vienavi

[vienavi]

I cradle him to my chest, and whisper in his tiny ear,

"We will always have each other, you'll never be lonely."

My tongue is filled with empty promises,

My womb with little caskets

[vienavi]

I fall on my knees, my head tilted to the sky, and I scream through my agony

“ Do you think they would have loved me?!”

[vienavi]

One night is not enough

Just as you have finally returned to me, you’ve slipped through my fingers once again. 

[vienavi]

Nothing but Toks

With a sickening crack they broke the walls to my soul. They pushed and they shoved, crawling over each other in their desperate efforts to see inside... but, as the walls fell to the ground the sound was hollow. 

like me

[vienavi]

Suffocate me

If only the asphyxiation I felt came from your gentle hands on my throat instead of the crushing loneliness inside me

[vienavi]

Loneliness

It’s a strange thing, how when you feel lonely your brain convinces you the world hates you instead of giving you the reassurance you need to seek out companionship.