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They’re only human, and never forget that all monsters are.

Some parents will never forgive you for how they failed you

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You should be taking care of your partner with the same enthusiasm as fucking them.

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https://www.tumblr.com/transpersian/733030362413973504/saige?source=share

is this post about saige still valid?

Yes. There’s been a lot more pain since then, but the core sentiments still stand.

I want her to get better and find peace and an actual loving and fair relationship.

I’d like to talk to her from a less combative place and my inbox remains open to her, but even if she never wants to, I want her to get and have better. I want her to thrive. She deserves it.

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I heard rumor that Poppy would sing at the beginning of streams, and even tried to rap at one point. I was just wondering if you had this footage, I'm having a rough holiday and for some reason Poppy rapping sounds like something that would put me back in the spirit of the season.

On that note, hope this season's doing you well :)

oh god

do you know what it would take for me to pull those clips

I'd have to curate which ones to grab and extract the clips in a video editor

oh god I can, but please don't ask that of me anon

I'm so tired 😭

and a happy holidays to you, anon

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had a dream that you were really tall and u wore a brimhat

i wish I could be really tall, but I do love a good brimhat 👀

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Sending this to give you some positive support, and an observation : At least two of the blogs that tried to beef with you interact with the Lily Orchard gossip sphere. That explains why they swap between lecturing you with concern trolling "you need to do better" crap, and posting old screenshots to prove "you are fundamentally evil." This is just their entertainment

goddddd she just brings out the worst in people

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i havent been watching , is Saige free from Poppy now? i hope so. she seems neglected and i think she deserves to find someone who will love her with their whole heart and not string her along. i know she wont believe this cause she's been convinced none of us really care but i mean it.

So do I. The unfortunate reality of the conflict has been that they pick at us until we treat them like enemies, so like any other, if Saige is truly finally getting space from them, I wish her the best.

Seriously, just getting some breathing room and remembering what normal, healthy relationships are like (fingers crossed that Audrey is part of this shift in perception) can be enough to snap people out of where they are.

I don’t need her to talk to me or listen to me or believe me. It’d be nice, but the highest priority, as always, is people getting out, safe, and working on healing.

That’s not some weird, bespoke distortion concept that I’m trying to indoctrinate her into: that’s something she’ll get from any genuinely loving relationship.

I want her to have that so that she sees that she never has to go back to being treated the way that Poppy treated her ever again.

And Ghost: have you ever told Saige about how Poppy responds when people tell her that she should check on Saige?

I hope she still has your support, and that you’re helping her do what’s right for her, not for Poppy or Zena.

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I hope Saige is doing better right now.

I hope we eventually get to talk.

But mostly I just hope she’s okay.

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I was hoping there would be context to this passage that would alleviate my concerns, but the review I've linked confirmed them.

I have two anecdotes to demonstrate. I have rejected the desires of at least two men. One took me multiple firm and direct objections and he still tried to follow me, to engage with me. I was polite but honest, that I did not want to pursue anything romantic, or even be friends. Prior to trying to cut him off, I was suffering panic attacks every single day for a month to the point where my family and I were convinced I had a congenital heart defect. They would happen at the same time each day, exacerbated by the thought of this man as my peers began to let me in on his violent ideations. He was coined as the future school shooter of my high school. His desire was threatening to me.

The other was a friend from when I was a child. He had been a few years older than me so we lost touch until after high school. We reconnected but I found a lack of chemistry with him. I require good chemistry in conversation in order to progress with romantic interests. He tried to ask me out. I told him no, politely, and said I preferred him as a friend. His response was "Well, maybe someday."

I cut him off immediately and moved on. While on the surface that may seem unforgiving and extreme, I didn't need further evidence to know that he was not honoring my rejection. Even if he did not mean to cross my boundaries, he did so without thought. I desire a little more emotional intellect and respect than that. Everyone deserves that.

As a result, his desire was my inconvenience. It was a gift I did not consent to bearing. Should I, according to this author, grinned through it? Should I have attempted to meet someone in the middle I did not have a desire to connect deeper with? I gave the author the benefit of the doubt and tried to believe she was painting a picture of a romantic relationship already established, but now I understand the author has expanded this mindset to most relationships.

Desire can be beautiful. It can deepen relationships, but it can often be a burden on those who do not want to be desired, for whatever reason, and any reason to not be desired is valid.

We deserve to have autonomy and consent over who gets to have access to us, our attention, our affection, our insight, our vulnerabilities, and our time. Exercising that right through rejection should not be discouraged. Conflict is Not Abuse does not strike confidence in me that the author or those who are in love with this book respect that concept.

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Hi. Im the person some people involved with this poppy stuff keeps trying to paint as an accomplice of hers, or someone who helped her hurt people or bullshit like that. Well thats not the case. I dated poppy for a while and broke up with her because she hurt me just like she hurt everyone else.

Not like I’ll ever get justice for any of that because the worst fuckers on the internet wont care when I get abused. The anti poppy side gets mad at me for her for defending me, when I told her not to, over and over. I told her not to mention me. I told her not to get involved in my stuff.

She leveraged the fact she knew nobody would ever listen to me to hurt me and continue to hurt me through her own haters. Every time you tie her to me in the way youre doing you are helping her futher abuse me, the worst part is I dont think even telling you all this will matter one bit.

Stop making up conspiracy theories about me because you hate Poppy. I hate her too, more than you do.

-Laurelai

Identity has been confirmed.

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This doesn't fix what they've done.

But it's a start.

Right now, mostly I'm just glad that it sounds like they've truly turned a corner and realized what they've done. They're experiencing the guilt I've been saying they would, so I hope they have the space to process that.

Please take care, NW. I wish you healing and peace.

And when you're ready to talk, I hope to hear from you. If you want to properly address the damage you've caused, let's talk.

NightWyld's statement on leaving Poppy and Zena

NightWyld is confirmed safe and surrounded by a support group. I have personally accepted Nightwyld's apology towards me and am grateful they are in a much better place.

I am of the belief that survivors and those adjacent to Poppy and Zena are allowed to step away from the overall situation and NightWyld is no exception. Do not prod or antagonize them, especially on the behalf of me or others. They have been very straightforward on their situation, the harm they've endured and the harm they imposed on others, as well as the steps they are taking to not perpetuate it. To not only internalize this info but make a thorough public apology takes an incredible about of maturity the average person would shy away from.

Thank you NightWyld for your kindness. I wish you a life that is peaceful and gentler on you.

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Envision Milena, a powerful and mysterious figure, emerging from the depths of a vast, dark ocean. The scene is set during a stormy night, with towering waves crashing against jagged rocks. Lightning illuminates the sky, casting an eerie glow over the turbulent waters.

Milena rises gracefully from the sea, her long, flowing hair cascading down her shoulders, dripping with seawater. Her eyes glow with an otherworldly light, and her skin shimmers like the scales of a mythical creature. She is surrounded by a swirling vortex of water, which seems to obey her command, spiraling upward as if drawn to her presence.

The ocean parts slightly around her, revealing ancient ruins submerged beneath the waves, hinting at her connection to a lost and forgotten world. Her expression is both serene and commanding, as if she holds the power of the ocean itself within her grasp.

oooooo this is weird and disconnected from the other story

I like it

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Did you/the legal side of things have anything to do with Poppy and Zena ‘going on hiatus’? (If we are allowed to know)

I have no idea. You'll have to ask them.

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Spawn mutual aid request! Please share and contribute if you can!

Also, be aware that these are going to pop up occasionally as Spawn asks only when they really need it. This time it’s for rent following the cat situation (kitty is better btw!). 💜

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our friends were right to leave us

weren’t they love

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#ficofthefic; not the original author

The villagers chose their leader to rally around, one named the Light Bearer. She did not take up the mantle lightly, for she would have to face the dark witch Milena at her strongest. But the Light Bearer saw the anger and determination in the other villagers’ eyes, and she knew that she could not back down from her task. And so she led the charge, and for the first time in months the town felt that the true end to their torment was in sight.

But the dark witch Milena saw them coming, and she saw the leader they had chosen. From her home she cast out with her newfound powers. To the Light Bearer’s dismay, the dark malevolence enveloped the villagers one by one. As it did so they turned upon one another, and before long, neighbor was fighting against neighbor.

The witch’s influence had encroached its way into the minds of some of the townsfolk, and now the trap was sprung. Those villagers were now Milena’s servants to command. While the Light Bearer struggled to stop the villagers from fighting one another, the dark witch cackled from her home. It would not be long before her new servants would seek her out.

Honestly I'm just glad that someone is picking up the thread.

Let's fuckin goooooo