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“You think attention is love, and that’s why you suffer so deeply.”

— Unknown

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so much of me is you so imagine how bad it was when you left

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This is so real but I feel like meeting people and getting attached to people is the gateway to changing your definition of happiness so it’s trickier than this

“If you were happy before you knew someone, you can be happy after they’re gone.”

— Unknown

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I’m about to do the hardest thing I’ve ever done

I’m saying bye to my dad, aka my soldier, my hero, my guardian angel and most importantly my best friend

Ouch

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It’s cliche but I really do wish I could travel for the rest of my life

It’s cliche but I don’t want what’s coming for me

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I loved summer because it was so stressful that I realised a mid looking guy who games till 5am and only asks for nudes is the least important thing right now and it never should’ve been important in the first place

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Waiting for your visa application to be processed is so intense like why do I feel like a criminal all of a sudden

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every time you assume that others are thinking negatively of you or judging you behind your back, you are bullying yourself through them. at the end of the day, you don't know what thoughts are running through their heads unless they verbally express them to you. until then, every one of 'their' opinions about you is nothing more than your fear, and whatever assumption is born from your fear is yours to let go - not theirs to disprove.

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I can’t believe I’m going to uni

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Season 5 episode 22 of Gilmore girls. Beautiful life changing episode omg I literally cried

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I really wanna just get a digital camera that I can bring around with me to places and then a phone box so that I don’t need to carry around this stupid phone

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Results day is officially a month away and all of a sudden I’m wondering if I even wrote my name on my papers - this shit makes me question every single thing - SO MUCH STRESS lmao

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In another life you got to meet my dad, you got use to my room, you witnessed me making lunch for you, I got to show you my favourite spots & most importantly in another life I was right about you

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It’s been interesting being self observant and overly conscious of all of my actions and growth (bad or good) as I’ve been growing because I really do notice everything that changes in my life - so much change. It’s crazy how we outgrow people and how we can be at the same age but at a different phase. Im also always noticing what I should change or keep about me and how I could be a better me I guess - better doesn’t necessarily mean nicer, it could be nicer to others or nicer to myself etc

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liked him so much wonderwall by oasis still makes me think of him

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I think if there’s a phrase that I never seemed to get over saying - from when I was small to now. It would have to be the plain, boring, repetitive “I hate growing up”

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that period when everything is making it clear that this person is not the one for you but you have this constant-mingling fear that you will view them as "the 1" for a while. like what if you're subconsciously sabotaging potential good relationships with people because you're so fixed on the fact that they will come back?

I do believe that to get through this you just say whatever happens, happens. I also think its important to learn that there is no "the 1" - or that if there is, you won't necessarily end up with them - there are many right people, not just 1