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It's been a while since I used Tumblr, I finally decided to come back to it

Summer courses are about to end and my exam starts tomorrow. Governmental accounting is hard especially when it's in Arabic, I'm used to studying in English. The day after the subject will be in English which I'm glad for.

Here is a sketch of taehyung I did on my breaks. It's not perfect but I hope it's good enough for you to like

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I haven’t posted anything in a while, but here i am again😌

A sketch of taehyung 🫠 I tried 😔

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Another sketch 🫶🏻

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Tried to draw jungkook but idk how i feel about it🥲im struggling HELP😭😭😭

Anyways here it is🫶🏻

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100 days of productivity

3/100

6/06/23

It appears that i cant be productive every day, but im trying my best. I found a language buddy and we will be studying languages together, im excited!!

To do list:

•clean the kitchen ✔️

•shower ✔️

•study korean (still studying)

•cook a healthy meal ✔️

Fun things:

•i did nothing fun today but hopefully tomorrow

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Another J-hope sketch for you guys

💕👉🏻👈🏻

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I’d like to share some of my artwork that i did like few months ago if not a year

I hope you like it🫶🏻

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100 days of productivity

2/100

3/06/23

I wasn’t able to be productive yesterday, in my depression state of mind and it was hard to move or do anything but im proud of myself for doing some things today

To do list

•housework ✔️

•studying korean ✔️

•having a healthy meal ✔️

•showering ✔️

Fun things

•stayed in a call with my cousin for almost 3 hours straight

•cooked

•went on a date with myself to a cafe

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A quick sketch of our leader namjoon {RM} with his lil dimples 🫶🏻

Isn’t perfect but i tried 🥲

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100 days of productivity

1/100

1/06/23

First day into this. My to do list for today was

•clean the kitchen ✔️

•vacuum the house ✔️

•other random housework ✔️

•study korean ✔️

• healthy meal

•taking a shower ✔️

I’ve been studying korean for a while now since i dropped the second semester of uni year 2. im free most of the time so i am taking advantage of my free time hopefully this 100 days of productivity challenge changes something in my routine

Today was learning the rainbow colors and it wasn’t bad

I wanted to visit the library tomorrow but it’s closed on Friday so i have to wait till Saturday ugh

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•bipolar disorder I/II

•psychosis

As much as these terms sounds simple but in reality it’s a battle on a daily basis. I, personally, suffer from bipolar disorder with a sweet cherry on the top, which is the psychotic symptoms.

Psychosis symptoms can be different from one person to another but it all has one definition which is zoning out of reality. Whether its seeing things or hearing things, and at first it’s hard to believe that whatever you’re experiencing is fake.

•Lets talk about the difference between bipolar I and bipolar II.

From my experience as a person that has bipolar I, it is a little bit severe from bipolar II. You can get manic episode and it lasts for over a week without you recognizing that, your mindset is high enough to fake the stability in your life while you’re actually destroying whatever you built during your life, socially, financially or even legally. And sometimes it requires hospitalization if needed which I’ve been through.

At first you might think that you’re being productive enough to not being able to sleep at all and multitask stuff in your life, but it also ruins things as you start taking impulsive actions that you might regret in the future. And you definitely will.

Bipolar II on the other hand, you don’t have to go through a manic episode, what you go through is “hypomania” which is less severe and lasts for 3 or 4 days in a row, its available in bipolar I as well plus It usually doesn’t effect that much on your daily life yet it can be dangerous sometimes due to you taking some less impulsive actions in your day.

psychotic symptoms are not available in bipolar II, but negative thoughts can be there due to depression which is common in both bipolar I and II.

Its like holding a pole from the middle, one end is the mania/hypomania and the other side is depression. Its a really serious topic that people are not educated enough to know it or the difference between those two

Please be strong, you’re a fighter and you’re strong enough to go through it. You’re not alone and your emotions and thoughts are valid.

*let there be light in your heart and mind💕

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Some of the artwork I did a couple of days ago.

August D

And our precious sunshine, j-hope

Not perfect but I tried 🥲

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Had to drop the second semester of year two of college because of the STUPID student affairs.

Now I have to wait for the next year to take it and that means I wasted an entire year of my life in college🤡

But thank god I didn't stay at home, I found a job and worked there for 10 months then left, my ex-manager was a b*tch honestly and I couldn't take it💀

Have you ever had a bad relationship with your manager?