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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 4 hours ago
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Krishna: It takes the manliest man to be the prettiest woman.
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 3 days ago
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apollo's need for his father's love... πŸ˜¨πŸ˜­πŸ˜«β˜ΉοΈπŸ˜ŸπŸ˜žπŸ˜”πŸ˜£πŸ˜–πŸ˜©πŸ˜«πŸ₯ΊπŸ€―😱😰
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 8 days ago
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hey, I was just at "things got better" island and everyone there is talking about how excited they are to meet you
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 8 days ago
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Cat beanies for everyone
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 8 days ago
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the verticals. give us the verticals. we need the verticals
ehehe okay!!! there should be more in rb's as well :)
going under the cut though because. i do not want to make people scroll through the monster of a post this is gonna be.
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 8 days ago
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someone on twitter asked what would be at the bottom of the dsmp iceberg and half the responses are like?? shit i still remember from 4 years ago. hate to break it to you but that is basic information. dream and fundy got married? yes that has 11 million views on youtube. dont think thats at the very bottom
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 9 days ago
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remember what it's like to be human
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 10 days ago
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Tommy said on his recent alt stream that he always wished he couldve done a different ending for ctommy, and when jack went live on the smp he realized he could..
(timestamp- 49:00)
"I logged on Jack's stream, did that, stood in my cupboard, and was like 'Fuck man, I just wish I could've ended it differently-' and I was like- 'OH I can! Right now !!' And then I legged it back to my computer, wrote a few notes, and was like 'Ok, c'mon Tom, fuckin' lock in, man.' ... Yeah I was really happy with that."
"... It didn't even really make that much canonical sense to go to Techno's house, I just needed Jack to know without me saying anything that I was, fuckin', being really serious in-character."
"... Yeah, it was nice, I was really happy. I always had that ending in my head, like imagining that the alt ending was that he had a little cottage. So I liked it- I was like 'Yeah! This is fuckin' canon, man.' ... It meant a lot to me- It really meant a lot to me! You ever like, be clearing through your bedroom and you find a toy that you forgot, fuckin' meant the world to you, then you're holding it and your like 'Oh shit. This is so important, right now I've remembered about this.' That's what it was like doing the cottage- I was like- I got to be a tiny bit ctommy and I was like 'This is fuckin' important to me, lets fuckin' finish-! This is the most important thing right now!'"
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 11 days ago
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 12 days ago
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Yeah long poll name ik
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 13 days ago
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My least favourite thing about Akutagawa portrayals and the thing that can ruin an entire thought process by even considering it is the idea that Akutagawa cares about Dazai.
Akutagawa does not care about Dazai at all. If someone insulted and humiliated Dazai and Akutagawa was there he wouldn’t defend him.
Akutagawa hates Dazai, he understands that Dazai was not justified in doing what he did to him, he knows that Dazai caused him pain, and Akutagawa hates him for that. As much as I believe he has this twisted Stockholm syndrome thing it’s in a way where he does anything Dazai asks and Dazai takes advantage of that.
Akutagawa is an incredibly self aware character, he understands his own unjustified actions and he understands other’s unjustified actions and he is also a sensitive character. He can understand something and not act accordingly because his emotions were running high as they practically always are.
He’s sensible and aware, for that very same reason he feels the way he does about Dazai. Dazai has hurt him and Akutagawa understands and is aware that Dazai is not justified in doing that nor is he justified for using Akutagawa’s goals against him and since he’s so sensitive he hates him for that.
Akutagawa longs for Dazai’s approval, nothing else. He does not care about Dazai unless it affects him as well.
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 17 days ago
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Soulmates :D
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 18 days ago
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 18 days ago
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I need you to say more stuff because you have the exact personality of one of my ocs and I need more data to write their personality well
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 19 days ago
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Tsukasa his god fr
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 19 days ago
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kamikou cheer squad β€œyou’re not stuck on that rooftop anymore, rui” -> ena5 mizuki side story 2 β€œwelcome to this side, mizuki” what if i cried. they’re finally both free of that rooftop……. they’re not friends in solitude anymore… they’re friends!!!!! that have each found their people!!!
also, in cheer squad, rui's β€œthere's something i want to say, but i'm scared that i'll drive everyone to the other side again if i say it” was craaaazy. such a direct parallel to mizuki... and mizuki reassuring him (and having asked him to direct the cheer squad in the first place) being why he was able to gather his courage... β€œyou'll be fine rui. seeing you at the sports festival made me believe you're not stuck on that rooftop anymore. i'm looking forward to seeing what crazy idea you'll direct!” i'm not caught up on all of wxs's stories so i can't say if it has an impact there, but rui's success in getting his feelings across in cheer squad being how he's able to reach out and make new friends in pandemonium/spirited affair... gwah.
rui's effect on mizuki is obvious. he's in a fair amount of her focuses / side stories / + picnic and ena5. and RIBBON... the shadow his absence casts on her... being the reason she was hesitant to reach out to niigo because she was scared niigo would leave her eventually like he did... but also the reason she wanted to reach out at all... because rui made her see that there are people in the world who will understand her... the 1 in β€œ25:00:01” on kimi no yoru wo kure’s cover being rui’s colour… all so awesome. but mizuki's effect on rui is subtler/less focused on. so cheer squad where mizuki is unequivocally a key part of rui's growth is so special to me.
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softbeanofexistentialcrisis Β· 22 days ago
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