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You make me happy Pt. 3

Pairing: Marc Spector x fem!reader, Steven Grant x fem!reader, Jake Lockley x fem!reader

Word Count: 4118

Summary: Spending your first Christmas with all of your boys is exciting itself but at first you have to convince Khonshu to give them the day off. They all come up with sweet matching gifts for you and you once more realize they're everything you need to be truly happy.

Warnings/Tags: FLUFF, cuddles with Marc, breakfast in bed with Steven, ice-skating with Jake, Christmas (yes, I'm aware it's August 🤣), Jake's limousine, Khonshu, emotional

A/N: I don't have DID, I only know someone close to me who does, which means any descriptions regarding it lean onto the show itself or that person's experiences (which they are completely comfortable with). Let me know if there are any harmful/incorrect stereotypes that haven't been part of the characters in the show.

Taglist: @unspokenmoon @in-between-the-cafes @renee834729 @verexi @n1ght5h4d3-24 @mona-has-friends @potatodaddy @edmundispunk @ahookedheroespureheart @rmoonstoner @fizzymilkduds @healing-sunshines-world @micheleamidalajedi @naniclouded @vixorell @alivemoonknight @aduckinpain @peach-betrayal @toracainz @mathle0matle @xcraftystormx @avatarofseshat @renee834729

PART ONE | PART TWO

By the time you get home, you can't stop smiling to yourself, a slight swing in your steps as you make your way up the stairs to your apartment. You softly hum a Christmas tune to yourself as you search for the keys and giggle when Jake wraps his arms around you and pulls you in close.

"Are you always that cheerful after a drink?" he asks chuckling, his breath ghosting over the back of your neck.

"I'm always that cheerful when someone treats me right," you smirk and your eyes flutter close when his teeth softly nibble at your skin.

"Is that so, querida?" he asks lowly, hands ghosting up your hips and stomach.

You hum agreeing and lean into him, thinking back at what happened in your office upstairs once you've left the party. How his lips traveled all over your body, how his hands moved up the fabric of your dress, his mouth whispering all the things he adored and loved about you at that very moment. How his hair felt underneath your hands, how his skin felt against yours, your name falling from his lips along some Spanish terms of endearment. "You tell me." you tease and press back against him, still mindlessly fumbling for your keys.

Jake snorts and his grip around you tightens, hand slipping into your cleavage. "I'll have you singing at the end of the night, princesa." he grins and reaches into your purse, grabbing your keys.

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You wake up the next morning to a sweet scent floating through the apartment and taking over all your senses. Your stomach rumbles loudly recognizing Steven's heavenly waffles. You move to get up when the door opens and your boyfriend clumsily pushes the door open, balancing a tray of exactly those waffles into the room.

"Morning, my beautiful luv." he smiles widely and leans down to give you a sweet kiss.

You kiss back lovingly and gently ease the tray out of his hands, balancing it on your knees. "Morning, my sweet darling." You pat the mattress next to you and giggle softly when Steven hops in next to you.

"Thought I'd make you some breakfast," he tells you and pulls up the blanket, leaning against the headboard next to you.

"You're an angel." you smile at him and scoot closer so you could share. You dig into one of them hungrily and it's exactly what you needed. "They're delicious, darling."

Steven beams at you happily and quickly kisses your cheek. "Thanks, luv."

You two enjoy your meal together and he puts aside the tray once you're done. You cuddle up into his arms and feel sleepy again already.

Steven holds you close, softly massaging your neck. "I love our lazy weekends." he smiles and buries his face in your hair.

You giggle softly and comb your hand through his messed-up curls. "I love them too," you speak gently and close your eyes, relaxing into his arms. "I have to leave this bed today though. I still need a few more things for Christmas."

"Shh, relax. The day only started." Steven shushes you lovingly and plants a small kiss on your nose. "We can go out later, luv."

"Alright, alright." you chuckle and cuddle into him even more.

Later you're strolling around the shopping center, searching for the perfect gift for each of your boys. You already know what you'll get Marc and when to pick it up; honestly you couldn't wait. You know Marc doesn't celebrate Christmas as a religious holiday and never really cared about it but he loves how childishly excited you get. He celebrates it with you, making sure to get you something as well and have a lovely day. After some time you find something for Jake, it's simple but meaningful and you hope he'll like it. Once you have everything you'll need for Steven's present you start searching for him at the shopping center.

Finally spotting your boyfriend you can tell it's not Steven anymore but Jake wandering towards you. He flashes you a smile and pulls you into a kiss. "Got everything you needed, querida?"

"I did, mi corazón." you smile softly and giggle when his eyes widen in surprise.

"You're learning fast." he chuckles and kisses you very tenderly this time.

You smile into it before pulling back. "How about you? You got what you wanted?"

"Mm, we did." he nods with a mischievous smirk.

You chuckle softly and grab his hand following him through the bustling shopping center. "Hey, do you think you guys could ask Khonshu to drop the whole vengeance and protection of the travelers of the night thing for Christmas?" you ask.

"You told her too much."

Jake glances from Khonshu back to you for a moment before laughing out loud. "How well did you memorize Marc's words telling you about Khonshu?"

"I…I don't know." you laugh as well and roll your eyes playfully.

"You really think he'll give us a day off?" he asks grinning.

"Jake. Stop stalling," you smirk and shake your head.

"Justice doesn't just take a day off."

Jake snorts and rolls his eyes. "He says justice doesn't take a day off."

"Well - wait what? He's here?" you ask surprised and subconsciously glance around. "Come on, I just want to spend a nice, relaxed Christmas day with you guys. Just once a year when you don't have to leave." you pout softly and stop walking. "Please? Do I have to sacrifice something to get what I want? Where's Steven when you need him?"

"I don't think that's how it work-"

"Well then how?" you ask, getting a little frustrated.

"Come on, don't give me that look, querida." Jake protests.

"Mate, you can't leave her hanging looking at you like that." Marc laughs.

"Jake, she'll secretly cry herself to sleep on Christmas if we don't do this." Steven insists.

"Shut up, both of you," Jake growls and you stare at him confused for a moment before realizing he probably means Marc and Steven.

"So they agree with me?" you ask challenging.

Jake stares at him in disbelief before cursing softly to himself and taking a deep breath. "We're getting the day off."

Khonshu laughs amused and watches you intrigued. He gently blows strands of your hair out of your face before looking back at Jake.

"I'll never get bored of seeing how she keeps you all in place. You may have a day off."

Your eyes widen in surprise. "You do?" you ask happily and hug him tight. "I love you," you confess beaming, and realize too late you haven't said that before. "I-uh-." you blush heavily and search his eyes nervously.

Jake's face softens and he hugs you back just as tight. "I love you too," he whispers and doesn't dare to let go of you for a moment. He hugs you closer than ever before.

You smile relieved and reach up, softly fondling his hair. He pulls back and cups your face tenderly, planting a soft kiss on your forehead. "Let's get back home?"

You two make your way out of the shopping center, stepping into the cold winter evening. Snowflakes are dancing their way down to the ground and you smile seeing the warm Christmas lights everywhere. You spot a small place they set up for ice skating and chuckle to yourself when you see a little girl racing over the ice.

Jake glances at you and follows your gaze. "You wanna go?"

You quickly shake your head. "Oh, no, I-I've never done that before."

He raises an eyebrow at you. "You haven't?"

You shake your head again and squeak surprised when Jake pulls you towards the ice. "What are you doing?"

"I'll show you how,” he tells you. "I can't believe they didn't."

"It's okay." you giggle as he hands you a pair of skates. "I don't know if I'll be able to -."

Jake caresses your cheek. "I'll be right there. Trying new things is good, princesa."

"Alright." you nod. Once you're on the ice you panic for a moment but Jake's right there, holding your hands and calms you with a kiss.

"Trust me," he speaks softly and you nod. You did trust him.

Jake pulls you with him over the ice smoothly, bracing you and keeping you close. You start to like it and loosen up. "See? Not that difficult." he smiles widely.

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The day before Christmas you're working late and you wonder if Steven's already done with his shift or has to stay longer as well. You slam your head onto the table defeatedly and groan. Suddenly someone brushes back your hair and you look up startled. Judging by the smirk it's Jake.

"Hey, princesa."

Yep, definitely Jake. Which meant Steven got off earlier than you did. "Hey, mi corazón." you smile tiredly.

"I thought I'd pick you up from work, it's getting late and it's dark already," he tells you.

"Thank you." you smile softly. "I'm not sure I can leave already."

"Marc handled things with your boss, he said he knows him well or something," he tells you. "You're free to go."

"Oh, he did?" you ask surprised, and nod gently, getting up. You haven't seen Marc for a few days now. You woke up and fell asleep with Steven, Jake brought you lunch and picked you up. You don't know why he hasn't been fronting but you're starting to miss him by now. The boys had already figured out such a perfect rhythm.

Stepping outside the building your jaw drops seeing a limousine parked right in front of you. Jake grins and opens the door for you. "Hop in, bonita."

"Are you kidding me?" you ask giggling and do as he says.

Jake gets in at the back with you and smiles at you. "I thought I'd pick you up properly." he winks at you.

You raise an eyebrow at him and laugh softly. "Shouldn't you be in the front and driving?"

He smirks and searches your eyes, leaning in a little. "Not quite yet, querida." His lips crash onto yours and you soon find yourself falling back onto the seats, Jake hovering over you.

You wrap your legs around his waist and pull him down, hand resting on his neck. "I do hope you have a long-lasting parking ticket." you tease and pull him into a passionate kiss.

Jake laughs into the kiss and looks down at you with sparkling brown eyes. "You think I came unprepared?"

You laugh softly and fondle the back of his neck. "Never," you whisper and follow his every move as he pushes up the fabric of your skirt.

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You can't fully believe it when he whispers "Feliz Navidad" into your ear only seconds before you stumble over the edge. You need a moment to regain your breath again and look up at him amused. "Is that your Christmas gift?"

Jake chuckles softly and rolls his eyes at you. "Obviously not…but let's get back home first. We can exchange our presents and then Steven has something planned."

"When? At 1 am?" you laugh.

"Don't ask me." he grins, knowing damn well what Steven was up to. And he also knows Marc would spend the rest of the day with you later then.

Back at home you spot the license plate and smile softly. "That's so adorable," you say pointing at it and Jake chuckles softly. "Oh my God does he know that?"

Jake laughs softly and nods. "Marc knows."

You giggle and grab his hand as you two make your way up to your apartment. Once you're inside you change into comfortable clothes and meet back on the sofa. You have your present for him with you and you can't wait to see if he likes it. Jake smirks at you, a small long box resting next to him. "Okay, I'll start." you chuckle and hand him the small package.

Jake takes it and opens it up, studying the keychain in his hands. On one side the words "Drive save, I need you here with me." are engraved in cursive letters. His eyes shine bright seeing it and he turns it around, spotting the picture you took after you went ice skating.

"It's supposed to be a little reminder that you have someone waiting for you who loves you a lot," you tell him gently.

He looks up at you and his whole face softens in an instant. Jake gently takes your hand and for the first time, he seems like he doesn't know what to say. So he simply squeezes your hand and smiles at you adoringly. "I…" he chuckles softly and hands you his gift. "I think that is a better answer than what I'd come up with now, querida."

You chuckle softly and unwrap the box, lifting the lid of it. There's a beautiful necklace in it with a heart pendant. He takes it and opens the heart, handing the necklace back to you. Inside something's engraved and you smile at you both having a similar idea. But when you read it tears creep into your eyes quicker than you can think about it.

Thank you for showing me what love feels like.

"Jake, that's so…" you look back up at him with tears in your eyes and beam at him. "I'm so happy I can."

He smiles happily and cups your face, pulling you into a loving kiss. He puts the necklace around your neck and delicately brushes his thumb over the heart. Then he pulls you into a tight hug, there are no words needed between you anymore.

You can tell when Steven fronts and smile at the moment Jake picked to hand over control to Steven. Both Marc and Steven liked to do that in such moments as well, leaving you with a warm, fuzzy feeling and granting the other one a taste. The way he cuddles into you and holds onto you that gently tells you everything. "Hey, my sweet darling," you say softly.

Steven smiles squeezing you and buries his face in your shoulder for a moment. "You keep on surprising me with knowing it's me."

You giggle softly and run your hand through his curls. "I always know who's around," you tell him. "You all have a unique way of acting around me."

"Mm, right." he laughs before pulling back. "Can I give you my present already or do you want it later?"

"We can do it now." you smile at how excited he suddenly looks. "I have something for you too, you know."

He smiles at you shyly. "Yeah?"

"Of course, Steven." you smile gently and hand him the package.

Steven flashes you another smile before carefully unwrapping his gift. He takes out the sweater with a picture of you both printed onto it. His eyes light up seeing it and he giggles. "Aw that's perfect, luv." he pulls it over his head immediately, tugging down the sleeves. "I'll never take it off again."

Chuckling you brush back his curls from his face and caress his cheek. He looks so comfortably happy right now it warms your heart. "It suits you."

He blushes a little and gently takes your hand. "Let's head up onto the roof?"

"Okay?" you nod laughing a little, unsure of what he was up to. You follow him up onto the roof and chuckle softly when you see a few pillows and blankets there.

Steven gets comfortable with you there, cuddling you close underneath the blanket. He looks up at the sky and smiles. "Do you still remember our first kiss?"

"Of course I do. I remember all of our first kisses." you smile. Marc and you had shared your first kiss one night he took you home after dinner; it was clumsy and hesitant but so full of need you knew you'd never let him go again. Jake's kiss was back at the Christmas party, passionate and full of feelings after your offer to show him what love feels like. And Steven…sweet Steven. "It was right here when we were stargazing and you told me the story of Isis and Osiris. And then you told me you love me." Your stomach flips thinking of how adoring Steven had looked at you, how tenderly he had kissed you.

"That sounds right." he giggles and gently hands you a small box. "I asked Khonshu to help me with this," he says.

Curiously you open it up and see a beautiful watch with a picture of a night sky on it. You look up at Steven and wonder what he needed Khonshu for.

"That's a picture of the sky the night we had our first kiss," he tells you with a sweet smile.

"That's so sweet," you say softly and beam at him. "I love it. And you."

He chuckles softly and pulls you into a kiss. "I love you too."

You soon fall asleep there cuddled up and don't notice how Marc later carries you to bed and cuddles into you, burying his nose in your neck.

In the morning you wake up to an empty bed. Frowning you get up and put on one of Marc's shirts stepping out of your bedroom. "Marc?..Steven?..Jake?" you ask as you search for them. Did they actually have to leave even though Khonshu promised they wouldn't? You huff softly and freshen up in the bathroom before wandering back to the kitchen. You don't feel like having breakfast anymore, the disappointment hurting your guts.

The front door opens and only a second later you hear Marc's smooth voice ringing through the apartment. "Baby?"

Your eyes widen and you race to the front, jumping right into his arms. "Marc!"

He laughs surprised and holds onto you, clutching a bag in his hands. "Good morning to you too, beautiful," he says softly.

"I missed you so much," you confess and hold onto him tightly.

"I've always been there, baby," he promises and kisses your forehead. "Just thought you could use some time with Steven and Jake, after all, it's your first Christmas with them."

You chuckle softly and meet his eyes. "I don't want any of you to have less time with me though."

"Won't do it again." he chuckles and sets you back on the floor. "I brought you some breakfast," he says and holds up the bag, grinning at the excitement in your eyes.

You beam happily and pull him with you into the living room. Sitting down on the sofa you grab one of the bagels he brought and start eating. "You're amazing. And so handsome today."

He laughs softly and hands you a napkin. "Yeah, yeah, enjoy your breakfast."

"Hey, I'm serious," you tell him. Marc's wearing a burgundy colored shirt that looks stunning on him with those dark curls and soft brown eyes.

"Mm no you're hungry." he grins and starts eating as well. "But thank you." he winks at you.

"You're an idiot," you mutter affectionately between two bites. "My idiot," you add proudly.

He chuckles amused and watches you quietly. "What do you wanna do today?"

"I would love to decorate the tree," you say and glance around the apartment. "Maybe take a walk later."

"Alright, sounds good." he nods and pulls you on his lap once you're done eating. "As long as I get a cuddle as well."

You giggle softly and capture his lips in a kiss, wrapping your arms around his neck. Marc kisses back lovingly and fondles up your sides. You pull back and blush underneath his adoring gaze. You know you'd have a lovely day.

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You smile softly and squeeze his hands. "Okay, my present for you this year is a little different. I think it's very cute and perfect for cuddles."

Marc chuckles softly and raises an eyebrow at you. "Cute and perfect for cuddles? Are you talking about yourself?"

"What? No!" you laugh and lean forward giving him a short kiss. "I do hope you like it and I think we'll have an amazing time with it."

"Okay?" he chuckles as you jump up and rush next door. What was going on now?

You come back with your back turned towards him. "Sooo…his name is Lucky because he's supposed to make you happy."

"He?" he asks confused.

You turn around and proudly present the sweet baby golden retriever in your arms. "Lucky? Meet your dad."

Marc's eyes widen and his jaw drops seeing the little one. "Are you kidding me?" he asks surprised and gets up as you set him down. He crouches down and holds out his hand for Lucky to sniff at. "Hey, you, come here," he says softly and smiles widely as he does. "Hii, buddy." he cooed and fondles his head.

You smile softly watching them and your heart's about to burst when Marc beams up at you. "You like him?" you ask smiling.

"He's the sweetest." he smiles.

"I just thought he'd turn us into a little family and you'll have someone to cuddle with when I'm at work. He'll also be great at noticing when something's wrong and there to spend comfort," you tell him.

Marc stares up at you, eyes brimming with tears, and softly scratches Lucky's head as he curls up on his lap. Sometimes he can't believe how thoughtful you are, how sweet and pure your heart is. How stunning you are in every detail and still decide to stick with him. "Thank you," he says quietly, not quite sure what exactly he's thanking you for. Or what he isn't thanking you for that moment.

You crouch down in front of him and he grabs your hand, smiling at you. "You're very welcome, my love."

"I love you so much," he whispers, his voice betraying him with a quiver. He cups your cheek and rests his forehead against yours.

"I love you too. So so much." you smile and cup his face, feeling a tear drop onto your hand. "Oh, you." you breathe out quietly and plant a soft kiss on his forehead. "And you keep on telling me you're shit with showing emotions."

"I am." he laughs weakly and messily wipes his cheeks. Lucky stands up against his chest and licks right over his cheeks, collecting his tears. Marc chuckles and hugs him close with teary eyes. "I'm okay, buddy," he promises. "I have something for you too."

You smile softly as he hands you a small box, similar to the ones of Steven and Jake. You gasp at the sight of a bracelet with three small letters on it. J, S and M. Jake, Steven and Marc. Your sweet boys. "Oh, love.." you breathe out touched. The material matches the one of Steven's watch and Jake's necklace.

Marc smiles softly before grabbing an envelope and handing it to you. "I uhm…I didn't front those past few days around you because I needed some time to think."

You nod gently and take it, curiously opening it. In there you find a few pages covered in Marc's neat handwriting. "What's that?" you ask glancing back up at him.

"Just a little something I would never be able to tell you without getting emotional and rambling on," he confesses and gently scratches Lucky's head.

Once you're through you're sobbing and curling up in his arms as he holds you close just as emotional as you are. You can't believe how your life turned out to be. How perfect it has gotten over the past few years. How lucky you were to have each of your boys in your life. Just a little something turned out to be a five pages letter of him laying his soul bare for you. Telling you how he fell in love with you the moment he met you and thought you were too precious and good for him. He still does but that's not the point. He elaborates on how scared he was to lose you by telling you about Steven, about the whole Moon Knight thing, about his traumatic past, and the toxic ways he dealt with it. Then he writes about how happy he is that you've included Steven and Jake in his daily life as well, making them all feel loved and worth something. Marc tells you that he never thought he'd be even worth a glimpse of what you offered them day for day. He confesses he's still scared to mess it up, to wake up from a heavenly fever dream and realize it was all a lie. But he's ready to fight for you every day for the rest of his life. Because you make him happy.

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Love you too ~🌙

I love you so mucho. 🥺👉🏼👈🏼

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🥺👉👈

Aw thank you 🥰❤️

#answered #cutie

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Hi, I've seen the post about fics for Moon Knight and was wondering if you could write maybe some sort of fic how all three of them would help the neutral reader with their ED? Just lots of angst, fluff and comfort with maybe the prompts 16, 17 and 71?😊

Heyy, thank you for the request. It got a bit short I think, but I've included all three of them and hope it's what you imagined~🌙

#answered #marc spector #steven grant #jake lockley #request #prompt list #moon knight #moon knight fic #A little help

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A little help

Pairing: Marc Spector x gnReader, Steven Grant x gnReader, Jake Lockley x gnReader

Word Count: 1921

Summary: There are days when you struggle with eating enough and one time when the boys are away with Khonshu for two weeks it becomes a little much. Once they're back Marc immediately picks up on it and he, Steven and Jake find their own ways to help you through.

Warnings/Tags: eating disorder (no descriptions besides talking about not eating/food not tasting that great/hunger), angst, fluff, comfort, marc is supportive, jake takes over the kitchen, steven is a cinnamon roll

Thanks to my lovely beta reader @leithatnight 🥰~🌙

Requested by anonym with prompts

"Talk to me" (which I took for Marc),

"I know I can't protect you from everything, but let me protect you from the things I can control" (which I took for Jake)

"There it is! There's my favorite smile!" (which I took for Steven)

You are curled up on the sofa, arms wrapped around your hurting stomach. Your eyes are squeezed shut as you try to blend out the painful hunger roaring in your stomach. It's been two weeks since the boys left for a mission, two weeks since someone held you close and assured you you'd be okay, two weeks since you had three proper meals a day. You barely notice the door to your shared apartment opening and only realize they're back as you hear Steven excitedly calling out your name. Quickly you push yourself up and regret doing so, feeling dizzy. You rub your forehead and get up slowly, walking towards the door. Someone wraps you into a tight hug and plants kisses all over your face, nearly making you lose your balance.

"I've missed you so much, luv," Steven says softly and smiles at you. His smile fades seeing how pale you are and he takes a step back, seeming confused when you don't answer him.

You have seen it a thousand times and the way his expression and stance change you can tell Marc is taking over. "What's wrong?" he asks and observes your appearance.

"Nothing's wrong," you tell him and rub your face. "I'm just having a headache."

Marc squints his eyes at you. "Don't lie to me. I know what you look like with a headache and that’s not it," he tells you and once more you realize how good he can read you. He's the most observant person you know and usually, you don't try to hide things from him, knowing there's no use in doing so.

"I'm okay, I promise," you tell him and sigh softly, walking back to the sofa. "Hi, by the way."

"You were the one not saying hi to Steven." he points out and watches you sit down heavily. "Also, if you don't tell me what's wrong I'm going to search the apartment for what's making you so pale and miserable," he adds.

You snort softly. "If you think that changes anything."

He stares at you for a moment before finally moving towards the kitchen. He checks the cabinet where you keep the alcohol and notices nothing is missing. He then moves to the cabinet where you keep all the medicine, but again; nothing's missing. The painkillers are still unopened and he holds them up in the air. "Your headache must be terrible." he sighs softly and doesn't see you roll your eyes. Opening the trash can he stops in his tracks seeing how much food is in there. Haven't you emptied it once while they were gone? He remembers how back in the early stages of your relationship you told him about your struggles with eating enough. Suddenly he has a bad feeling and moves towards the fridge and you shifting nervously on the sofa tells him he's right. He opens it and sees it's practically as full as when he left. Turning around very slowly he closes the fridge again and sees you on the sofa, even paler than before and clutching your hands. "Y/N?" he asks very gently and moves toward you. "You wanna tell me what's going on?"

You shake your head frantically and press your lips together tight as your eyes fill with tears. The sofa shifts a little as he sits down next to you and you can feel his hands on yours, unclasping them softly. "Marc, please." you breathe out as he lifts your chin and makes you look at him. The worries in his eyes are taking your breath away and your resistance crumbles.

"Talk to me, baby." he encourages you gently and fondles your chin with his thumb.

Defeated, you close your eyes and feel a big tear drop down your cheek. "I - I don't want to."

Marc nods gently and thinks for a moment. "You'd rather talk to Steven or Jake?" he offers.

Your heart breaks a little at his sincere offer and you shake your head. "No, it's not that I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to talk about what's wrong."

"Okay…Can I ask you something then?" Once you nodded he gently squeezes your hand. "Is it what you told me about you having struggles to eat enough?" he asks and the way your shoulders sink down and you start to cry tells him everything he needs to know. Marc nods gently and offers you a hug which you take. “Okay,” he whispers gently.

You cling to him and bury your face in his chest as violent sobs shake your body and leave you breathless. "I'm sorry." you hiccup.

Marc's grip around you tightens and he plants a soft kiss on your head. "Don't be, it's not your fault." Soothingly he rubs your back and rocks you in his arms a little. "We can help you through this, baby. One step at a time."

You shake your head softly. "This is my mess. I shouldn't have worried you."

"You don't have to do this alone, you know," he says and gently rubs your shoulders as you pull back. He searches your eyes and gives you a compassionate smile. "I know I'm not the best example for it, but getting help if you have trouble with dealing with something on your own is important. And who taught me that, huh?" he asks and earns a soft chuckle from you.

"I had it under control," you say quietly and bite your lower lip. "I had it under control, Marc."

"I believe you." he nodded and gently caressed your cheek. "What changed, lovely?"

"I…I wasn't used to being on my own for that long anymore." you watch his face fall a little and the guilt in his eyes is choking you for a moment. "It's easier when you three are around spoiling me and making sure I don't have enough time to avoid it. I…I have to relearn it." you admit and Marc nods understandingly.

"I'm here for you, okay? And we'll figure this out somehow, I promise," he says.

"Okay." you nod tiredly and curl up in his arms.

After a while, Marc gives you a soft kiss on your head. "Jake's threatening to throw us out of the window if I won't let him talk to you." he snorts and you laugh softly.

You can feel the change in his grip around you and only seconds later you can hear it's him. "Y/N, cariño," he says and shoves you back gently, making you look at him. He cups your face and his intense gaze meets yours, making you swallow hard. Was he mad? "I wouldn't have left to deal with those hijos de putas if I had known you needed us that much."

Oh. He wasn't mad, he was feeling guilty. He was still entangled with Khonshu and the reason they had to leave for these two weeks. "I…It's okay, I'm not blaming you," you assure him and feel his thumbs rubbing over your cheekbones.

"I know you're not," he states confidently. "Still, use your words the next time, mi amor," he tells you, and you nod.

“You couldn’t have changed it. I know you want to protect me but-.” You squeak surprised when he pulls you onto his lap with a smooth movement and holds you close.

“I know I can't protect you from everything, but let me protect you from the things I can control. Like your eating habits for the upcoming time," he says and your face falls. "No, no, don't look at me like that, mi corazón."

Your eyes brim with tears again feeling a little betrayed by Marc. Steven and he always let Jake deal with convincing you when you really didn't want something they did. They knew you could never resist Jake for long. "I don't think I can-."

He shushes you and searches your eyes. “We’ll start with something light and small.”

You give in sighing, knowing you had to eat at some point. “Alright, Jake, lead the way.” you nod slowly. Oh, and he does. Jake prepares you some soup for a start with some vegetables and tender, small pieces of chicken. It doesn’t taste bad but every bite is a struggle and you feel like a complete fool. Jake is sitting next to you, his hand soothingly rubbing your thigh, watching you more or less discretely. “It’s delicious, babe,” you tell him, wanting to reward his kindness.

“Don’t lie.” he snorts and makes you both laugh.

“It’s not like that.” you chuckle softly and turn towards him. “It’s just the fact that it’s food right now, you know?”

Jake nods understandingly and wraps his arm around your shoulder, pulling you in close. He plants a kiss on your cheek and squeezes your shoulder. “I appreciate it anyway, mi amor.”

After dinner when Jake’s in the kitchen to do the dishes you wander back to your room and sit down heavily on the bed. You hate this and you don’t want to be so dependent on your sweet boys. Also, right now you miss Steven but you don’t dare to ask. You never did, it felt wrong and as if you’d prefer one of them. But you had seen Steven for five seconds today.

“Ah, there you are, luv.” Steven’s soft voice suddenly rings through the silence and you look up surprised.

You don’t know how but they usually knew who you needed the most. “Hey, darling,” you speak softly. “I’m really sorry about earlier.”

"Nah." Steven waves you off and sits down beside you, taking your hand. “I just thought I’d let Marc or Jake deal with what’s going on. Jake knows what to do, and Marc knows what to say,” he tells you, shrugging his shoulders.

“And you always know how to cheer me up.” you remind him fondly and squeeze his hand.

He chuckles softly and smiles at you adoringly. “I’m glad I do…Which was why I came here in the first place. How does a movie sound, luv?”

You laugh softly and wrap your arms around him, hugging him tightly. “I knew I could count on you.”

He hugs you back lovingly and kisses your hair. “Always, my love,” he whispers.

"I've missed you too, Steven, so much," you tell him tiredly, remembering where you two got cut off.

Steven drags you to the sofa later and puts on a movie. It's raining heavily by now and looking outside only dumps your mood. He picks up on it in a matter of seconds and pauses the movie. "You do know that this weather is a perfect excuse for staying inside and cuddling all day, right?"

You groan softly and rub your face. "It's depressing."

"What? Cuddling with me all day?" he asks and looks at you so heartbroken you don't know if he's serious for a moment.

"Steven - that's not.." you stare at him and see a grin creeping on his face. You start laughing and lean forward, kissing him lovingly.

He giggles into it before pulling back and beaming at you. "There it is! There's my favorite smile!" he exclaims succeeding.

You laugh softly and blush heavily at his sweet brown eyes watching you with so much love. You know you can do this somehow with them by your side; Jake making sure you did what you had to and cooking for you, Marc being there to talk and hold you when things get rough and Steven to fool around with and cuddle.

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Hey girlies I was wondering about 💞

💞: What fictional character would you want to be friends with?

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Jonathan Byers from Stranger Things. Just two photography-loving, party-phobic, depressed, emo teenagers chilling their life😂 ~ Star✨

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I am so curious as your use of 'we'. I respectfully ask what that is about.

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Oh that's just because it refers to me (Moon) and Star, since we're cowriters and have this blog together 🥰~🌙

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Could I request some Marc x male reader with prompt 18?🥺

Absolutely🥺It got a little angsty and I hope you like it. Thank you for the request🥰~🌙

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Stay

Pairing: Marc Spector x male Reader (mention of Steven/Jake)

Word Count: 1965

Summary: When Marc fails to save a little boy during a mission it rips up old wounds he has laid bare for you once before. You are there to show him he's enough and you won't leave him because of it.

Warnings/Tags: DID, mention of loss, mention of former abuse (no details), indirect mention of Marc's mother, angst, hurt, comfort, anger outburst, trauma, mention of blood, (let me know if I forgot anything)

Prompt "I want to deserve you, I am trying to" requested by anon

Thank you @leithatnight for beta reading! ~🌙

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You glanced at your watch once more, turned on your phone, and checked for a missed call or text message. Again, nothing. Marc headed out hours ago promising he'd be back soon and it wouldn't take long. It would be 3 am in a few minutes and you were getting desperate to know if he was alright or not. Chewing on your lower lip nervously you made your way to your shared bedroom and cursed softly as you tasted blood. You have been doing this for too long now. You threw on a sweater and went to search for your extra keys to Steven's old flat. Marc spent most of his time at your place, Steven did too nowadays but kept the apartment to store his stuff, Jake loved the flat as a hiding space before and after missions.

Sighing softly you left a note that you were at the flat looking for him, in case he'd finally come back and wonder where you were. You got into the car and drove across town to get to the flat. Your stomach hurt in fear that he got injured or worse, but maybe he also just didn't want to come back to you. You'd met Marc a year ago, and it took some time and effort from both of you to break down some of the many walls he built up. You knew about his childhood and his mother, you knew how he became entangled with Konshu and the whole Moon Knight thing, and you knew about Steven and Jake who seemed to adore you just as much. But you also knew he hated talking about the past because it made him upset which ended up in him getting drunk to numb the pain. You respected him only opening up very slowly, knowing parts of what he went through you knew he had justified reasons for it. And still, Marc had opened up to you which was significant to both of you. It meant he trusted you enough to do so and he loved having someone to talk to about some stuff sometimes. Not checking back in with you, even with just a little text message was unusual. When he needed space he usually let you know and so here you were, forced to figure it out yourself.

You made your way up to Steven's flat and quietly unlocked the door, slipping in. Putting the keys aside you looked around taking in the messy state of it and smiling a little to yourself. You noticed the light in the bathroom and moved towards it stopping in your tracks a little surprised when you see your boyfriend stepping out of it, one side of his face dappled with blood. He looked exhausted, but what got your attention were his eyes. They were reddened from crying, brimmed with tears, and tear streaks covered his face. The sight of it made you want to scoop him up in your arms and never let go again.

He stared at you just as surprised before chuckling roughly. "Thought you wouldn't come," he said, his voice sounding hoarse.

You furrowed your browns confused. "I texted you but I didn't get any answer. That's why I came looking for you."

"I did text you." he insisted and walked past you, grabbing his phone off the bedside table. "Ah, fucking Steven and his nonfunctional internet connection." he groaned softly. "Sorry, my fault."

You watched him as he sat down heavily at the edge of the bed and stared off into the distance. Moving closer carefully you spotted the drink he had almost emptied and a bottle next to it. You grabbed it, noticing there wasn't much left in it.

"Already open." he simply said, not wanting you to think he drank the whole thing tonight.

You put it back and sighed softly, reaching out for him. Running your hand through his hair smoothly made him close his eyes and almost lean into your touch. "Rough night?" you asked softly and stopped the movement as he flinched heavily.

Marc played with his hands nervously and you could see they were trembling. His throat tightened thinking back at what had happened and him losing his mind a little when you didn't show up. He thought you had had enough. "I-." he started and immediately felt the tears running down his cheeks again. "I did it again." is all he got out before a sob shakes his body.

Within a matter of seconds, you're sitting next to him on the bed and wrapping your arms around him. "Hey, come here," you said softly and he did. You had no idea what he was talking about but his reaction told you it was severe.

Marc turned a little to the side and buried his face in your chest defeated. Clutching onto you he started sobbing into your sweater and felt pathetic doing so. Nevertheless, he wouldn't want to be anywhere else right now.

You held him close, soothingly rubbing his back and pressing a kiss onto his head. "It's okay, I got you," you promised and gently ran your hand through his thick curls. This was something that never happened before. Him breaking down like this and holding onto you like you were the last thing keeping him from falling apart.

Marc was trembling in your arms, breathing in your familiar scent, bringing nothing but comfort and safety for him. He tried to forget the horrible incident earlier and focused on you. Which didn't do the trick because now he started thinking about how your pure, loving, and kind soul was too good for him. How messed up he was and how much you deserve something better than him. It broke his heart knowing he'd never be enough for someone like you, especially you. And so he very gently backed away and messily wiped his cheeks. "You should go," he said and didn't dare to look at you and see the confused hurt in your eyes.

"Why?" you asked, not letting him get away with this. You wouldn't just leave after he told you he had asked you to stay with him.

"Because you don't deserve this mess. I don't deserve you," he said and stared at his drink, weighing the options in his mind. Once you'd be gone he could continue as self-destructively as before. You wouldn't get hurt in the process and you'd be able to live your life in peace.

"Of course you deserve -." you started but got cut off.

"I want to deserve you, I am trying to," he said and ran his hands down his thighs shakily, trying to steady himself.

"If you want it, why won't you let me show you, you do?" you asked softly and reached out for him carefully. "Marc, I don't know what happened tonight but it won't change anythi-."

Marc slaps the glass off the table and it breaks into pieces as it hits a wall. "No I don't!" he jumped up. "I am responsible for a little boy dying, again, because I couldn't save him!" he yelled. "And this time there'll be no one making sure I'll never forget what I did but there fucking should be." his voice cracked at the end of the sentence and he turned around punching his fist into the wall hard.

You got up and tried to calm your racing heart with a few controlled breaths as you quietly stepped closer. Once you were close enough you wrapped your arms around him from behind, hesitantly but fast, and pulled him against you. He tried to get out of your grip but you wouldn't let him, holding him close against your chest. "Shh, easy, Marc," you said soothingly. "You're gonna hurt yourself if you keep acting like that."

"Fuck off." he whimpered and his elbow hit your ribs, a surprised gasp of yours making him freeze in your arms. He closed his eyes and exhaled softly, you wouldn't hurt him. You'd never do that. "Please, Y/N," he whispered and shook his head.

"Calm down," you said soothingly and started taking deep breaths with him. "We don't have to talk about what happened, alright?"

He nodded gently and placed his hands on yours, taking a few deep breaths to calm down.

"You can't keep on saving everyone else and let no one do the same for you sometimes." You gently planted a kiss onto the back of his neck and intertwined your fingers, your thumb soothingly rubbing circles over his. "I love you so much, you know," you whispered. "You're the most loving boyfriend I could've wished for."

"Mm don't let Steven hear that." he joked weakly and made you chuckle softly.

"As I was trying to say, you mean the world to me, Marc. And whatever happened that night it won't change what I see in you and love about you." you continued and leaned forward a little, kissing his cheek. "I can give you some space tonight if you need it but you have to promise me to take care of yourself." you offered.

Marc shook his head and squeezed your hand. "Stay," he whispered.

"Okay." you nodded and smiled a little as he turned in your arms and gave you a tight hug. After a while, you led him to the bathroom to finally wipe off the blood from his face. He watched you quietly as you did. You took his hand and gently wiped his knuckles clean, which had hit the wall, and put some cooling paste onto it. When you looked up again your eyes met and your heart skipped a beat seeing the adoration in his. His sweet brown eyes were soft and for a moment you weren't sure if Steven had taken over. But judging by his stance you were sure it was still Marc. "You're alright, beautiful?" you asked softly as he smiled a little at you.

Marc took two quick steps forward, holding onto your shoulders and pushing you back gently as he did so. You were about to ask him what he was up to when you already felt his lips pressed against yours. He kissed you passionately and cupped your face, keeping you there.

Chuckling you brought up your hands, tangling one in his hair and pulling him in closer. You melted into the kiss and smiled happily. He quickly went to devour your neck, leaving you breathless and pulling at his curls whenever he hit the right spots. A gasp left your lips when he bit down into your skin, pinning you against the wall.

He pulled back and smirked at you. "Had to make sure everyone sees you're mine."

"Mm don't let Steven or Jake hear that." you mocked him chuckling.

He snorted and gave you a cheeky grin. "I had you first."

"Well, that is true," you smirked and gave him a loving kiss. "We should get some sleep."

Marc nodded and followed you as you walked him to the bed. You lay down with him and pulled him close again. Marc rested his head on your chest and wrapped his arm around you, making sure you'd stay where you were. You held him close and ran your hand through his hair, massaging his scalp soothingly. "Sleep well, my love," you said gently and got a soft hum back as he was drifting off already in your arms.

For the first time in hours, Marc felt at peace and safe, right there in your arms. Knowing you had his back, no matter what took a lot of weight off his shoulders.

Your phone lit up as a message came in, and you smiled a little seeing it was the one from Marc.

I need you. I'm sorry.

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