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I really fucking hate it here like real bad

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i really am crazy when left unfiltered

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the kinds of things i was starting to want to do 🙃 nooo wtf is wrong with me, jesus

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why am I so weak for this male piece of trash 😫

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this is why you're not suppose to have hope

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if i make the scenario meaningless, i can control myself better. if i believe his words are all lies i can refrain from getting attached. if I look at this as just sex I will be fine and can live my life without expectations

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it's funny thinking i was going to make it to be birthday. my gift to myself will be the gift of death

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i really feel like im going to kill myself, just thinking about not dealing with my life and people makes me so happy. so happy

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i still want to kms, cause the fun times never last as long as the bad times

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i am both toxic and crazy smh A MESS

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I will quite literally kill myself

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stay detached. never trust again.

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i hope this sickness kills me before i turn 24

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i wish he never rescued me

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Luxury living is the only kind of lifestyle for me

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I just want to be happy with myself and I don't think I ever will

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One day soon, I'll finally leave this place