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masochist

kneeling at his altar like a lamb to the slaughter

he drags me by my collar to a dark and dirty holler

holding my face within his hands he says

"devotion to me is not only death. but the suffering and the agony that comes before. "

doe eyed and virgin i accepted my fate

and let him taint my purest soul

once i wake up , covered in mud grime and bruises

hes long gone

every test of pure devotion

pure desire

pure evil

how far would i really go for him?

not only would i have died

but i would have suffered tremendously

looking nowhere but into his soulless eyes

the same eyes that still glow

in the corner of my mind

like a rabid, hungry animal

waiting to catch its prey

he follows me into the darkest places

waiting

stalking

dying

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★彡[ᴀᴡᴀᴋᴇɴ ɪɴ ᴍᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴍʏ ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ ꜱᴀᴄʀɪꜰɪᴄᴇ ᴏꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴏꜰ ɴᴜᴍʙɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜ��ᴀʀᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʙᴇɢᴀɴ ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇꜱᴛ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴍʏ ʟᴏᴄᴋᴇᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ ɪʟʟ ʜɪᴅᴇ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ɴᴇᴏɴ ʟɪɢʜᴛꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ᴍʏ ᴏʟᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɪʟʟ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ꜱɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ɪ ᴀᴍ 22 ʟʏɪɴɢ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ɢᴜʏꜱ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ]彡★

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his skin was cold

his mind so dark

my lover so bitter

he hides like a shark

my lover come over

take a line with me and breathe

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my eyes always close in pictures omg

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the car i drive inside my nightmares, is yours. black mustang. i speed down the backroads and chase a silver statue of you when you were near. i find you in places i thought id never see. and feel you in crowds , looking, smiling at me. the kind you give after you have done, a sadistic scene, where im the one. the one you tie, gag, and beat blue. your violet violence neon green gun. its isn't real its all so fake. the dark age of me. it's just for sake , the sake of humor, sake of fun, sake of boredom, has made me one. one not for romance or touch or affection. one for days in darkness, rush, thrill and undying lust.

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☠︎︎ hollywood babe ☠︎︎

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made a friend at the antique store

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Jack Frost lays inside of his cove

Freezing and soulless

His solitude is more of an involuntary loneliness

The kind that comes after having everything with you

All the time

His eyes once blue, full of could sunny days

Now look lost

Like a kitten in a blizzard

his ice is silver and it glimmers in the moonlight

But he avoids the sun, the warmth, light and love

Jack Frost was once a man

A man who loved the sun, a man who loved the sea

A man who truly loved me

He stared into the moonlight

Drunk, hazed, and high

With eyes once so bright. but when I left he took the first flight

Back into the storm

Now my coldest love never stays warm

The ice and snow consumed him

Into a cold, and crystal snow

V.M.

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bringing some life back to my old blog