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Currently on vacation with my fam therefore I can’t ⭐️ve, I will make it through and try to enjoy it. Afterwards I’m gonna do even better, next year is gonna be my year, it needs to be.

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To look like this >>>>

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When you realize food is just mid, that's when you've made it

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I feel like depression takes all my friends…. like all of them have new, better, friends. It hurts

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i hate that food makes me fat. like i love you and in return you make me fat???

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I hate myself so much

Why am I so ugly, fat and disgusting?

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credits:@realitylana (tiktok)

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pls help me find my mutuals again and reblog this post if ur an 18+ ed account

got t worded last night, was keroppig1rl :,)

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i think the most annoying aspect of ąń4 (for me at least) is people thinking you just simply dont ęat or that you dont like fó0d or dont care about it as if the reality wasn't the total opposite...

every waking moment i think about fó0d, i watch tiktoks of ppl có0king, of people owning and working at diners/restaurants, of office workers/school kids assembling their lunch trays, tiktoks like 'choose one' with different dishes or 'build your own lunch tray'. my instagram explore page is literally 50/50 split between inspo (b0dy or m3al) and posts like 'which dish are you based on...' or just straight-up aesthetic pictures of fó0d. i go to bed thinking about fo0d, i wake up thinking about fo0d, i exist between waking up and going to bed thinking about f0od. i plan my męałs in my head weeks ahead of time even tho i know by the time i get to them i will change my plans ten thousand times. i go to a store and i check the labels and do quick math in my head even tho i hate math and im bad at it but i learned to do it well just for this fucking d1sórdęr.

there's not one bit of nonchalance or apathy in this. it is a sad existence that borderlines obsession on good days and overtakes your whole life and makes you fight for survival on bad ones.

but yes sure 'i just dont like fó0d' whatever you say.

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I feel like my body and the way I look in general spoil every single one of my achievements. Nothing matters without a skinny body and a pretty face: not my career, not my good grades, absolutely nothing.

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The feeling of fat in the bones is so disgusting

i wanna peel my skin off and scoop the fat out

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Knowing you’ll never starve yourself to death because your fat ass can’t help yourself! 😩 I see people like Eugenia cooney and wonder how she does it. I want to be as thin as possible, but I truly don’t think I could ever be that thin because I enjoy food too much :( I want people to worry

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No matter how much weight I loose my thighs will always feel and look fat

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I honestly love tomatoes, they are the best!!

Sun dried or oven roasted tomatoes are the ultimate safe food for me rn. You can make them at home and pair them with anything, and they add a LOT of flavor. I make mine with a sprinkle of salt and paprika and they end up tasting like super fancy pizza sauce! I just had some with steamed spinach and an egg and it was 100/10

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How life would be if I was 10 kilos lighter

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all I want for Christmas is legging legs (manifest manifest manifest)

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I hate food but its all i can think about