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my heart no longer resides in my chest.

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I want a house in the country. And a field of lupines.

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Home again.

I watched LOL with my teen sister and teen niece. Stereotypical teen movie, painful. But it made me think about teen love. And my teen love. That is still my love. Adele's love song is on repeat in my head and 5 years later I can say that I love my love more than I did when it was teen heat. And I can look over and see the little love we created. My heart. All of my heart. 50/50 down the middle and I don't own a single share.

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Violet and I are excited for Grace and Kendall to get here. We kinda wish they would decide to come early. ;) Playmates!

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My incurable nipple thrush is making a come back.

I start work in a week and a half.

so i have made the executive decision to stop breast feeding.

im decreasing slowly, but f my tits. they feel like this lady's.

-achy breaky boobs.

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its a very good day.

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Never let me go.

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15 minutes away from a very very important interview. I feel like I may vomit. getyourshittogethergirl.

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onwards and upwards.

its hard when your life stage surpasses friends around you. example. graduating, getting a big girl job, being a mother, and saving money to purchase a house. they are still working to get by, drinking their money away and saying/doing dumb shit.

the only difference is i don't have a problem letting you go, rather than pretending like we are still able to relate to each other.

more people should practice responsibility and growing up.

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i tried explaining my backyard wedding idea to my sister in law. i said how i wont be sending out formal paper invitations or any of those nonsensical money wasting wedding traditions. i will call family members which i think is more personal anyway, and invite them. she said. well you can still send something. clearly she is missing the point.

it will probably just be in the back yard of whatever house Steven and I purchase.

no God, no thousand dollar wedding dress, no useless wedding gifts or ugly bridesmaids dresses.

just us, our daughter, our family, and our love.

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my philosophy for getting Violet to sleep is kinda like dealing with a bumble bee.

if you just ignore it and dont make eye contact it will fly away/fall asleep.

nothing to see here.

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