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headcanon: the boring perfect self control vampire bella thinks she has is a LIE and at one point she caught human scent mid-hunt and snapped. it made her so wild she had to be restrained to the point where things got ugly

i know edward would never dare to do it and meyer would never dare write it and in canon newborn vamp bella would be far stronger than him...

actually. you know who would be stronger than one young vampire? two old vampires. and who would act practical in a critical situation? emmett

imagine edward and bella heading out for a hunt and emmett being like "do you guys mind if i tag along? i feel like snacking". bella's a little mad at the prospect of suddenly having a third wheel (homegirl wasn't planning on just. hunting) but alice gets a weird hunch and goes "no, no, em should go with you" ok nostradamus. he's going.

fast forward they're in the mountain. bella finds having emmett third-wheeling is not half bad. in emmett's head, lowkey it's bella who's the third wheel after so many decades of him hunting together with edward. but nevertheless, it's so fun with her around. all is good until they catch the scent of an entire group of friends hiking just a couple of miles from here, away from all civilization. emmett and edward stop in their tracks, ready to turn around. bella, her guard down, loses it and stars running towards the group, so they have no choice but to charge at her. while strugging to keep her in place, they try to talk her down but she doesn't listen. she doesn't care, she's strong enough to fight them off, and she fights and claws and hisses and breaks bones of whoever gets in her way because there are so many pulses just a few minutes' run away from her and their scent is so sweet and burning and calling, calling, calling to her

while struggling to restrain her, emmett grunts "we have to disarm her". edward catches the image in his head and shouts "no! you can't literally disarm bella!". well, how the hell do you expect us to stop her from massacring all those hikers? we'll just put her back together afterwards. duh!, emmett thinks, and knows he has to act fast so he goes in while bella's busy yanking away from edward's grip and tears off a limb. or two. all 3 of them may or may not be screaming.

a few moments later edward's pinning bella to the ground, holding her face between his palms, forcing her to look at him. her thrashing is not so effective with limited body parts. part of him wants to yell at emmett but that's kind of low priority. he's holding on to the last of his composure while he looks down at bella's feral expression and chants 'baby. i'm so sorry but i'll give you your leg back after you calm down a bit. i won't be able to outrun you if you go chasing after those people now. please calm down. i love you. hold your breath'

just then she listens, stops breathing and her vision refocuses. for the first time she realizes she was on her way to slaughter a bunch of strangers and she broke the arm of the man she loves at least three times when he tried to stop her. she wants to open her mouth and apologize but that will require her to breathe and possibly go crazy with thirst again. so she stares back at edward's panicked eyes and nods at him, her own red eyes just as full of terror.

then she looks over his shoulder and sees emmett waving her severed leg in the air like it's a baseball bat. "hey, did you know that rose wears the same shoe size?"

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hi guys! i didn’t abandon this blog, i swear, life just keeps getting in the way, but i wanted your thoughts on something -

i realized the other day that the world of twilight really isn’t all that fleshed out, which is mean is understandable, it’s a love story, who cares about what some random background character is doing? (it’s me, i care)

which lead me to wanting to make a twilight inspired sims 4 save file! i’m gonna try to add all the background characters and give them fleshed out backstories.

also it’ll be nice to recreate how i imagined twilight when i read it for the first time. :)

so if any of you have any thoughts or ideas on what i should add, i would love to hear it.

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The Woods Portland, Oregon December 2015

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Portland, Oregon November 2018

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currently on my nightstand i have:

a half finished beer

a half finished coffee

another half finished coffee that i just made

$2

my mood stabilizers

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bleeding

they're sitting so close to you that your heart aches. they ask you to pass something, and you think about how you'd rip out your heart and hand it to them if they asked. your love is that of yearning, and weeping, and writing letters you'll never send. your love is that of poison and daggers and not knowing how to live without them. youre drowning in the blood rushing to your cheeks. you'd burn down the world to keep them warm. will they ever know how much you care?

made another lil quiz!

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In the arms of Someone Else

Intertwined with the skeleton of someone you once loved. You both are under rubble and debris but your bones cling to one and other like eternity. Each other was the last thing you saw.

You couldn't stop the end so you took your time. You were found with, discovered by and remembered by people. When the experts with the shovels found you both, for a minute it looked like one creature with one soul.

I made a uQuiz to tell you Where you will be Buried

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self-inflicted

you were given the choice to live, a thousand times over, and yet you never choose it. not intentionally, oh no, you didn’t know it was a grave you were digging. but with every turn, you were twisting the knife deeper. every decision doomed you more. had it been anyone else, they would have made it. but you? you are so perfectly you, there was no escaping it. the true tragedy of it all, is how preventable it was.

made a lil thing

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FISH QUIZZZZ!!! FISH QUIZZZ!!!! TAKE IT!!! special request from my friend avery shoutout avery <3 it's right up my alley anyways... im so jellyfish coded !!

quiz made: june 2024

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i have decided to start that edit over, due to the fact that i was inspired. forgive me.

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playing spot the newcomer is easy because they’re the mfs who censor everything

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frothing anon back to say that I love literally all edits and snippets you've shared. They're all the most stunning thing I've ever seen and each one is my favorite. I do not make the rules.

omg stop, you’re gonna make me blush

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the more i stare at this edit, the more i hate it. AAAAAA

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frothing with excitement, please do finish that little project you're working on. f e e d us, please.

i literally have like 70% (ish?) done. but my problem is i keep making graphics that i think are SO pretty and feel like i will never make anything better, and then i will make a graphic and i like it more. and then the cycle repeats!!!!

i’m doing that thing i said i’d do months ago and making edits for all the twilight chapters!!! here’s another little snippet!!!

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i have been inspired. i’m working on something hehehe…will i finish it? only time will tell.