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come with me on a journey to discover the self
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I've been fully subsumed into deltarune (but specifically spamtenna) brainrot for what is turning into weeks. I've been drawing so much that my entire right arm, from my shoulder blade down, hurts like HELL and I have to force myself to stop so I don't injure myself. if you told me a month ago that I would be on a fanart hyperfixation train drawing porn of the fucking puppet and TV guy from deltarune, I would not have believed you. I won't consider it a full blown special interest until (if/when) it lasts for longer than a month.
I'm gonna tell you the truth, I didn't think I was still capable of developing hyperfixations on fandom stuff. I thought depression and fandom jadedness had permanently beaten it out of me. it's been a lot of fun, though, and I'm glad for the distraction.
the other thing is that I also internalized a lot of self-hatred regarding fandom stuff. I'm 33, I've been on the internet a long time, and I know what people think about the type of stuff I like. getting over the embarrassment of enjoying something in a way that's "cringe" was the biggest hurdle. you'd think having lived my life since age 15 as an out and proud furry would have inoculated me against this particular mindset (I thought so too), but apparently not! there is a special tier of "cringe" for people who get way too into characters like sans or spamton, and it's easy to be kind to them from the outside (I think no one should be shamed for harmless interests like these), but finding myself on the other side?? it definitely revealed to me my own biases.
I've been really delighted that there are so many well-known and respected artists who feel safe indulging in something "cringe" like this, because I feel, culturally within fandom spaces, that we've progressed a lot in the sense of not shaming people for being into things that might seem kind of silly.
I love spamton fuckers, I am a spamton fucker, and I think that's beautiful. (sorry for calling this stuff cringe repeatedly, I do not think it's cringe, I just know that a lot of non-fandom people do.)
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me a week ago: i don't really like the mushy shipping stuff cuz i'm aromantic and it's kinda hard to relate me now: i have some kind of brain fever. i don't know what's wrong with me.
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I've been in the slop hole for days.
#fanart#art#deltarune#spamton#tenna deltarune#spamtenna#i drew nsfw of them which is on my bluesky btw.
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something that's really funny is that when I started getting into spamtenna, at first I was a little embarrassed, then when I fully sunk into it, I got so fucking humiliated and had to do mental battle (literally, I imagined beating myself up with a pipe lmfao) to stop feeling embarrassed. I defeated my internalized cringe demon, and now I'm having more fun than I've had in ages. we really are cringe but free....
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sorry for packing all of this onto the same page but i was overtaken by some kind of demon and spent 3 and a half hours drawing this instead of going to bed.
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(hits them with my beam) BECOME A FURRY, IDIOT
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i haven't drawn more than a single piece of fanart for a thing i liked since 2021 (when i became briefly obsessed with hypnos from hades). and i do feel a continuing desire to draw more fanart. usually i draw one or two things and i'm done.
i don't really know what changed, why i stopped getting so invested in fiction. it started happening a loooong time ago. and it's not like it was replaced with a passion for my own OCs, cuz like. lmao. no....
idk, it's nice to give a shit about something enough to want to draw it, even if it only lasts a very short while. i more so developed an intense interest in seeking out characters made by other people than getting super invested in my own. but not in the usual way of reading or watching something, but instead trawling through places like toyhouse or artfight looking for cool characters and reading their lore and stuff. I Love Original Characters Yippee <3
anyway, for fanart, something i would like to do is draw spamton more human-like (i would like to contribute to the pile of disgusting old men people have invented) and maybe try to design a robot body for tenna. also it would be cool just to try to draw some toony stuff of the deltarune kids. i feel their designs are really good for that.
something that helps with expending the energy on something like a fully painted comic is finding ways to make the process go faster. somehow, painting has become faster for me than cel shading was. i think the reason is because you don't have to be so precise with it, you can fudge details and it still looks okay. if you suck at cel shading, it's really REALLY hard to salvage it. it's an entirely different skillset from simply understanding how lighting works. i think i was decent at it, but i never got GOOD at it. imo. y'know despite trying and working my ass off for god damned 10 or 15 years. honestly just kinda got sick of trying. i cannot believe i wasted all that time trying to learn how to make cel shading look good instead of just fucking getting good at painting, the thing that actually looks good. WHATEVER LOL
i like that you can use tumblr like livejournal and just post a long ass post like this just because you want to.
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shoutouts to @daily-spamtenna for being extremely funny and also the primary inspiration for my spamtenna comic lmao
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(staring blearily)
(hands this to you)
i think it would be really funny if spamton was like bugs bunny and these two hitting each other with hammers was powerfully erotic.
(turns and staggers away)
edit: OH YEAH i forgot to mention that @zawehzawah helped me conceptualize and refine the idea for this! i meant to credit him when i first posted.
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posting art at 3 am cuz whatever lmao. i got a whole ass comic to color but i ffffffuckin hate coloring stuff man
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forgot to post these doodles of kevin and sophie from earlier this month.
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I tagged this "spamtenna" because I want to make it So Clear that I think these two beating each other with lead pipes has strong erotic undertones to it. To Me.

something foul but fascinating happening between these two freaks. studying them like bugs with my huge magnifying glass.
#i think its extremely funny to conceptualize their romance in this way in all seriousness#also i shrimply like jokes#toby was right when he said theyre spy vs spy its LITERALLY more fun that way
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something foul but fascinating happening between these two freaks. studying them like bugs with my huge magnifying glass.
#deltarune#spamton#tenna deltarune#spamtenna#me: hitting spamton with a frying pan just to see what happens#art#fanart
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Attack for my friend @wrenwhite featuring Kushiel!
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scrae, the sheep, belongs to @enbywerewolf ! i wanted to draw sable and scrae doing something cute together :3 so i thought it would be nice to walk through the park, but then the idea of one of them riding in a wagon came to me and i thought that was a cute idea. so sable is in his feral form here to accommodate pulling the wagon.
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hehehe :3c

LOOOOOOK. LOOK WHAT MY BEST FRIEND @wrenwhite MADE FOR MEEEEE. They jusr came in my room and said. "Happy birfday" ans plopped it on my bed
I tried my best to take a good picture bc everyone needs to see this stupid wonderful thing. This is the best gift i could get tbh, my horrible creatures doing tom & jerry bullshit
#deltarune#tenna#spamton#spamtenna#i forgot i cant take a pic in the sunlight cuz its taped to the wall LOL#o well!#art#fanart
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