIRED OF IT. I NEED ANGST. I NEED GUT WRENCHING EMOTIONAL TURMOIL THAT MAKES ME SICK TO MY STOMACH. I NEED TO BAWL JUST FROM THINKING ABOUT IT.

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I forgot about this. Wtf. Robby deserved better.

I'm rewatching Cobra Kai season 4 and it's... awful. Johnny knows Robby is with Kreese, alone and hurting, and all he worries about is that Daniel taught Miguel how to drive.

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This is so valid.

terry and kreese's ending was poetic cinema and the gayest way they could have gone out actually

the way terry is what happens if you follow kreese's philosophy and live to tell the tale. the way kreese says goodbye to tory because he knows he's going to die with terry. when you see the monster you created but are so inseparable from it that you have to go down together.

they died staring into each other's eyes, physically intimate in the only way either of them knew how to express

buried together in an unmarked grave like all of their friends in the war. apart for thirty years but still destined to die together. they are toxic soulmates sorry and nothing else would have been fitting for them

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Cobra Kai Writing

I’ve started writing for Cobra Kai, again. In fact, it’s the only fandom I’ve been writing for this year, as I try to beat writer’s block. I updated 13 fics in 2022, 2 in 2023, and 5 in 2025, but now somehow it’s my third most written for fandom (after Marvel/MCU and Star Wars Rebels, of course). 

I’m hoping to write a lot more Robby & Daniel fics this year, or just Robby fics in general. I may go back to writing Hawk/Demetri as well?? Maybe not?? I love Miguel & Johnny but I don’t know how to write their relationship, so it’s easier for me to trauma dump on Robby.

Top 7 By Characters Used:

Robby (13/20) 

Sam and Hawk (11/20) 

Demetri (10/20) 

Daniel, Johnny, and Miguel (9/20) 

Top 5 By Ships Used:

Demetri/Hawk (7/20)

Robby & Johnny (5/20)

Miguel/Sam and Robby & Daniel (4/20)

Demetri & Hawk (3/20)

Top 5 By Hits: 

The Voices in Our Heads (Miguel/Robby, Soulmate AU) 

Unlovable (Robby & Daniel, depressed Robby) 

Red Mohawks and Brown Wigs (Hawk/Demetri, Soulmate AU) 

Daddy No Be There (Miguel & Tory, bonding) 

Fire & Rain (Hawk/Demetri, Soulmate AU) 

Top 5 by Kudos: 

The Voices in Our Heads (Miguel/Robby, Soulmate AU) 

A Father’s Love (Johnny & Robby, Kid!Robby) 

Unlovable (Robby & Daniel, depressed Robby) 

It’s Me (Hawk & Demetri, canon divergent) 

Red Mohawks and Brown Wigs (Hawk/Demetri, Soulmate AU) 

Top 5 by Comments: 

Unlovable (Robby & Daniel, depressed Robby) 

Cobra Kai: Rebirth (Miguel & Robby, band au) 

The Voices in Our Heads (Miguel/Robby, Soulmate AU) 

Shifters (Johnny & Robby, Werewolf AU)

Red Mohawks and Brown Wigs (Hawk/Demetri, Soulmate AU) 

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Have I thought about this too much? 🤣

If I was in Cobra Kai, I would have dated Robby in Season One, trained at Miyagi-Do in seasons one and two, joined Cobra Kai from season three onwards, dated Miguel in season 4 (and maybe season 5??), but ended up with Moon (bc idgaf about their karate drama anymore), might have fought in the Sekai Taikai, but it would’ve been awkward with my two ex boyfriends there. Aisha, Miguel, Hawk and Demetri would have been my friend group from the start, Tory would have become my bestie from season 4 onwards, and I would’ve mentored Devon.