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I am finding out that I have lost connection with myself. I have been in a survival mode since I moved countries. Since I started school. Since I started my life over from scratch. At the moment, there is nothing I enjoy in life and this hasn't always been the case. There were at least comfort activities, places, foods before. I don't find any of those comforting anymore and it sucks. I have been spending more energy than I can afford every day and I am in debt. I can't afford to sustain daily activities anymore and how am I to repay my body? There is no coming "back", no home for me anymore and I have to keep going forward in this completely random direction that I don't even enjoy to a small extent of little comforts. Nothing is familiar or nostalgic, nothing is joyful anymore.

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Childhood can be scary.

A collection of some of my hand-drawn horror looping animations!

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Working on a creative journal to send to my friend from Russia instead of a letter that we usually exchange.

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Starting off with another attempt in commonplacing.

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Posted a lil video on YouTube with the November flip through! go check it out lol

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She thick

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Honestly, I’m trying to get rid of the stickers I’ve had for years

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Had to deal with this mess of a spread the last two days

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An attempt to add accent colors. Guess what they were!

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Another spread of randomness

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Finished spread. I love it!

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Getting a taste of annotating before I invest in proper tools like pretty color bookmarks and highlighters. Also can’t make myself write and highlight in a book 😵 also it is 5:30 am I girl bossing today?

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Getting ready to enter the next two-day spread on Wednesday and Thursday hehe

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Cozy Monday has passed and Tuesday is coming. Photo printer apparently makes photos a bit darker than they are supposed to be ugh oh well.

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My weekend looks pretty festive. It goes more mundane than this pretty spread.

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Prepared for a little workshop week while waiting for the plane. Comfy.