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I lost someone a while ago. Last night I had a dream about him. Me, on the verge of tears: It's you Him: ... yeah? Me: Oh it's just. In the other timeline you died Him: ... ... uh huh. I'm not sure I believe you. Me: It's okay. As long as you're here

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I Blocked a Nazi Apologist

I was playing Battlefield V with a stranger. We were the best two players in this server of over 100. We were having so much fun dominating the lobby together. I added them as a friend on EA. They later messaged me and seemed eager to really make friends. I asked them about their name. They explained it was a reference to a manga about a man turning into a woman. I told them about myself being transgender. I mentioned how open I am about this despite getting harassment in game.

They then admitted they were an unironic nazi apologist. They asked if we could put our political ideologies aside and just play together instead.

"Being an apologist for people that would see me eradicated is not good for me. I can't share a table with a nazi. I hope you reconsider your place within the ideology. I know you won't anytime soon, so I'm going to go."

They seemed sad to see me go. I blocked a nazi apologist. I imagine it must be surreal to meet someone like the character from the property where they took their name. Then to get along with them so well. Only for that person to find their beliefs abhorrent and immediately leave them. I hope I left an impact.

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World domination? No, my great project will be the The Greater North American Fuck Pile

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The community in Battlefield V (ww2 fps) is bizarre. Someone made that one joke about pronouns and then said they are a cis exclusive lesbian. When I said that was transphobic, they corrected me with: "I'm not transphobic. I'm racist" Then said some horrible racist stuff you'd expect.

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Piss Trough

I can't believe they are real It seems inhumane And every day that passes since I've stopped visiting mens' restrooms turns the history to myth, and the myth to legend.

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Cutie at the Makeup Store

Today my partner and I went to the makeup store and I was not prepared for the absolute cutie that came over to assist us. She was brushing makeup on my cheek with a sponge to check for color and I was nearly melting. She kept smiling. Ma'am, I am too sapphic for this. I was afraid to even go in the store, since it was only cis women who worked there and I didn't want to be judged. Then I was made baby. I don't know if I should go back there

She helped us find the cheap stuff and everything we needed, too. I hope she got commission or whatever.

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After two years and five months on estrogen pills, I have switched to injections, and today I did my first dose. Kind of just wanted to share with someone ☺️

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I just rode the spin bike for the first time in years.

It felt good during, but it was really hard to get motivated to do it, and now i feel tired, hot and dysphoric. I think i associate fitness with masculinity, back from my time weightlifting.

This exercise top is great though. I have cleavage! That’s new

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I really should clean that mirror

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As an egg, I cucked way too many straight guys via their bi girlfriends. I was a terror. I'm sorry. As recompense, upon request, I will send feet pics to any of those I've cucked.

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You could make it work if you placed a portal on a movable platform. Thrusting would be replaced with just moving the platform towards and away from your body

you can’t use a portal gun to have sex with your own butt because every time you thrust your butt would get further away. You’d be like tantalus in the garden

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Gift certificates for pharmacies are real and depressingly American

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Getting lesbiab married in Skyrim feels better than being disappointed by irl family

At least Aela the huntress has my back 🤣🥲

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Self care painting, felt like doing something with sunset colors.

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Avatar 2: The Last Waterbender was a good movie. It always feels good to watch fascists and evil opportunistic capitalists get shot in the chest with big arrow.

The Avatarians are profoundly cishet though. Them adhering to the same patriarchal bullshit feels typical and lazy. It’s like: of course these aliens follow the same father-led nuclear family structure, with societies led by single men, and gender roles are easy to spot from a mile away and they’re all straight. Huge blue ppl with tails and worship nature? Audiences love it. A queer one? I don’t think so. People can’t relate to that.

Fuck yeah to anarchist whales though! And communally owned property (mostly animals) was good to see. I’m so glad this movie wasn’t married to capitalist ideology the way it is cishet and patriarchal ideologies.

Also Spider was a flat character that was only around to allow those taking advantage of him to appear more complex (racist step-mom and bio-dad) Which felt pretty shitty to go completely unaddressed.

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Voice transition goals:

Your gf says your singing sounds like a didgeridoo

Like a real lady