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𝓟𝓲𝓬𝓷𝓲𝓬 𝓓𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓼

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•𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝

•𝚈𝚘𝚞 (𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛) 𝙷𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜! 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚘'𝚜 𝙿𝚘𝚟 𝚠𝚎'𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑!

'The sun is shining brightly today.'

I think to myself, shading my eyes from the bright light. Wait...wasn't I in the house? I could've sworn I was. I was only going to rest my eyes for a second...so why am I...-?

"Honey! Come on! If you keep standing there and zoning out, they we'll never be able to set up and eat!"

A female voice spoke beside me. The tone...it was full of love..and sweet like honey. Why did I get such a warm feeling from hearing it? It's almost familiar somehow, like I've heard it from somewhere. It gives me a sort of nostalgia that I haven't felt in a long time.

"Darling..?" The voice was now right in front of me. I look down to see a woman. My eyes met her own, and I could've sworn my heart leaped out of my chest the minute our gazes connected. She was wearing a floral sun dress with a straw hat that protected her eyes and skin from the sunlight. Her face held the slightest bit of makeup, but the most prominent part was the light pink that allowed her lips that glossy look.

"Are you okay? I knew we shouldn't have come out today... If you were sick then why didn't you say so! I would've stayed in and taken care of you..."

"E-Excuse me...?" I question this beautiful stranger. "D-Do I know you?" Her hand presses on my forehead.

"No fever.." She mutters. "And I'm your wife, silly! How could you not remember me, huh? 5 years later and you still can't believe it?"

Wife?! How could that be?! I've never seen this woman in my life!

"Honestly...did today's anniversary put you back in the honeymoon phase? We're just having a picnic."

"Right...a-a picnic. My apologies." I say softly, going along with what this woman was saying. This...feels almost like a dream. Sense when was my life THIS perfect?

"Come on, I already have the blanket set up and the food out. You don't want to waste my hard work, do you?"

"Of course not.... I'm coming over dear?" I didn't mean for the questioning tone at the end, but this was just so confusing. I couldn't help it.

I sit down on the red, patterned blanket with the woman in front of me. She held out a plate for me. It had a rather delicious sandwich on it. When was the last time I had eaten? Well, it didn't matter now. My mouth opens slightly and takes a hesitant bite.

It was heavenly.

I, unknowingly, began to scarf down the food like it was the last thing on earth.

The woman, did not bother me while I did this. Surprisingly, she held a bright smile on her face, bright enough to light up any man's world.

"I made the jelly from scratch this time. I didn't think you'd like it this much though!"

"It's delicious... I've never had anything that compares!" I say in response. She just giggled at my reaction. She then reached out with a napkin ad cleaned off the corner of my mouth. All the while, her smile never faltered, and her eyes still remained filled with love...love for...

Me.

I suddenly felt ashamed to have not remembered her. How could I forget this at all? The feeling that this dream gave me..it was familiar. However, I wasn't able to remember where it came from.

But I wouldn't dwell on it further. I would enjoy this warmth while I had it.

"Dear...it has been an amazing time with you. You never fail to put a smile on my face."

I look up at the low, somber look on the woman's face. Where was this going...had I done something to make her sad?

"I'm sorry..?" I apologize in confusion, my brow raising in slight confusion

"Darling..."

"Please, if I have done something wrong then please tell me!!" I please with her. Fat globs of tears started to run down her face.

"You have so much to live for...so why would you ever think...?"

"T-Think what?! You're not making any sen-?"

"I know I said I'd never leave you...but it was never my choice...never in a million years did I ever think you would join me like this.."

She grabs my hands and cups them with her own.

"It's not your time."

"What do you.."

"We are set to reunite someday, but that day is not today. You still have to take care of them.."

Now it was my turn to start tearing up. It hit me like a truck. Her words...

I was in my room. Door locked, doing something that I never should've.

All because... of her...

"You are the love of my life, and I'm sorry we had to meet prematurely... like this..."

"I-I'm sorry...I-I'm so...sorry..." I mutter as she pulls me to her chest. But I could not hear her heart beat. The one thing that I loved about being this close to her.

"I love you so much...promise me you'll never do anything like this again." She pulled my chin up to lock our eyes. Her face was serious.

"I promise...[Y/n]... I'll take care of the kids. Like I should've done from the start."

"Good..." She said. I meant those words. I hope that she knew that to.

She bent down...and pressed a gentle kiss to my forehead. The action itself would've meant a lot to any sane person. But it held a lot of weight for me. This was what I missed. My salvation. I felt her lay my head down in her lap. I close my eyes as she runs her hands through my short hair. I felt myself lulling off to sleep...

This felt right.

Too bad it had to end so soon.

I wake up to the smell of a sterile room, and a weight on my chest. I raise my arm to rub my eyes and notice there's a IV in my arm. That was odd. I rubbed my eyes softly and notice they had been wet. Like I had been crying.

Once my vision had returned I look down and see a small boy sleeping soundly on my chest. My...son...

His eyes were redder than mine. He had been crying too.

I look over to the window, a teenage girl had her head against the pale blue walls. She was sound asleep too in a chair. It hardly looked comfortable at all...but I soon recognized her as my daughter. She was turning sixteen last time I checked...I was too far gone the day of her birthday. I can only imagine what she came home to after that dinner with her friends.

The sound of footsteps echoed from outside of the hallway. The door opened, and an older woman wearing a nurses outfit walked in. She took one look into my eyes and dropped her clipboard.

"You're awake." She said after regaining her composure. A serious expression on her face.

"Those two rode with you in the ambulance and have been here for days. The girl told doctors what happened.." Her tone seemed like she was going to lecture me, but she was refraining. I could tell.

My son began to stir. I remember more now. She named him Gage. His eyes opened and met with my own tired ones. He lit up, and hugged me around my neck. I had messed up doing what I did. Exposing him to this place just shortly after his mother...

What was wrong with me...?

"Daddy!" He exclaimed after breaking the embrace "Nora wouldn't tell me what was wrong, but I knew you were hurt..."

"I.." His tone broke me, further scolding me for my actions.

"Dad..?" A tired voice broke the silence. My daughter had woken up.

She looked at the nurse after she had looked at me. The old woman just motioned her to go to me. To hug me. She left us alone after that.

I wouldn't blame her for not coming to me.

Gage's weight shifted off of me, and my daughter came running into my arms. I was surprised, but didn't deny her.

"You..are so stupid..." She muttered hugging my side tightly

"I know...but..." I began

"No...there is no buts. There's no excusing what you did... just... promise to never do it again..."

My eyes softened as I rubbed her back in an attempt to comfort her. She was shaking, as if she was going to begin crying again.

"I promise...I will never leave you or your brother alone again. For as long as I remain."

She nodded and pulled away, wiping her face.

And I meant that. I would no longer break any promises.

Even though it hurt without her...my [Y/n]... I accepted the fact that I could live for her memory and what she left behind.

Our children...

And my new livelihood.

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𝓞𝓯𝓯𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 "𝓓𝓮𝓫𝓾𝓽" 𝓟𝓸𝓼𝓽~!

𝓗𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓸𝓷𝓮~~ 𝓘𝓽'𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓵𝓸𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓴𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓸𝔁, 𝓚𝓾𝔂𝓪!

Of course, this is technically not my first post, but we don't talk about that. That was when I was first starting out on this lovely platform. I figured this would be a good way to actually start out~!

(Please take note that all gifs/pictures in this post will be credited at the end!)

~𝓖𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓵 𝓘𝓷𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷~

Despite my online persona, I am obviously not Kuya... but, I do have more to offer!

I am a writer that has WAYY too many ideas for my normal Wattpad account, so I figured that I'd post them here! Of course, requests among other things will be discussed later in the post!

I am also somewhat an artist, and I would like to think that my stuff is good, so I might be posting that along with the other things on this blog!

~𝓟𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓮𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝓮!~

Wattpad: -KUYA-

Goodreads: Mahito

~𝓡𝓮𝓺𝓾𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰/𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓽𝓼~

And now we've come to the things that I'll post on this blog!

ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴅᴏ! ✅

Any sort of pairings! (MxM, MxF, FxF, etc...)

Fandom/Non Fandom (For Non-fandom, please specify dynamic)

Fluff (Nothing but pure and sweet things!)

Angst (Guidelines for that will be listed below)

Platonic Relationships

ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅᴏ… ❌

Anything involving illegal minor relationships (gross)

Smut (I found out recently that it is NOT my thing)

Angst that involves any NSFW (This means the not before this one)

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Please note that I reserve the right to decline anything that I am not familiar with or anything that I deem totally inappropriate and wrong. Also note that if your request is THAT bad, then you will be blocked!

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Formats!

I don't really have an official format, but please be specific of what you want using these questions!

Fandom or Non-fandom?

(If Fandom, please say which one, if non-fandom, please specify scenario, and dynamic)

Fluff or Angst?

Romance or Platonic?

(Children are automatically plationic. No negotiations)

~𝓖𝓾𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓑𝓵𝓸𝓰!!~

Follow these rules and you will be able to continue interacting with me!

No racism

No Homophobic, Transphobic, or really any remark against the LGBTQ+ community in general

Please Pm for requests!

No spam

Do not pester for requests. I get it, you can't wait, I know the feeling. But it only puts more pressure and stress on me! If anything, it'll be pushed back further

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