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Lying Female Nude; Victor Casimir Zier, 1881
#painting#art#polish art#polish painter#dark acadamia aesthetic#dark academia#light academia#light academic aesthetic#chaotic academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#19th century painting#19th century art#19th painting
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If I was a poet, I would write only about you.
If I was a painter, I would do the portraits of you only.
If I was a singer, I would sing only about you and only for you.
I’m not any of them, the world didn’t give me any of those gifts, but it presented me you.
So how am I to bear the burden of your love?
#my little stupid piece of poetry#very poor poetry#my poem#poem#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#light academia#light academic aesthetic#chaotic academia#thoughts#my thoughts#chaotic academic aesthetic#love#what am i doing#idk what this is
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Dante and Virgil in Hell; William-Adolphe Bouguereau, 1850
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#light academia#light academic aesthetic#chaotic academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#art#painting#french art#dante#Vergil#hell#divine comedy#19th century art#19th century painting
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Salome; Francesc Masriera Manovens, 1888
Salome’s Dance; Leopold Schmutzler, 1905-1907
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#chaotic academia#light academia#light academic aesthetic#chaotic academic aesthetic#art#salome#19th century art#20th century art#ancient history#ancient theme#painting#paintings
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Tomorrow’s my first day at university. I have to make it work.
I have to be as good as I was in high school.
No. I have to be better. I have to get higher and higher, be smarter, more organised, more focused, more disciplined.
I have high hopes so don’t disappoint me, please. Because I won’t disappoint you.
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#chaotic academia#light academic aesthetic#light academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#books#study#thoughts#chaotic studying#studying aesthetic#study aesthetic#studying#reading#school#university#collage#study motivation#high hopes
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It’s over.
It was over a long time ago.
But now I say it’s over.
It’s over for me. And I think this is the best thing that could happen to me - finally stopping dreaming about us and dwelling on our past.
It was over a long time ago.
Now it’s over for me.
Even though you said you couldn’t be with me, I have to ask:
Is it over for you?
I’d like to see you struggle to answer this question, I’d like to hear your awkward mumbling. Because I know the truth. I know what you’re doing with any boy you meet now. I know what you’re telling them.
You do everything to forget that still
it’s not over for you.
#thoughts#past#realization#desperation#you know what the truth is#you just can’t say it#even to yourself#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#chaotic academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#my thoughts#i’m not yours#finally
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I was taking a test today. I finished writing but I always stay a little longer just in case. I started to look around the classroom and I could feel that something was drawing my eyes. It was him. He was staring at me. He was staring at me.
It’s funny because when I looked at him he looked away and lowered his head over the test immediately. Like a child.
I’m so satisfied by that situation.
It is clear that I’m becoming better. It is clear that he’s not going to be on top of the class anymore. I’m going to take his place. It is just a matter of time.
So yeah, you can stare at me however long you want. It will bring me nothing but pure pleasure.
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#chaotic academia#studying#chaotic academic aesthetic#school#academic rivals#being better#competition#books#test#light academia#light academic aesthetic#satisfaction
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As usual, some men can’t stand it when a woman is independent, not focused on them, horribly inteligent and educated and who has connections and friends almost in every field.
Hypatia; John Watkiss, 2003
#art#hypatia#ancient greek#Greek philosopher#ancient greek philosophy#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#light academia#chaotic academia#light academic aesthetic#my thoughts#womanhood#mind#thoughts#fuck the patriarchy#painting#2000 art#2000 painting
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There’s no destination, no fate.
People aren’t born to be somebody, they’re just born. They grow, they learn and do what they like or need to do.
There’s no destiny.
Please, tell me there’s no destiny.
Because she told me that even if we’re not together, we are destined for each other. For ever.
And this hope is too heavy to carry it all the time. All these years.
#dark academia#thoughts#chaotic thoughts#memories#light academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#chaotic academia#poems and poetry#dark academic aesthetic#she misses me too u get it#i’m tired of missing her#too long#classic academia#book aesthetic#dark#sad and tired#nostalgia
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Almost there
April 23, 1929 Journals of Anais Nin 1927-1931 Â [volume 4]
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I’m tired.
But I cannot stop studying. I just can’t.
I have to know as much as possible. I have to pass these exams with the highest grades.
I just have to.
Like I always do.
Because I always do.
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#light academia#light academic aesthetic#chaotic academia#chaotic academic aesthetic#books#study mode#study aesthetic#study motivation#study#study hard#stressed#studying#studying aesthetic#chaos#chaotic aesthetic#chaotic studying#i’m kinda tired of this
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I was meant to be a lover.
But I’m so lonely now.
#love#loneliness#writing#art of writing#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#light academia#light academic aesthetic#chaotic academia#thoughts#my thoughts#chaotic academic aesthetic#loving#lonely#so lonely
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Plan for next four months: study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study.
Drink coffee and water, eat healthy, give up on sweets, work out every second day, do face masks and peelings, take care of my mental health.
And study study study.
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#chaotic academia#light academic aesthetic#light academia#thoughts#writing#my thoughts#books#chaotic academic aesthetic#studystudystudy#study mode#study#study aesthetic#obsessive studying#study motivation#studying aesthetic#finals#study academia#studyblr#study hard#studying#study inspiration
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I want to love. I want to love someone so badly.
It’s not about being loved.
It’s about loving.
I want to be in love.
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#thoughts#light academia#chaotic academia#light academic aesthetic#writing#my thoughts#chaotic academic aesthetic#love#idk#i want to love
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There are no excuses. There’s only your laziness.
You can do it with a head ache, you can do it without that one certain book, you can do it no matter what.
But no, you chose to lie on your bed and scroll mindlessly on your phone.
Wake up, get up, focus, think for fuck’s sake.
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#light academia#chaotic academia#light academic aesthetic#books#chaotic academic aesthetic#study#studying#study hard#study mood#studying motivation#study motivation#art of studying#books and libraries#books aesthetic#study aesthetic#studying aesthetic#thoughts#writing#my thoughts#get up#focus#think#concentrate on your work#you’ll do it
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I need someone who will see me. I need someone who will see right through me.
I need someone that loves me passionately, intensely.
Most ardently.
I equally need someone who loves me slowly, patiently, sensually.
I dream of somebody being ready to be with me no matter what.
Somebody who would have gone with me to the end. Into the very fires of Mordor.
I don’t want a holiday fling, a weird and awkward feeling, a casual and basic relationship.
I want love. And by love I mean loyalty, courage, understanding. By love I mean smile, laughter and a warm hand on my shoulder. I want commitment, devotion.
I need the purest affection. The most genuine feeling.
One more thing…
I desperately need somebody to give all of that to. Because my heart is prepared. Waiting.
#dark academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#thoughts#light academia#chaotic academia#light academic aesthetic#writing#my thoughts#chaotic academic aesthetic#love#devotion#heart full of love#lord of the rings#aragorn#pride and prejudice#mr darcy#most ardently#i’m waiting
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