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✨ HAPPY NEW YEAR !! 🎉🎆🎇

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There's only one option I can't kill the pain so I must kill myself (―Kim Hyesoon, Face of Rhythm)

#samweek2024 Day Five Psychic Powers ｜ Demon Blood ｜ Lucifer

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There's lots of discussion about Sam stooping and hunching to hide his height. Sam vs. Soulless Sam is such a great illustration of this. Soulless is straight, tall, imposing; normal Sam is almost curled in on himself. Great physical acting by Jared.

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bugs. episode of all time. has a 6.8 star IMDB rating when every other s1 episode averages around 8-9. the opening shot of sam lying sluttily on the hood of the impala. sam and dean being mistaken for a gay couple looking to buy property. sam and dean pretending to be a gay couple looking to buy property. "okay honey". dean slapping sam on the ass? the only time in the show i've seen sam and dean use umbrellas (finding out that kripke never wanted them to use umbrellas bc they weren't manly enough??) sam and dean breaking and entering and squatting :") a kid with a bug fixation, ostracised by his dad, who sam has an immediate connection with. winchester family dynamics. bugs as the ghost of settler colonial violence haunting American suburban gentrification. bugs as a metaphor for how fragile the facade of white picket fence suburbia really is. sam and dean aren't able to kill their way out of this week's monster. all they're able to do is save people, temporarily. they don't get to break the curse, and that's the point. it's bigger than either of them. hunting as a cycle of frontier violence perpetuating itself, and for once there are no black-or-white solutions. supernatural will never deal with this theme again! anyways, they put cast and crew in a room with 65000 bees but the damned bees didn't show up properly on camera so they ended up using CGI bees. they look horrible.

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gotta talk about the jacting joices. the way he plays dean in the chuck conversation is devastating. because dean is angry, and he has every right to be. but he's not yelling, screaming, throwing things, getting in chuck's face. he's angry but it's coming across as heartbroken, heartbroken for the billions of people who have suffered for nothing. if it was just him? yeah, he might get more confrontational. but it's not about him, it's about everyone else. so he keeps himself under this tight control, this pseudo-calm, so the point isn't lost. i think this is all extremely in-character and a well-established pattern of how dean expresses himself, and it makes the scene so much better.

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they are the same btw <3

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Recurring Themes: Dean sexualising situations where he has no other means of defending himself and/or is trying to mask his fear and desperation

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BEC & ALI’S CREATOR WEEK - Day 3: parallels ↳ 14.10 | 7.17

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Yeah. Now. Come on. Talk to me. What happened?

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Rob Benedict (God/Chuck Shurley) and Emily Swallow (Amara)

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SUPERNATURAL -> 1x1 ❝ pilot ❞

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15.15 Gimme Shelter

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Supernatural 4x20 The Rapture

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DESTIEL IN EVERY EPISODE → 4x18 the monster at the end of this book

dean's first prayer to cas

castiel's first rebellion for dean

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Supernatural | 2.20 What Is and What Should Never Be

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Dad… for me? That fight… that was a lifetime ago. I don’t even remember what I said.

SAM WINCHESTER 14.13 Lebanon

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