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“Sometimes people say terrible things when they’re scared. They don’t mean to, but they can’t help it. They lash out because if they can see that their words hurt someone else, it makes them feel as if they aren’t completely powerless.”

— Jonathan Maberry

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I want to fake my death and run away. I want to be homeless and free. I want to see the world and not be tied down by parents or society. I want to be happy.I want to feel alive.

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blue lips and blue veins,

soon I will be cold again,

will you bury me in a white dress fair,

when you bury me will you care,

peace and quiet in graves so deep,

this life is mine to take or keep.

[unknown-sado]

Hey so its been 16 days since my last post. Im sorry i havent been active, my self worth has gone completely down hill so its been hard to even do basic things. Ive relapsed multiple times with sh and my head is just telling me how worthless i am rn, and i belive it. My mum, who is an addict is getting worse therefore we had a physical altercation. This means I’m 60% likely to go into foster care. I was told it’s probably gonna happen and I’m really scared. The only thing I’m holding on for right now is this big pride party tomorrow I’m going too I hope I meet someone:/ no, no one will even think I’m attractive oh well

That’s basically it. I’m too depressed to write anymore.

Bye

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Hey

I’ve started this tumblr page as a diary because I have little much else left. I’ve been in and out of pysch wards and hospitals for years now and I’m looking to find a different outlet then just trying to end it. I want a normal life. Or just try live a normal life. So this diary is anonymous so I can vent and talk freely so I hope it helps. I’m going so say trigger warning tho because I am mentally ill and I don’t know how this is going to turn out. But yeah this is my space and your space to feel safe. I hope this will help someone feel less alone and me I hope.

I’m just a mentally ill teen trying to stay out of hospitals and institutions and to try stay alive for my family and friends.I did think about writing a diary but like no one is reading it so I think tumblr will feel less pointless.

Thank you for reading

I will be writing more. Good luck to me I guess. <3