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pssssst...

guess what.

you deserve to be happy.

pass it on.

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etterath

n. the feeling of emptiness after a long and arduous process is finally complete—having finished school, recovered from surgery, or gone home at the end of your wedding—which leaves you relieved that it’s over but missing the stress that organized your life into a mission.

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Christa Wolf // Friedrich Nietzsche

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your body doesn’t have to be fully functioning to be beautiful and loved

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Getting back into restricting is honestly the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel like you FINALLY have control over yourself again.

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777

spiritual growth, good luck, fulfilled dreams, miracles

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🏳️‍🌈This blog supports all sexual orientations and gender identities

Reblog if yours does too.

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Ed tumblr dashboard be like

Blatant medical misinformation

Thinspo of half-naked ppl

Someone’s food log

Weight loss fairies

Maybe a meme or 2

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Send help

Me (struggling w ED & non-ED shit): *just built up the courage to eat so I don’t end up in a binge-starve cylce*

My apartment: *s i l e n c e*

Me: *tip-toes into the kitchen, minding my business, trying to find comfort and safety in the silence*

No one:

My bsf/roommate: *opens door*

OMG THIS IS THE 1st TIME IM EATING TODAY!I JUST LIKE...HAVENT BEEN EATING!!1!

Literally no one:

My bsf: LIKE I JUST SIT IN MY ROOM STARVING ALL DAY AND I COME OUT AND EAT SOMETHING SMALL AND I CAN’T EVEN FINISH IT?! LMAO SKINNYYYYY, CAN’T WAIT TO LOSE LIKE 500lbs

My brain, triggered af: agabaksfjkagebalsj please make her stop. I just want peace... Also put the fucking food down fatass.

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Colorism is taught. Fathers talking about their desires for lightskinned women. Mothers telling their kids they’re too dark. Aunties telling you to not play outside because you’ll get (too) dark. It is taught.

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“There is no need of any competition with anybody. You are yourself, and as you are, you are perfectly good. Accept yourself.”

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185 today!

I’ve gone down 6lbs in less than a week thank gOD. ik it’s prob just water weight but it’s been m o n t h s since I’ve actually lost. I also haven’t been eating much and started running again and god it just feels so good to have control again. I’m so ready to keep seeing the numbers go down🤡