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[voiceofsolace]

>Scars of survival<

I feel so alone, I don't know what to do

So I take it out on myself, with a blade or two

I feel I deserve it, my life's a mess

I'm not sure how to cope, how to handle this stress

The blade on my skin, it's a way to cope

It's a way to express, when I can't find the words to elope

I'm so scared and confused, I don't know what to do

So I take it out on myself, and it's how I get through

I'm not sure what I'll do if I can't stop this trend

But I'm so desperate, so I just pretend

That this is the only way that I can cope

But I know it's wrong, I know it's not hope

So I'll take a deep breath and try to stay strong

And hope that one day, I can move on

[voiceofsolace]

I feel so much pain

That I can't explain

So I take it out on myself

With a blade and a shelf

It's an escape from the darkness

A way to fight back

But it's also a way in

To an endless attack

I'm so full of emotion

That I can't control

So I take it out on my skin

A way to make it whole

But these cuts won't heal

For they are too deep

And the pain never subsides

It's too hard to keep

So I try to break away

But the urge is too strong

And I know that my scars

Will never be gone