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Oh restaurants, bane of my existence

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I feel like I’m only deserving of care as a chronically ill/disabled person if I’m thin. I feel like I have to be beautiful and skinny and a tragic Victorian twink to have anyone want to help me.

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'you have x many followers' those r cadavers girl. corpses. abandoned vessels of blogs who once were. its the apocalypse in there. its me and my 5 mutuals against the world.

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I love meal replacement protein powder so much. We shall have a spring wedding

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I wish I could like the taste of stevia 😭😭😭. The aftertaste seems so strong to me I can’t tolerate it

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Life Updates

Hi guys! Idk if any of my old followers are still around (I hope you are all staying safe), but I am back at this shit lol. Long story short is that I got long covid/post-covid, which I was at much higher risk developing and getting a more severe version of thanks to some of my chronic health issues. Because of that, I couldn’t walk or ever stand much for several months without sever pain. I was also very stressed and depressed, and ended up binge eating. Between those two factors, I gained back a lot of weight. Last I was at the doctor’s office a few weeks ago I was 175 lb 😭. I also got some new diagnoses, and now I’m on 2 beta blocker medications, which I think have contributed to some of the weight gain.  I have been feeling awful about it lately and I need to loose the weight again.

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I can’t believe I haven’t seen congee (rice porridge) recommended as an ED food yet!

It’s very easy to keep it under 100 calories, and it’s around 300 calories a serving with the topping I use (most of that is the hardboiled egg lol).

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Always convinced I’m over my eating disorder until I get weighed at the doctor 😭😭😭

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It’s that time of the semester where I loose control of my course work so I have to maintain control of my body 💖

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Fasting makes me feel All-Powerful

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Me: fuck this disease, I’m gonna have three brownies cuz I want them and they taste good and I know better my favourites. Yasssss recovery ✨✨✨

Me, after swallowing the last bite: fUCK

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I love thrifting, and one of the worst feelings is finding a piece I love but that doesn’t look good on me... right now. Maybe if I was skinnier, more toned, whatever, it would lay right and not hug curves in the most unflattering ways.

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Bitches with an eating disorder be like "I know a place" and then take you on a 3 hour walk

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I’m fasting today and I took a hot bath- Between the two my blood pressure PLUMMETED and now I can barely stand 😭

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Why is soda the only thing that makes zero cal sweetners taste decent??? I want low cal lattes 

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Doing the dished keeps triggering my ED because I consistently have more dishes than my roommate 😭

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The only good thing about Christmas Creep is that these bitches come back early! Low key gonna order 10 online

y'all out here talking about green tea when its the time of seasonal teas?? These are fucking delicious (and 0 cal obviously)