waltzinglikewearein1698

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Lmao yes, I'm going to expose her for looking like Jessie...

Jk sorry to disappoint but any photos FF and I ever take together will stick to our private social media (although like ff said I wouldn't be opposed to posting non-identifying photos from the meeting)

Do we get to see pictures of when you and @waltzinglikewearein1698 meet?

I mean I’ll probably post a photo from the game, but it won’t include my face in it 😂 I tend to keep this account pretty anonymous for a reason.

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- Sylvia Plath

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I think your wife likes me more than you like me at this point 😂😭

https://www.tumblr.com/flemingsfreckles/771864738449719296/is-your-wife-ever-jealous-because-of-this-account

The fact that when all three of us FaceTime it's usually your wife taking over and just yapping with me 😂 love you guys sm ♥️

Plus I get to give ya both a hug in like 3 weeks 🤙🏼

That’s very true 😂 there are multiple occasions in which I’ve woken up from a nap on the couch to the two of them on FaceTime yapping away.

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I've been scared for life this was like 4 months ago and it still gives me nightmares 😭

https://www.tumblr.com/flemingsfreckles/771780934260408320/sex-toys?source=share

story time about what @waltzinglikewearein1698 said ? 😭 ? 😭

It’s nothing crazy… I sent @waltzinglikewearein1698 a photo of my wife and I in our bathroom mirror to show her what we were wearing I think and there may have accidentally been an unmentionable item on the counter in the photo 😭 it was one of the strap ons we own

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i just want to feel loved. i just want to know somehow that i'm capable of being loved. but then i worry that if someone were to come along and feel that way about me (and i actually felt it back) i'd just be too much of a burden for it to last, medication or not. what if i split on them? what if my constant need for reassurance becomes too much or what if they get sick of me being unable to move on from the smallest of things? what would happen then? i feel doomed to be alone. maybe it's all i deserve.

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@flemingsfreckles triggering my brain to remember a certain photo 😭

sex toys?

Yes? I think?

I don’t know if you’re asking if I own them, if I’ve used them, for advice on cleaning them, for what color is best, for recommendations, I have no idea… so feel free to clarify

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That's why you're coming here, to escape 😂

GET TO MEET MY BESTIE THIS MONTH!

Can’t believe you’re using this gif when we’re meeting 6 days after the 🍊 will be the president again here 😭

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Been a lot of this lately

TW

I can’t believe that tomorrow’s January 1st. My New Year’s resolution is to actually kms and NOT fuck up. I’m just so sick and tired of this bullshit called life. The best part is that yesterday I tried to open up to someone I trust and she just basically brushed it off and said it was because of my trama. Which I know is true but still. This is the reason why I don’t tell people what’s going on in my head. Cause they don’t listen to me. Yet at the same time I don’t blame them cause all I’m doing is looking for attention. Because that’s what it all boils down to right? I have BPD so everything I do is for attention. Right? Someone just please tell me that I’m not going crazy and that I’m not doing this all for attention. That there has to be another reason. Because I feel like there’s another reason. And it’s not that I want to kms it’s just that I want to disappear for a while. At least until my head stops spinning. Anyways I hope you guys are having a some what better day then I am😀

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In the most positive way, I think I've lived for too long—seen too much, felt too deeply, and now, everything feels unbearably heavy, like I was never meant to last this long and carry all of this.

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Is this play about me

god said let's give this bitch so much self awareness it's going to stop her from doing literally anything

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It’s like I’m stuck in a world where everything is muted, and I forgot how to turn the volume back up

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Gonna be the longest 33 days of my life

Hello bestie 😘

Hi! See you in 33 days :)