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전정국 | 𝖺 𝗆𝖺𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍 𝗈𝖿 special 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗍𝗌
ꭷㅤֺㅤও hello, my loves. welcome to my special masterlist — vani's memories.
so, what exactly is this, and why the name? vani's memories is a collection of oneshots i originally wrote between 2019-2021. each piece has now been carefully rewritten, reedited, and gently improved — a small love letter to my younger self and to you, the reader. this project is my way of giving those old stories a second life, rather than letting them fade into forgotten drafts.
the original versions still exist on my old imagine account on instagram, though i won’t be sharing the handle (we’ve all had our cringe era, and that was mine).
please note: every fic here is a standalone. they’re not connected to one another in plot or universe, and they’re all short reads — each under 5k words.
now, with that said... let’s dive in. ♡
pairing: jungkook x reader — all oneshots
trigger warnings: will be listed in each work
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◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ soft in the downpour
↪ summary: He’s not the type to say much — but when Jeon Jungkook sees someone else making you laugh, he doesn’t need words to stake his claim. He just kisses you like his life depends on it. In the pouring rain. And suddenly, silence has never said so much.
— non idol au, cold boyfriend!jungkook x reader
— tropes: light angst, fluff
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ almost was ours
↪ summary: Jeon Jungkook thought marrying your sister would heal the wounds left by losing his high school sweetheart—you. But as the wedding day nears, regrets and memories pull him back to the love he couldn’t hold on to. Can he find happiness when his heart still belongs to you?
— non idol au, ex!boyfriend jungkook x reader
— trope: heavy angst
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ ghost of you
↪ summary: You’re glowing in white, walking toward forever — but your heart still aches for the boy you lost. Jeon Jungkook was the love of your life, taken too soon in a crash that shattered everything you dreamed of. And while you truly love Jimin, his best friend, today is filled with memories — soft, haunting whispers of a forever that never got to be. Because the truth is, you’re marrying one man… while still loving another.
— non idol au, jungkook x reader ft. jimin
— trope: heavy angst
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ whispers between the pages
↪ summary: You’re gone now — the hospital house empty, the room too quiet, the air too still. Jeon Jungkook is left with only memories… and your diary. Page after page, he reads the pieces of you you never said out loud — your fears, your pain, your hope, your love for him. And with every word, he realizes he never really knew how deeply you felt. Death took you from him, but your words break him.
— non idol au, jungkook x reader
— trope: heavy angst
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ ash & honey
↪ summary: Everyone fears Jeon Jungkook — the man who never bends, never breaks. But when you get caught in the crossfire of his world, something in him shatters. For the first time, the king isn’t angry. He’s terrified. And behind closed doors, he shows you the one thing no one else has ever seen: his tears. You thought you knew what it meant to be his — until the night he holds you like it’s the last time.
— non idol au, mafia!bf jungkook x reader
— trope: angst
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ soft echo
↪ summary: It starts with a joke — a harmless tease that tugs just a little too hard on your heart. But Jeon Jungkook sees it instantly, and before you can even look away, he’s holding you like the sky might fall. The rain taps against the windows, slow and gentle, as he kisses you softly, over and over, like he’s apologizing without words. And when you finally make love, it’s slow, safe, and sacred — a quiet afternoon where love sounds like rainfall and reassurance.
— non idol au, bf!jungkook x reader
— tropes: light angst, fluff, (non explicit) smut
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ we meet in paris
↪ summary: He left because it was supposed to be the best for both of you — a shield against the storm of sasaengs and hateful whispers that threatened to tear you apart. You stayed hidden, heartbroken and silent, wondering if he ever really loved you. But fate has always had a way of rewriting endings.
— idol au, jungkook x reader
— tropes: angst, fluff
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ faded horizons
↪ summary: You waited, believed, hoped—while he was gone to war, fighting battles you couldn’t see. But when Jeon Jungkook finally comes back, the world he left behind has changed. You’ve moved on, built a life filled with love, a child, and someone who held you close when he was gone. And now, standing face to face, he has to accept that the home he dreamed of no longer has a place for him.
— non idol au, solider!jungkook x reader, historical au
— tropes: angst
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ still with you
↪ summary: You wake up tangled in warmth, sunlight spilling softly across the room, and his steady breathing next to you. The world feels quiet and safe — a gentle afterglow from a night where everything changed. No words are needed as your fingers find his, and in that quiet moment, you both know this is only the beginning.
— non idol au, cold!boyfriend jungkook x reader
— trope: fluff
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ wrapped in you
↪ summary: The pain hits like a wave — sharp, stubborn, and completely unfair. You curl into yourself, groaning, until gentle hands and doe eyes find you. Jeon Jungkook doesn’t say much at first. He just pulls you into his chest, tucks the blanket around your legs, and holds you like you’re made of something fragile and precious. And suddenly, the pain doesn’t feel quite as heavy anymore.
— non idol au, bf!jungkook x reader
— trope: fluff
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ three words, eight letters
↪ summary: It’s late, the world is quiet, and you're curled up against him — your head on his chest, his fingers tracing lazy shapes on your back. Everything feels still, like the moment’s holding its breath. And then, without warning, Jeon Jungkook whispers it. “I love you.” Just like that. No grand gesture. No buildup. Just warmth, honesty, and the kind of love that sneaks in slowly… and stays.
— non idol au, bf! jungkook x reader
— trope: fluff
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ the cut that alway bleeds
↪ summary: You’re used to emergencies — calm under pressure, steady hands, sharp focus. But nothing prepares you for the moment you see his name on the trauma board. Jeon Jungkook. Your ex. Your almost-forever. Now bloodied, unconscious, and in need of surgery you’re not allowed to perform. So you stand outside the OR, heart racing, praying your colleague can save him — while memories of what you lost cut deeper than any wound ever could.
— non idol su, ex!boyfriend jungkook x reader
— tropes: angst, fluff
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ (un)marked
↪ summary: You always knew he was your soulmate — you felt it in your bones, in the way your heartbeat slowed near his, in the way your skin warmed when he touched you. But Jeon Jungkook didn’t want fate deciding his future. He turned away, leaving you with a bond still burning under your skin. Years later, he feels it too — the echo of what he lost. And now he’s chasing a connection he once begged to break.
— non idol au, soulmate!jungkook x reader au
— tropes: angst, a sprinkle of fluff
— word count: to be added
◌⠀⎯⎯͟͟✦⠀ so far away
↪ summary: You used to be inseparable — laughter in the hallways, late-night secrets, dreams shared like promises. But that was before Jeon Jungkook got famous. Before the world started calling his name louder than you ever could. Now, it’s been years. You watch him from a distance, smile when his face shows up on screens, and wonder if he ever thinks of you… or if you were just another chapter he outgrew.
— idol au, ex best friend!jungkook x reader
— trope: angst
— word count: to be added
+ more coming!
i do not own jeon jungkook, bts, or any real people mentioned in this story. this is a work of fiction created purely for entertainment purposes. all characters, events, and situations are fictional and do not reflect the real lives, personalities, or relationships of the individuals involved. i am not affiliated with bts or big hit/hybe in any way. please read with the understanding that this is just a fan creation and nothing more.
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ok so i'll probably delete this in like 0.3 seconds BUT i did a face reveal two months ago and guess what? im doing it again. for ✨funsies✨. because why not? yes, i am my own PR team and this is a soft launch, re-launch, and rerun all in one. face reveal 2.0: catch it before i spiral and delete again like a cryptid in the wild.


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🚨🚨 ATTENTION ALL DEAR ME READERS 🚨🚨
yes. i’m talking to you.
you emotionally constipated masochists who have been riding this messy rollercoaster of angst, betrayal, bad decisions, and ✨trauma✨ for MONTHS.
first of all: i love you. second of all: i wanna make this interactive bc parasocial love is real.
SO.
we’re making a Dear Me playlist together
i started a public Spotify playlist and y’all are WELCOME—no, encouraged—to come unhinged and add songs that scream “this is giving jungkook in his emo era” or “y/n needs therapy but make it aesthetic” or “yoongi is the human embodiment of a cigarette and regrets.”
🫶🏻 click here — link to the playlist
RULES? THERE ARE NONE.
ok maybe one: no country music. jk (unless it’s sad cowboy vibes. then go off.)
you can add:
songs that remind you of any character (jungkook, y/n, nina, yoongi, tae, vicky… you know the emotionally devastated lineup)
songs that give off couple energy (jungkook x y/n? jungkook x nina? yoongi x jimin? tae x y/n? nina x therapy? i’m not saying all of them are canon BUT I’M NOT NOT SAYING IT EITHER .
and if you’re shy or feel like the playlist will judge your music taste (it won’t. i will. lovingly. i'm kidding.)
just COMMENT your song recs and i’ll add them for you like a music fairy godmother.
NOW LET’S GO WILD. I WANT THAT PLAYLIST TO BE CHAOTIC, BEAUTIFUL, AND JUST A LITTLE MESSY.
LIKE THIS FIC.
love u besties
—your local angst writer 🫶🏻
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we get it your fucking indian you dont have to post yourself so much its not something to be proud of
hey! so this is my blog and i can post whatever the fuck i want! you can go fuck yourself with a cheese grater you racist cunt
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me and my little "i ghost men and collect seashells" outfit 💅🏼 if you see me skipping rocks and ruining lives by the pier—no you didn’t!!!

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now for a teeny tiny spoiler (pls don’t throw tomatoes at me): there will be one more love interest for jk after nina and before y/n. 😬 i’m hiding under the bed as i say this LMAOOO pls don’t hate me too much i swear it’ll make sense.
EXCUSE ME MOIIII
it’s namjoon’s sister isn’t it?😳😳😭
what’s with jk and yn falling in the webs of siblings duo 😭😭😭 (MY ASSUMPTION)
ugh, as much as i wanna spill all the tea, nope nope nope — jungkook’s future love interest hasn’t even entered the story yet! haeun isn’t it, and namjoon isn’t either. stay tuned, babes, the plot’s thicker than your grandma’s stew and just as sneaky!
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Girl what are you trying to do to me? This is a personal attack on my sanity because the latest chapter of Dear Me did just that to me.
Firstly, the grief. How you described it? Truly brilliant. It feels very satisfying Yn actually realise how important it is for her to have a life outside from Jungkook. A life that's completely separate from him. A different circle, a circle that has nothing to do with him so she can finally breath. As with Yoongi, he's way too close to all three of them for her to share anything Jk and Nina related. Taehyung? He's just someone to share some good pleasurable moments with. Unfortunately 😔 I kinda needed them to move to Italy together and be THAT couple 😭😭😭 but it's too soon to say anything cause we're only in the 13th chapter and we have 4 whole seasons left to explore together so who knows? 🤷♀️ ANYTHING could happen 👀
Feeling extremely bad for what Jungkook had to go through in that house. We don't know what he has gone through in that house but I'm aware that it was really tough for him as it would be for anyone. Much love to him.
Also, what's with that almost kiss?! I just remembered it. My heart was doing somersaults when I read that.
Haeun seems like such a cool person I love her already. She and Yn just seem to click yk. I'm really rooting for their friendship. Yk how you love to see two people together? Not necessarily romantically just two people in a frame who seem like they mesh together very well? Yeah. That's how I feel about them. Is it too early for me to announce then as besties? Yes. Do I care? No. I just desperately need the angst. The chaos.
Also, Daddy Namjoon is going to be here?! How am I supposed to go by my day with that piece of information?
I'm jumping on my couch in anticipation to know how the shopping is going to go 😌 safe to say that you have my mind working overtime with all these new characters introduced into the chapter. It just made everything so much more interesting and fun to watch unfold (idk how you did that because it was already so perfect).
Also I wanna mention a few lines and paragraphs from the chapter that stuck to me.
Discovering the depth of Jungkook and Nina’s grief showed you something you hadn’t fully understood before: life doesn’t wait. It crashes in, uninvited, and it takes. It always takes. And if you keep standing still, it’ll take the things you haven’t even dared to reach for yet.
Made me go YES ABSOLUTELY! COULDN'T BE MORE TRUE! YN GIRL PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS!
Sometimes love isn’t about what happens, but about what you don’t force.
It hit me really hard. It was a moment of sudden realisation that makes your eyebrows raise and your facial muscles relax as you stare at your screen just letting the realisation diffuse into your skin while your brain rewires itself.
You can hear him shuffling on the other end.“I couldn’t sleep. Thought maybe hearing your voice would help.”
You snort. “What am I, a lullaby?”
“Something like that,” he says, quieter now.
And it’s weird. The way that sentence knots something in your chest. So you try to untangle it with humor. "So? You gonna start crying and ask me to sing you 'Twinkle Twinkle' or...?"
My heart couldn't take this Vani! This just feels so intimate to me. Maybe there was nothing special being told here but it really feels like this scene speaks so much to me yk. Something that's just like any other sentence but it stands out to you. This was that something for me. UGHHHHHH “Thought maybe hearing your voice would help.” and “What am I, a lullaby?” “Something like that,” HAULING! SCREAMING! CRYING! You might as well just kill me already 😫😖😖
I love you Vani but THIS? This isn't okay 😞
omg hii ashi!! your ask just gave me all the feels—thank you for such an incredible read and for sharing your heart like that. i’m so glad yn’s journey to find space and breathe outside of jungkook is hitting home for you. that’s exactly what i hoped to show — how important it is to have a life beyond the tangled mess we get stuck in sometimes.
and yes, tae is definitely just there for some fun moments, not the forever kind (for now, anyway, maybe). italy plans? haha, i love the idea but let’s see how the story unfolds over these four seasons — so much chaos, angst, and yes, some unexpected friendships like haeun and y/n that i’m super excited about too. besties? absolutely not too early. i’m here for it.
about jk and that house... oh, you have no idea. it’s a whole weight he’s been carrying, and there’s so much more to unravel, trust me. and that almost-kiss? ha. ha. ha. we'll find out more soon.
joon is indeed here, and i’m low-key scared for how much you’ll all lose your minds once he shows up properly.
thank you for highlighting those lines too, especially about life taking what we don’t reach for and the delicate dance of love and what we don’t force. it’s those small moments that pack the biggest punches, right? the lullaby scene was one of my favorites to write—there’s just something about quiet intimacy that breaks through all the noise.
i’m sorry for the emotional murder, but hey, that’s what you signed up for here. love you tons for sticking through this ride with me, and i promise there’s more to come—more chaos, more feelings, and maybe a few moments to catch your breath (or not).
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Omg hi! just wanted to ask if theres update on the lineverse series? freaking love that series hehe 🥹💗
omg hii!! i’ll be updating btl sometime next week, so hang tight! as for kiki, i think she’s waiting for ofl to reach her goal on wattpad before dropping new chapter, but you might wanna ask her too just to be sure. thanks for loving our shared universe!
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Vani, I love you! But what kind of ending is thisss???? You should be fined! The penalty should be posting extra long chapter for the next update 😝😝
omg i love you too!! okay, so here’s the tea — i actually put myself on trial for that ending because yes, it was pure torture. but guess what? as my own judge, jury, and probably the only witness, i declared myself not guilty of all charges related to angsty cliffhangers.
apparently, as the official angst representative, it’s my sworn duty to inflict maximum emotional suffering with zero mercy. 😚
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this is gonna get real personal LOL i’m embarasssssed. but i just wanna say this chapter means a lot to me. like a lot. in my life, i constantly feel this sense of yearning and i really struggle to find a sense of genuine purpose. i don’t have many friends, definitely not a best friend. i don’t have a romantic partner, i never have, and i don’t even have very many acquaintances or even close coworkers. i spend 70% of my time alone. i’ve never felt like “someone’s”. it feels like all i do is just go to work, come home, maybe do a hobby, and that’s it. all by myself. even if technically i’m around other people. i live the same day over and over. it’s hard to just “live for myself” when “myself” is all i’ve ever known. and maybe i don’t want to. reading oc feel a sense of hope at meeting a new friend made me super emotional because even though i haven’t experienced that, i knew how she felt. and how it would make me feel the same too. i hope she will get to live the life she deserves. anywayssssss SORRY THAT WAS EMBARASSING but i love u and dear me very deeply
hey, thank you so much for sharing this with me. honestly, it’s not embarrassing at all — it’s real and raw and so incredibly brave. you’re definitely not alone in feeling that way, even if it seems like it sometimes. the way you connected with oc’s hope and loneliness really shows how powerful stories can be — how they reflect our own struggles and maybe even give us a little light when we need it most.
this is exactly why i write. i want to show people that there’s still hope out there, even when it feels like everything is just the same, day after day. i truly hope oc’s journey gives you some comfort and reminds you that even in the quiet, lonely moments, there’s a chance for something new and meaningful to grow. you deserve to feel “someone’s” and to live a life that feels full, even if it doesn’t come easy.
i’m sending you all the good vibes and virtual hugs. thank you for trusting me with your feelings and for loving the story so deeply — it means the world. you’re stronger than you realize. <3
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also need jk to heal and not yk breadcrumb her that’s all. i want the best for my girl😭😭
also hell yeah we were back with our emails !!!!
(last anon hehe)
SCREAMINGGGG. yesss we’re so back with the emails and the emotional chaos!!
and omg same... jk needs a full cleansing ritual and a therapist (maybe two). like please start journaling, king.
now for a teeny tiny spoiler (pls don’t throw tomatoes at me): there will be one more love interest for jk after nina and before y/n. 😬 i’m hiding under the bed as i say this LMAOOO pls don’t hate me too much i swear it’ll make sense.
love u always, chaos continues soon <3
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read ‘dear me’ 13 AND OH MY GOD
so so so well written. i loved the way you described her feelings when it came to actually thinking who is she apart from being associated to people around her.
namjoon as a potential love interest. HELL YEAH IM UP IM UP
it’s gonna be interesting to see this fr
OMGGG THANK YOUUU!! that means the world to me fr like the whole “who am i without being an extension of someone else” crisis?? yeah that one was personal actually.
and LMAOO namjoon as a love interest got the girlies SHAKING I SEE (y'all got wild in my comments about it as well). he’s so him every time ugh. we’re def in for some interesting dynamics soon soooo, as i'm always saying: buckle up bestie, it’s only getting messier from here.
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Lately I have been wanting to read jk x reader slowburn fics but a lot of them weren't even good but once I found and read "Dear Me"... For the first time in forever I said "FINALLY! A GOOD SLOWBURN FIC" It is so good, I love the feeling of my heart being ripped apart💔 also can you put "Dear Me" in Wattpad? I wanna download the story so I can read it offline hahahaha. If you don't want to then that's fine, I don't wanna look like an asshole😭 anyways love your fics especially "Dear Me"💙
OMG PLS 😭😭 you don’t understand how hard i’m grinning rn—this ask cured my back pain, cleared my skin, AND watered my crops. like… i love when you guys appreciate the art of emotional devastation!!! Dear Me is me trying to personally fistfight your heart with every chapter and i’m so glad it’s working!
and LMAOO yes i did start posting it on wattpad like a responsible author or whatever but then i simply… evaporated. like poof. she vanished. updating on wattpad requires energy and organization and unfortunately i have neither. but!! i’ve been thinking about getting back to it for real, so stay tuned, bestie—you just might be able to download your suffering offline soon.
thank you for reading ily!!
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God babe, nothing hurts more when you come into the realization that you were never somebody's number one. Nothing hurts like an unrequited love. This part hit me so hard about my own situation.
"And you… you were never a contender. You were a side character in a story already written, a footnote in a fate that had no space for you. That kind of love — the soul-bending, universe-stopping kind — it was never meant for you. It was always hers."
omg babe 🥺 that line… that feeling… it guts you, doesn’t it? there’s something so hollow about realizing you were never the one for someone who meant everything to you. it’s the kind of ache that lingers in your chest long after the moment’s passed.
i’m so sorry it resonated because of your own experience, but i’m also incredibly honored that the story could speak to something so personal. just know you’re not alone in that hurt, and you will be someone’s number one—fully, openly, and without doubt. sending you so much love 🤍
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Okay I have so much to say it's insane. I was on the edge of my seat for this chapter which is honestly weird because it was quite a chill chapter but even if there's no massive plot change, there was still so much said. Oh my God I don't even know where to start. I'll begin with this:
"And you... you were never a contender. You were a side character in a story already written" KILL ME. KILL. ME. SHOOT ME NOW MY GODDD. this was such an evil line to put, I actually felt my heart crack, this is such a heartbreaking realization for poor mc.
Anyways now that that's out of the way, this chapter, I don't even know how to explain it, it feels like mc is slowly moving on, moving forward but it's not in an obvious way! Not at all, it's subtle, like how the hour hand on a clock changes so slowly you don't even realize it. It's honestly so refreshing to see. mc is so relatable, the feeling of being a background character to everyone is so common, especially when a lot of your days just look the same.
The introduction of haeun is something Im in love with, I truly hope she won't turn on mc because I really do like her so far. Maybe how quick they've become somewhat friends is a bit suspicious partnered with her 'recognition' in the beginning but I don't think she has any ill intentions. And the way I started kicking my feet when namjoon was mentioned, oh my god that's my MANNNN. I'm excited to see their dynamic, and the fact that you've had this planned from the beginning! I know you felt smug every time I'd mention wanting mc to have someone for herself LMAO. I do wonder if namjoon will turn out to be just another friend tho, I wouldn't complain, they'd be cute as besties from the way he was described, I'm weak for a shy guy. New people are so refreshing, mc is right in that it's nice to have someone that doesn't know you, something about it is freeing.
The way her day was going so good until that fuckass email tho 😔, but honestly she took it so much better than I thought she would, she's honestly made so much progress from the beginning of the story that I can't help but feel a little proud. It really did feel like she's moving forward. Or it did until jk decides to call smh. He really has to start reciprocating just when she's starting to breathe, jk man you're holding my girl backkkk 😫, I'm excited to see mc start to explore herself, it honestly does feel like she carries everyone else's pain—in specific, jks—along with her own out of care and seeing her start to let go and feel even a little lighter regardless of her heartbreak is so nice to see. You've written out her development so well, this chapter really did feel major for mc. It honestly might be my favourite so far. I'm so excited to see her progress. One thing I do know is that jk is gonna have to work HARD, and I'll be glad to see it. Also, yoongis secret keeper??? Hmm...
OKAY NO BECAUSE THIS ASK?? this comment deserves a TED Talk and a Nobel Prize for literary analysis. like… be so for real right now, i’m pacing in my kitchen. the "hour hand on a clock" analogy??? that’s so eloquent i might steal it and pretend i wrote it in the next chapter. sue me.
you pointing out mc’s development not being loud, not being theatrical—but slow and subtle?? yeah. yeah. yeah. that's the type of reader i write for. the ones who catch the quiet devastation, the silent victories. she's been holding her breath for so long, so to even inhale is a win. it’s literally like the beginning of a healing arc but in lowercase.
as for Haeun… hehehe. 🤭 i won’t say anything. i’m just gonna stand here in the dark corner of the room sipping my little evil tea.
and NAMJOON 😭 YESSS finally someone mentioned it. i have been feeling smug every time you asked for someone new for mc LMAOOO. i’d just stare at my outline like “mmhm. soon.”
THE EMAIL. yk what’s wild? i was gonna make that the ending scene and cut the chapter there, but then i was like nah, let her breathe. just a little. she’s been through enough. but you’re so right—the fact she didn’t spiral? the growth?? we are witnessing something here. someone call oprah.
and jk. jungkook. i wanna scream into a pillow because YES he’s always calling at the worst possible moment. sir it is not about you anymore!! go do a push-up and reflect. i’m so serious.
“she carries everyone else’s pain—in specific, jk’s—along with her own out of care”… this is exactly it. you see her. she is so tired and tender and loyal and burdened and she’s finally learning how to just… set it down. even for a second. and that second is enough for now.
yoongi’s secret keeper?? ohhh you just wait. 😌
anyway THANK YOU for this masterpiece of an ask, readers like you are my dream.
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I'm going to file a report about 3 Tumblr authors . The one who writes fuck me up ,the one who writes if we were us and the one with dear me . Thses 3 dirty ladies plan our miseries 😭 together . It is reported that their stories have people's sound sleep.you tell your friends to get ready to pay the fine . The payment needs to be paid in updates.
@dreamersparacosm @jungkoode y’all seeing this?? maybe this is why we’re friends, actually. shared criminal minds. joint offense. three counts of emotional damage, twenty-five counts of sleep deprivation, and one big fat charge for being too damn invested in fictional men. i guess we have to suffer together…
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