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Vogue th1n$p0 collage

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Seeing skinny people irl is so much more motivating bc that cannot be photoshopped.

If they can be skinny, I can be too

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Pepsi Max is my one true love

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fatphobia is pathetic; sure we can hate ourselves, but hating someone else for their body ? fuck off, no. keep other people out of your misery.

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This was me 4 years ago. I can’t even take pictures of myself for reference now because I’m too embarrassed of the way I look. If I can get back to this I’ll never complain about the way I look again.

I went from starving myself for two years to binge eating for 3 years.

I’ve gained 5 stone in that time.

Not once have I been happy about this weight gain but I haven’t been able to stop.

I am now at the heaviest weight I’ve ever been at and I’m embarrassed and terrified.

After Christmas things are going to change, I don’t have a choice anymore. It’s time to get skinny again…

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I went from starving myself for two years to binge eating for 3 years.

I’ve gained 5 stone in that time.

Not once have I been happy about this weight gain but I haven’t been able to stop.

I am now at the heaviest weight I’ve ever been at and I’m embarrassed and terrified.

After Christmas things are going to change, I don’t have a choice anymore. It’s time to get skinny again…

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Not my ED reactivating after almost 2 years 😅

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I’m literally back at my sw and I want to unalive 🙃

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A different counsellor shouted at me to stop shaking my leg when I was on my way to a panic attack. It kind of shocked my out of it so that means it worked I guess.

Just thinking about the time my counsellor told me that I only s*lf h*rmed because it was trendy 🥰

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I smoke to feel normal

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Wow I’m so qUiRkY. I take MY antidepressants with energy drinks 🤪

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Just thinking about the time my counsellor told me that I only s*lf h*rmed because it was trendy 🥰

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i hate myself. so so much. i hate my personality, i hate my body, i hate my voice, i hate how im lazy, i hate how i cry myself to sleep. i hate the things i say, i hate the things i eat. i hate how i have no ambitions, i hate how i want my life to be better but i dont want to get better. i hate how i want to die, but cant bring myself to do it. i hate myself. i loathe who i am and its not going to change.

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“Keeping yourself alive when you don’t want to be, is so goddamn exhausting.”

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I thought coming to uni would fix all my problems... but it turns out I’m the problem... so I don’t really know where to go from here or if there’s even a point in carrying on at all.

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I’m torn between wanting to be skinny before I start university and waiting until I’m there to start losing weight again so that everyone can see how much progress I make.

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Mom: so if ur friend jumped off a bridge would you do it too?

Me: mom i AM the friend that jumps off the bridge