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xixishrinks · 11 months ago
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Gemini 1999 ‘双生児 GEMINI’ Directed by Shinya Tsukamoto
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xixishrinks · 11 months ago
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xixishrinks · 11 months ago
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Having atypical or "reverse" body dysmorphia and being obese and being tall means life is hell. I can't trust my own view of myself OR other people's because they will swear I look fine while I am clinically obese and suffering the physical complications of it. When I near a healthy weight I look "skinny" to people who have known me and they make me feel like I'm withering away which further feeds into my body dysmorphia. I just want to be alone at this point so I can do what FEELS best for my body.
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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It is so hard to trust ANYTHING in this rotten fucking country that poisons all the food so you end up sick and buy their medications that keep you sick so you feed endlessly into their exploitative system. Not even the fucking produce is truly safe. I am terrified to eat anything solid rn but it’s been almost 3 days and I’m working full time and on my period so I “should” eat but I can’t bring myself to. NOTHING feels safe.
And I’m still so big that I can definitely go a while longer without food.
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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Ebony Aves
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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ig: sonya_sedova
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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I have never felt meant for the forced conditions of this world. I have always felt like energy trapped in a casing rather than identifying as my casing. I want to feel as light as my mind. I want to float. I want to fly. I want to be free.
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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I have been forced to be masculine because of my size but I am determined to reclaim my femininity as I reclaim my body.
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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To be ugly is to be hated, to be beautiful is to be wanted; either way you are never left alone. The only escape is death.
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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vivienne westwood's modern marie antoinette in honor of dame vivienne westwood
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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I lost my appetite 🤭😈
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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ig: camrihewie
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xixishrinks · 1 year ago
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The length of your fast determines the size of your refeed. One of the best weight loss methods I’ve ever tried. It gave me consistent maintainable results.
Fast to feast >>> restriction any day for me.
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