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Once I find my portable hard drive with my icons and stuff on it it’s all over for you guys 👀

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What if I returned here? Jk…..Unless???

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Evie's blog round up:

@queenserpent - toni topaz @deadlysmile - julie kostenko @ahugger - enid sinclair @vampyir - sebastian blackwell

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so i just found out they're probably gonna try & shut our phones off tomorrow ; i have about $90 in my account right now but i'll be taking any & all donations or commissions rn , & will probably even put my graphics on a small sale as well to try & get as much as i can to help keep them on whilst we are without wifi until my boyfriend gets a new job ( he's got so many apps in rn we NEED to have our phones on incase he gets a call back too ya know 😭 ) so yeah , any help at all is MASSIVELY appreciated , even a simple reblog ♡

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This kitty's got claws !! (C)

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Evie's blog round up:

@queenserpent - toni topaz @deadlysmile - julie kostenko @ahugger - enid sinclair @vampyir - sebastian blackwell

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&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

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so i have to do this just so i don't lose my phones again & thus lose all connection to internet yet again BUT i just need $45 to keep them from shutting us off today ?? so if you need any graphics or anything i would be happy to help my commissions blog is @abicommissions , even just a reblog rn would be helpful !! ♡

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What if you hit the heart for a ONELINER? Probably be based off the song I'm listening to.

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So here I am presenting you a ship starter call!! So basically, this is for people who want to discuss a ship or feel our muses would click and there would be chemistry there. You can always get out of this if the chemistry isn’t there.

Liking/commenting on this means:

It’s okay for me to send you shippy memes and vice versa

It’s okay if I throw you random shippy starters

You’d be down to headcanon some ship related things and not get annoyed with me when I message you at 3 AM because I had a headcanon/saw a post that was just ‘so them’

Make awful edits and tell you they suck but I love our children so I don’t care.

Me also trying to befriend you because I like being friends with my ship partners.

I will probably come at you to plot the ship out after you like this

this is open to mutuals only

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He'd been watching her for awhile now, maybe a few weeks. Stalking his prey as always, happy to get to know her before he swooped in and charmed her out of her blood. He could hear the sniffling and smell the salty tears from her cheeks. He hummed, maybe this was the time to make his move. Get her to trust him, make things easier when he was ready. Stepping up beside her he raised an eyebrow at her, offering her a tissue. "Why is someone so pretty crying?" He cooed at her, a small smile tugging on his lips. Not genuine by any means but he was good at manipulation it would seem like it was. "Get stood up by a boy?" He questioned, clicking his tongue. "Their loss." He offered, reaching out to touch her shoulder.

-   ̗̀   ♡⃗   ―   𝚂𝙷𝙴   𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳'𝚅𝙴   𝙱𝙴𝙴𝙽   𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺   𝙰𝙶𝙴𝚂   𝙰𝙶𝙾   ;   i'll   be   right   back   ,   i   promise   .   her   words   ring   in   your   ears   over   &   over   again—   it's   almost   ᵐᵒᶜᵏᶤᶰᵍ   ,   it   feels   like   ,   but   …   but   you   know   she'll   be   back   ,   won't   she   ?   it   isn't   the   first   time   suzie's   been   left   standing   all   alone   ,   𝒹𝑜𝑒   𝑒𝓎𝑒𝒹   &   𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹   as   she   comes   to   the   𝖈𝖗𝖚𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌   𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖟𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓   that   she's   been   ditched   by   her   best   friend   yet   again   for   the   dark   haired   ,   blue   eyed   boy   to   whom   they've   all   seemingly   grown   close   with   ,   𝙵𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙺   .   the   pain   in   her   chest   builds   quickly   ;   like   a   simmering   blade   split   straight   through   her   torso   as   she   feels   her   airways   restrict   whilst   she   fights   the   warm   tears   that   sting   ,   flooding   emerald   eyes   …   𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒   𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡   𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑   𝑦𝑜𝑢   ℎ𝑎𝑑   ,   ℎ𝑢ℎ   𝑠𝑢𝑧      ?

𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔   …   something   you   personally   𝙽𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁   would've   seen   yourself   doing   ;   yet   ,   here   you   stand   as   the   evening   breeze   sends   ᵍᵒᵒˢᵉᵇᵘᵐᵖˢ   spreading   all   over   your   pale   flesh   in   your   cheer   uniform   outside   of   the   gymnasium   .   it   was   supposed   to   be   your   night   to   binge   serial   killer   documentaries   &   stay   up   all   night   eating   junk   food   ,   a   regular   ritual   you   &   julie   have   been   taking   part   in   for   years   now—   but   ,   alas   ,   a   certain   𝖘𝖎𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖗-𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖚𝖊𝖉   𝖏𝖊𝖗𝖐   seems   to   have   taken   the   importance   out   if   it   yet   again   .   suzie   is   doing   everything   she   can   not   to   cry   as   she   starts   her   late   night   walk   home   now   ;   pom   poms   tucked   under   her   arms   as   she   crosses   them   over   her   chest   ,   but   her   efforts   are   ᶠᵘᵗᶤˡᵉ   as   the   beads   of   ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘   begin   trailing   down   pale   ,   freckled   cheeks   .   

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indie julie kostenko of dead by daylight, headcanon based. adored by evie. minors dni. heavily affiliated with @wiredsmile credit. 

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the mistake god made when he made you

tagged by: stolen from @drkroots taggging: @haervest , @wiredsmile

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IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

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give me a plot where muse a & muse b were highschool sweethearts until muse a got mixed up with some bad things / people. they disappeared and muse b had moved on, but never forgotten them. after getting into a serious relationship, college aged or older, muse a turns up again and flips muse b’s life completely upside down. pls. i am begging.

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THOMAS DOHERTY as Walter De Ville | The Invitation (2022)

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tiny little starter call to get this blog off and running.