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The other day during a checkup my psychiatrist said that I should be studied and I laughed and said "well it wouldn't be the first time someone in my family has been told that!"
Like mother like son I guess lollll.
There's nothing wrong with me btw I'm just a weirdo who's having positive versions of medication side effects as if my body is a living uno reverse card.
#she said it as a joke and it was a very funny joke SPECIFICALLY because my mom's been told the same thing before LMAO#and by “positive versions of medication side effects” i mean that im having the opposite of my meds common side effects#like my adhd medication obviously helps with my focus and attention issues cause thats whats its supposed to do#but instead of experiencing any negative side effects its like my body is doing the exact opposite of said side effects#an example is that my meds typically suppress hunger but for the first time in my life my body is giving me hunger cues#like i usually never felt hunger unless i hadnt eaten in so long that my stomach HURT and ive always just eaten based on time of day#but on my meds my body suddenly decided that feeling hungry is something it can do#another side effect is like. sleepiness and drowsiness and dizziness and depersonalization and other things#like i remember a friend from middle school said they always felt super loopy and not there when on their meds#but my meds make me feel more tethered and present in my own body in a way i can actually physically feel the difference#ive never really ever had side effects for medications before#so its really funny that the first ever “side effects” ive ever had arent even proper side effects and are instead positive things#cant even side effect correctly LMAO#my life is a goddamn comedy like seriously how does this shit even HAPPEN LMAO#my mom's story isnt nearly as silly as mine tho she got told she should be studied because what was going on with her was an anomaly#best guess was “its almost like the right side of your brain has completely given up functioning” because it kinda was.#dont worry she's better now! genuinely! The brain sure is a mysterious little bugger#anyway i just felt like sharing this because i find it funny LOL.#most people i know are used to medical stuff being overwhelming and scary so i hope this story can make someone feel a little better maybe#let my silliness of a medical history be a gentle reminder that health stuff and meds don't have to be scary :3 sometimes they just are!#anyway thats all folks sorry for the yap session LMAO#adhd#netto.exe yaps
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also while i have robots on the brain. ive always thought its a little silly when media pulls "this robot wasnt built to be sentient but it glitched and now its a real boy!" but i do think itd be fun to do a variation like "this robot was built to be sentient but the ethics board were like 'hey i don't think we're allowed to sell things with thoughts and feelings' so the devs last minute commented out half of the code before launch day and now oops some of the bots have figured out how to access that part of their code again" . both slightly more plausable AND a lot funnier to imagine the absolute scandal it'd cause in the tech world.
#this is basically just Megaman LOL#like u cannot tell me they werent sentinent even back in classic. they totally were. Humanity just pretended they werent#like Blues LITERALLY WENT ROGUE AND DITCHED EVERYONE he aint being controlled bro hes just Like That#and dont even get me started on the paradox of free will and sentience that is the X series.#X series and its concept of Schrodinger's Free Will is so funny to me#like bro do they have free will or are they programmed with the 3 laws of robotics?? it literally cannot be both LMAO#Dr. Light made a sentient robot in Blues and humanity just convinced themselves they werent sentient#and then get surprised when some robot masters in later classic games willingly side with Wily#yeah idiots you based all of their programming off the programming of a dude who saw his robots as his children#no shit theyre sentient LMAO humanity living in denial of robot sentience is why the Zero series even happens bro#netto.exe yaps
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robot discrimination allegories are kind of tired and hard to do right but i do think theres smth interesting in exploring the themes of humanization and dehumanizion with androids. like customer service robots built to be humanoid while the worker drones aren't. how certain people may be more willing to empathise with a robot that looks like a white person over a real human being. would companies want to create androids that act as humanlike as possible in order to exploit customers empathy? or would they do the opposite in order to avoid questions about ethics and sentience? much to think about. much to think about.
#soo much of the megaman series has themes like this#underneath the typical theme of robot discrimination allegories#like. you know a lot of the classic series bots are designed to look as inhuman as possible so the humans dont feel bad making them work#and some of the mavericks in the X series designed to look like animals almost as a way to relegate them to simply being hunters/predators#after all they were made to do combat and hunt down mavericks. why make them look human when all they are are metallic hunting dogs?#idk this post just really struck me with Thoughts and i like that LOL#megaman as a franchise did a pretty decent job with the discrimination plot. they could easily explore these ideas and it fit with canon#its thoughts like these that make me really want a new proper megaman game#they could easily make a more mature themed megaman game and itd feel right at home. classic timeline is pretty dark#megaman has so many ways to build off of these ideas but i fear itll never get explored#netto.exe yaps
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Today I got to buy a random kid at kroger a pack of pokemon cards and MAN WAS THE KID'S DAD CONFUSED nfbasndfsghd the kid was looking at me and my friend in front of the vending machine with so much joy and curiosity that I was like "fuck it" and bought two packs so I could give him one. Pokemon cards are made for kids and with the prices I see people selling packs for in my area, god knows that kid probably hasn't seen any cards for months.
I may not have a lot of extra cash to spend (looks at the amount of money i dropped today getting an older video game deluxe edition set bc im impulsive) but I'm glad I go to make this random kids day lol.
It was also really funny how stunned the Dad was that some random dude in a kroger deadass bought his son a pack of cards LOL
#netto.exe yaps#pokemon#pokemon tcg#pokemon cards#pokemon cards are for kids ok#least i can do is give the kid some cards LOL he probably hasnt seen any in stores in a WHILE#seriously though the Dad's face was so stunned#the kid was proudly showing his Dad the card pack and his Dad was just looking at him with a blank expression#windows start up sound effect level of confused processing#he made the kid come thank me again right as we left so LOL#I've always tried to be a community person despite my extreme introversion so getting to buy a kid a card pack just worked perfectly#the kid and his dad walked into the kroger at the same time me and my friend did so thats why he was there lol#so i went “fuck it” and asked him if he'd like a card pack and bought it#it was destined rivals#i hope he got a hit in his pack mine was dry LOL#in other news my dumbass forgot to make new button pins out of card packs for tomorrows release day#oh well. theres always next time!#thanks for coming to my ted talk. Kids deserve pokemon cards thank you and goodnight
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So, I've been sleeping on Cassette Beasts and found a few days of free time between some important projects and gave it a try.
THIS GAME IS GREAT OH MY GOD
So of course, I needed to draw a crossover of my previous hyperfixation with Cassette Beasts because why not
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Netto isn't used to the fact that he can't pull as many back-to-back all-nighters quite like he used to when he was in his 20s... Luckily, Saito is always there to yell at his idiot twin brother to go to bed. It's time for sleep when Netto stops being able to identify what numbers mean anymore (he's looking at his notes for the ship's proposed budget for the next fiscal year. It says so at the top of the page. At this level of sleep deprivation he might be seeing multiple versions of the paper overlayed on top of each other at this point...)
First time drawing Saito for the AU! Reusing a design I created for an earlier (and unrelated) AU, mostly because I still like it a lot. Mostly to show off his bangs and family resemblance. He probably looks in his 20s, 100% as a result of Netto giving him an updated digital model back in college.
Also, first look at Netto's Lichtenberg scars I've planned for him in my head since the beginning :3 The amount of times this man touched unregulated electronic equipment (AND GENERATORS) barehanded as a child resulted in extensive scars on his hands. It's ok! He's only missing some feeling in his hands, not all feeling!
#whimsical scribbles of the whimsical scribbler#art#my art#digital art#megaman#fanart#megaman battle network#megaman.exe#netto hikari#lan hikari#saito hikari#hub hikari#TechStar Adult AU#reminder that this man can create artificial black holes whenever he wants#and can 100% do it while running off of nothing but energy drinks and spite#objectively the most terrifying creature in the current known universe#luckily Saito is there to wrangle him when no one else is#ah brotherly love. preventing cosmic incidents
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Lifes been a lot, so take some doodles of Adult Netto without his bandana on! He's got so much hair that it basically just FLOPS down instead of remaining spikey like it did when he was a kid. He mostly just lets it be but sometimes he put its up in messy ponytails or buns, sometimes pins up the bangs if they get too annoying...
Plus, heres a closeup of the cute little TechStar doodle I did in the corner. I'm trying to get better at drawing people interacting so... snuggle time. (Even when theyre supposed to be getting ready to sleep, Netto's reading. He's probably going over research notes like a nerd. Subaru doesn't mind bc at least hes not at his desk doing it!)
#whimsical scribbles of the whimsical scribbler#art#my art#digital art#fanart#megaman#megaman battle network#megaman star force#megaman.exe#ryuusei no rockman#netto hikari#lan hikari#geo stelar#subaru hoshikawa#lan x geo#netto x subaru#TechStar#TechStar Adult AU#My idea is that Netto doesn't cut his hair bc he used to work so much he never had time to schedule an appointment#so hed just... chop it off himself when it got Too Long#hence the uneven cut. he doesnt change it now bc thats his brand#hoshikawa netto you disaster of a man in your 30s#every time i draw him i think his glasses get bigger LMAO
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Progress so far!
Overall, hes going together much easier than the premium charge shot version of Saito, but he feels super fragile in comparison. A lot of stuff isnt hard clicking together but is instead just kinda sliding on... which while makes it easier, also makes me a little worried that pieces might come off easier than theyre meant to. Well find out later!

Bass.EXE model kit update!
His head is done! Objectively the easiest part of the model. Wish me luck chat.
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Bass.EXE model kit update!
His head is done! Objectively the easiest part of the model. Wish me luck chat.
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WHAT IS UP GAMERS. HE ARRIVED MY SON HAS ARRIVED AAAAAAAAAA
Perfect timing too bc my friend Abell is coming over and she was excited to get to help me build him bc model kits are cool as shit and she's awesome like that.
ILL SHOW YALL HOW IT GOES LATER!!!!!!
(Sorry for the ass photo quality i think my phone camera hates me tbh)
#netto.exe yaps#megaman#megaman battle network#HE ARRIVED HE HAS ARRIVED!!!#megaman model kit#model kit#bass.exe#forte.exe#Genuinely SO EXCITED TO BUILD HIMMMM#i woke up right before the dogs started barking bc the mail person arrived it was perfect timing#HOPEFULLY he fits together more like nightmare Zeros kit did instead of Saito's premium charge shot kit#bc Saito... i love you boy... but you were HARD and not everything is clicked together as good as it should be on him#regardless IM SO EXCITED I CANT WAIT TO SHOW YALL
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(Old, indulgent) Doodles of what my partner had told me from time and time again told through Zerox
This is my first real post I'm a little shy please be nice 🥹🥺
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it's almost summer do you guys want my stupid hyperoptimized lemonade recipe that takes half a day to make and whips absolute ass
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While reading through the Manga... I love how these act like freaking siblings ndndndndbd





#theyre just so silly lol#the manga is so silly and whimsical in general#still sad that the only english copies I've seen in person were so expensive and inconsistent in pricing#one of the volumes was 54 dollars while another was like 26???? so confused (i was very broke at the time) oh well#at least i have the first six volumes in japanese hehe
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Netto doodles and notes from my TechStar Adult AU... these aren't new I drew them yesterday I just didn't post them LMAO
I've felt so off and spacey for the last like 2 weeks and at this point and It's because I'm mentally juggling like 8 separate things right hahahaha man do I wish I can just chill out and draw Netto and Subaru that'd be so nice. Oh well, doodles be upon ye.
#whimsical scribbles of the whimsical scribbler#art#my art#traditional art#megaman#megaman fanart#megaman battle network#megaman.exe#netto hikari#lan hikari#my brain is so bleeerghhhh guys netto.exe's processors have stopped working
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Not an official (or good) height chart, but heres the heights of Subaru and Netto in my TechStar Adult AU.
I dont have their shape language down 100%, but overall I wanted Subaru to look bulky but simple, almost tactical, while Netto looks slim but flowy, dramatic, and showy, but also unassuming. Subaru's outfit is a uniform, and is intended for identification, but Netto's outfit is generic and intentionally misdirecting- showcasing his perceived lack of strength and more academic or scholarly nature. Both are meant to be subversions of who they are as people- Subaru looks intimidating but is a big softie, while Netto looks simple, professional, and almost gentle while in reality he is a mad scientist with a flare for the dramatics. They're meant to compliment eachother too- Subaru's outfit is meant to be bottom heavy, with his large shorts and boots, and Netto's is top heavy, draping fabric hiding his form at the top before slendering down past his waist.
If you can't tell, I've thought about these two too much LMAOO
#whimsical scribbles of the whimsical scribbler#art#my art#traditional art#fanart#megaman fanart#megaman#megaman battle network#megaman.exe#ryuusei no rockman#megaman star force#netto hikari#lan hikari#subaru hoshikawa#geo stelar#netto x subaru#lan x geo#TechStar#TechStar AU#THE men ever chat#i love them very dearly.#also the reason the highlighter underneath the pen is blue instead of yellow like it normally is#is because MY YELLOW HIGHLIGHTER RAN OUT OF JUICE NOOOOOOOO#sobbing crying mourning my perfectly pale yellow highlighter#even this paler blue is too dark for me grrrrr i miss my yellow highlighter already : (#anyway Netto wears high heels not for any practical reason like Subaru has high soled boots#but because he didnt like how Subaru was 8 inches taller than him when Subaru had his work boots on LOL#so heels. he rocks them tho so hes truly the winner#whod win in a fight? neither of them because theyd refuse to hit the other first LOLLL#anyway im done for now. Netto.exe out!!
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