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become so busy working on your own goals and dreams that you don’t have time to feel impatient or think about when your desires will arrive … you just know that they will. the priority is you and your growth! your desires will come to you — keep preparing for their arrival.

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Let the Sunshine Heal You.

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18/05/2021

back at home for a couple weeks before i’m off to work for the summer to pay off my student loans.

thankful for rainy days and iced coffee in my old bedroom.

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You are allowed to re-invent yourself whenever you’d like, and however many times you’d like.

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the pandemic journals

ig: gaaaandaaaalf

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Be the villain you were born to be. Stop waiting for someone to come along and corrupt you. Succumb to the darkness yourself.

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what's actually kinda hilarious is that my parents always talk about me being a very good student all my life, and like one day, about a year ago, I found old report cards from middle school and my grades were not amazing. most of the teacher notes on them was that I never finished assignments... and I would also always get in trouble for talking

and then I also remember that my friend once asked me what my gpa was and I said like 3.0 or something and he said that he thought it was so much higher

and i feel like I come off as a good student because I do love to learn a lot of things. I would change my hobbies a lot when I was younger, yet I always learned things that got in the way of my school learning. and honestly I'm not dumb or lazy, i just feel like i get super overwhelmed with school things that I just sit there and either do nothing, just zone out, or something that is totally unrelated to what I should be doing

i think one way i would cope with being overwhelmed is that without realizing, i used to change my study places a lot. I would never stay in the same spot. and now since the pandemic, things have gotten much worse because I only have one spot to study and I'm always at home.

when i finally realized the way that i tend to self sabotage without realizing and that things that I would be able to cope with before the pandemic I can't do now, I was ready to do a diagnosis if i have adhd, and I can't because now i don't have health insurance....

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i hate group projects bc part of me understands bc what if they're going through it, yknow? BUT then the other part of me wants to fight them bc i'm struggling hard and it's just me doing it and they don't even send me a quick message letting me know why :(

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it sucks that I can't even open my curtains for minimum sunlight bc of creepy neighbors. like who even thinks to make windows right across from each other. we're literally only 20 ft from each other and they can see right into my room :/

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honestly...it’s ok to just use your skills on yourself! sewing clothes only you to wear, making art to hang up in your own personal area, singing and recording songs for you only to listen to...like not everything has to be for other people’s consumption!

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in order for me to run and test my code, I have to be able to run a specific command and IT WON'T WORK

istg cs drives me insane

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my masterpost | my studygram | ask me anything

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[transcript under the cut]

Other advice posts that may be of interest:

How To Study When You Really Don’t Want To

Active Revision Techniques

How To Do Uni Readings

How to Revise BIG Subjects

Keep reading

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2021 DIGITAL JOURNAL 

+ monthly/weekly planner; download here

it is literally an hour before 2021 oh my god HAPPY NEW YEAR

anyways i made the journal for myself today (a bit late, but whoops) and just thought i would share it here in case anyone was interested! they’re sunday start only but i can make a monday start if anyone wants one haha anyways enjoy! (yeah the colours are a bit quirky i’m not too sure what i was doing but the formatting took me like 5 hours) 

update: january wallpapers available here

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Never tell anyone anything about your plans except your tumblr followers it’s very important that they know

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i'm honestly in love with my study space but i haven't been able to get the perfect picture of it :/