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So I'm in band and choir right

There's a senior that's been teaching us a song in both and like I can't stop imagining him as Michael.

Like, okay

He's got long, curly, pretty much blond hair, he's tall, I haven't paid too much attention to his eyes but I think they're blue as well. He also wears glasses if you imagine Michael like that

Oh dear, it's so terrible

I'm being taught by fucking Michael Shelley

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Redrew the Jon hair timeline

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// Jimmy didn't exist AU

Perhaps in another timeline, after countless space trips together, Anya finds peace and love with Curly, free from the darkness that never came.

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they’re checking for worms :3 🪱🪱🪱

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I know I'm not the only one to make stories up in my head but I had a brilliant idea for Sasha archivist

okay, so Sasha's the archivist(obviously) . Gertrude got a word in for her before Elias killed her and he actually listened and made Sasha archivist like she wanted (for some reason)

Basically, Sasha and Tim take Martin and Jon's places, but keep the same personalities that they had in the original tma. Instead of Tim coming across Jane, he comes across Jared Hopworth on accident, only ends up staying 2-3 days in his flat because Jared eventually gets bored, and between then and the attack, he ends up with A Bone Turner's Tale, which is why Jared attacks the institute in the first place.

Everything else is pretty much the same, statements, timeline, just Sasha is maybe just a little more put together than Jon was, less skeptical (Still didn't fully trust all of the statements) and less of a dick in S1 as he was. Martin blows up the wax museum because the stranger had something to do with his mother's death. She was still a bitch, but yk it's his mom so.

Danny doesn't talk to Tim really, he grows distant, which is why Peter targets him, because he knows Danny doesn't exactly care for him much anymore after their parents died.

Yada yada safe house Tim and Sasha get together too because yeah and yeah

Oh yeah, Jon get's taken by the not them, Sasha was at one point dating Georgie like Jon was, and yeah

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TMA episode sketch: Episode 28, Skintight

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mouthwashing spoilers below the cut 💕💕💕💕💕💕

JIMMY WHEN I CATCH YOU JIMMY

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I think I was cooking too hard for this to keep it away

It's like a sick fic or whatever JonMartin but like

Hello?? What was I doing and why did I never finish it

This is just the beginning of it

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I have the Flavor packets + And food related things from the kitchen I found in the files for whatever reasons you need

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Gerry, for the first time in forever

Based off of a post I saw the other night

I drew him at 3am and then passed out

I think he looks better with color

Also the og post

He's so gorgeous btw

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Oh, Ms Anya.. oh Anya...

I literally thought of her and got sad so I drew her

She genuinely makes me wanna cry like

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I dunno if this is spoilers or something but yeah

Thinking about it now, how the fuck did Jimmy get Swansea up to the lounge and into the chair

Swansea was already big as it was, Daisuke makes a lot of clear jokes (and you can kinda just tell yk)

But when Jimmy shoots him he's in utility

Meaning

He had to drag Swansea, already a big guy, add the literal dead weight, up stairs, and then into a chair

He's propped up pretty good too

Jimmy has to have some good muscle to do that because what

I think I saw somewhere that he like works out with Curly or something I don't really remember but still

Daisuke and Anya in themselves would still be difficult even if they were on the same floor, it's all still just dead weight

Two bodies, including Swansea, and then Curly

Curly was probably the easiest in a way. He doesn't have a much limb and muscle

Imagine being like so sore after that

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I have another one

Could've been better, but idk, I'm liking this whole lighting thing

Daisuke with my reference

The light I had had blue tape on it so that's why there's blue

I dunno I spent way too long on this

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Just uh..

Oc art goes crazy cause what do you mean I tried something new and it came out like this

Also I don't know how to do lighting for shit I just like how it looks

I don't even have that many ocs that I actually use or remember, so

Her name is Faye (she had a last name at some point but I can't find it)

I almost completely forgot about her

(Edit: if you saw it before, no you didn't, I actually got a picture of myself with lighting from the same angle and redid it)

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I noticed something last night when my mom was finishing mouthwashing

I found Curly's card and it doesn't have his signature on it? I thought that was neat

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Let's see what we have today for you, Tumblr

Curly!

Bonus Swansea because I'm actually really happy with how he turned out. He kinda looked better without clothes tho (THE WAY I DREW HIS BODY)

🤭

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I’ve got some thoughts on Mouthwashing. Unsurprising, really. The developer did an excellent job with the unique style of the game as well as its themes (shoutout Wrong Organ!). Anywho, I wanted to focus on everyone’s struggles and how they all remain so human despite what circumstances threw their way. Except Jimmy. Fuck you, you were a monster before the ship crashed.

Daisuke is a sweet kid, still struggling to figure out what path he should head down and feeling the pressure from his parents. Despite his internal struggle, he’s still hardworking at everything he tries, even if he may not be the best at it, and naturally brightens those around him. During the rough months that followed the crash, leading to his easily avoidable death, he may have gotten sucked into the mouthwash, but he still cared for his crew mates and tried his best.

Swansea. A man dragged back to his addiction in trying times, sucked to the bottom of a bottle. Swansea had known difficult times before boarding the ship. He’s been an alcoholic, but turned his life around to become a better father and play into the world’s capitalistic tendencies. And yet, he still thinks back on his days blackout drunk as the best days of his life. He knew what his greatest problem was. Now, there was a role he was meant to follow along with the rest of society. Get a job. Have a family. Pay your taxes. Work diligently until retirement. His days of alcoholism were controlled by the drink. The days that followed were controlled by a government that couldn’t give less of a shit about him as an individual. So yes, he was bitter. He noticed the cogs of the world and became a grumpy old man. But, he was made more human when working with Daisuke. He still saw the innocence within the boy, the innocence he once possessed before descending down a cold endless road. He could be condescending at times, but I sort of interpreted their relationship as found family. Swansea took Daisuke under his wing and guided him through the work, protected him from danger. Until he witnessed innocence stolen once more, and from there, there was no going back. The cryopod he had so desperately been saving for this young boy was a waste, he had to spare Daisuke from agony and end it then and there, and he turned his rage on the one that took it all.

Anya. A poor girl who struggled in med school, now scared of the place she had come to consider her new home and family. “I have to believe that our worst moments don’t make us monsters, Jim.” “Why does the infirmary have locks but not our sleeping quarters?” A girl also stripped of her innocence by the very same man responsible for Daisuke’s demise. Alone in her quarters, no one heard her pleas for help when someone slipped into her room. No one listened to her pleas when she confessed to the captain she was pregnant. And no one understood the danger she tried to protect them all from by hiding the gun. She was all alone aboard that shop, despite being surrounded by people. Despite her attacker’s attempts to diminish her abilities as inferior, Anya was capable. She single handed lay kept the captain alive in unsanitary conditions, with few supplies and a stressful environment. She knew that even if she ever did get off this ship, her life was over. It would have been difficult enough finding another job with her education, but now she would have a child to look after too with critique from the media. Through it all, Anya did what she thought was necessary.

Curly. Captain Curly. The alleged perpetrator of crashing the ship into a meteor. Of all his flaws and faults, this was the one action he was innocent of. This doesn’t make him a nice guy. He may have seemed like a jolly fellow, solely interested in holding his crew together and making the best of their life, but to do so, he believed he first had to ignore the negative. So no, his friend wasn’t a bad guy, he just made a mistake, but he could talk this out, figure out what really happened, because they’d been together for a while, and so he would listen. Curly had his chance to take action. He could have eased Anya’s worries and reprimanded his friend, taken action to make sure he’d stay far away from Anya. He could have prevented this crash and done something when his friend said, “I’ll take care of it.” His end was fitting. Stuck on a table, watching his crew fall apart. He had his chance to take action, and so now he would see what it was to be truly incapable.

Jimmy. Friend. Team member. Copilot. Rap*st. Crasher. Liar. Coward. Murderer. But certainly not a hero, no matter what end he desired. He was the catalyst for it all. Jimmy urged Daisuke to crawl through that vent. Jimmy drove Anya to commit suic*de. Jimmy shot Swansea in the head. But hey, at least he took responsibility, right? He stepped up, led the crew, found codes, obtained medical supplies, kept the peace. As long as he took responsibility, right? He oh so bravely sacrificed himself and saved Curly, dying as a hero. Sorry. He uttered those words to one being, and you know who it was? A fucking pony. He views Swansea as the drunk, Daisuke as a worthless kid, Anya as an inferior being, Curly as someone he’s placed on a pedestal, a god. And only he and Curly can fix this now. Take responsibility.

It’s a devastating story about how a situation can introduce an individual’s demons. And I can’t help but feel bad for Swansea and Daisuke, two members who just happened to be on the ship when the other three became involved in a horrible situation (I say became involved in instead of cause because Anya is a victim and in no way caused any of it by speaking up). The wails of Anya’s unborn infant that rang through the halls as the ship first collided at the beginning will continue ringing through my ears for a little while, and I will not soon forget this game.