tobeskinny-wemightdietrying

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— soulinkpoetry

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“Can I not be hungry” I ask my eating disorder. “FUCK YOU” said my eating disorder who was actually the fuck you guy.

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Having chronic pain is like:

Wake up in the morning

- 1 hp

- 1 hp

- 1 hp

- 1 hp

- 1 hp

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dude only talk abt ts when i bring up the bullshit he do tb im a terrible man i suck at this like just be better?

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sometimes i forget having an ED is a mental illness and not just a choice you can make

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mood always

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you listen to music around this time every single day but when i say im listening to music it’s a fucking problem u try to start w me saying u don’t even wanna be otp if you’re listening to music why we otp like??? u do it every single fucking day i don’t understand wtf the problem is here besides wanting to make me miserable because you are

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if i said no more sex my relationship would be over or id get seriously cheated on like why does being a woman who wants love mean giving your body up whenever the man wants but you have to act enthusiastic or then they “feel bad for making you have sex even though you don’t want to” even though you already said you didn’t want to anyways so i have to be a porn star even if i just wanna bed rot and die

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why do relationships always come down to sex i can’t even have a couple days to just be depressed without being berated on why i don’t want to have sex and even though i already let you know you’d rather make it all about you and say it makes u feel some way instead of listening to what im saying ITS BEEN 2 days and last time it was 5 days it’s not even like your going weeks or months on end without any sex at all it’s just a few days to get my head together before it all goes to shit

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All the side effects of an e@ting d1sord3r none of the results 🥲

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Maintaining is better than gaining. (Rocking back and forth clutching my hair and crying)

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watching girls with the same height/weight as you but looking ten times skinnier is another type of pain.

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This is hell