theysal4m

[theysal4m]

romanticizing my life isn't enough anymore

I've become so unhappy with my life and mental self-worth is becoming comical

well keep moving forward ig ....

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anyways new blog update in a couple days see you then

[theysal4m]

upsetting truth.

I hope ur happy and you'd find out that most of my efforts ended up being because of you it fuckin awful.

surprisingly I didn't start going to college cause my own interest in becoming more educated and showing my craft and creative efforts to people, I wanted to be better and show you I'm better but that was hopeless

and as I'm speaking my mind onto this blog again I'll wake up and go to school and show myself I'm better than when you left me and I hope success echoes through my work and shocks you on how much I've grown without you.

-salem

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yea

i often find myself back in this digital blog of mine i havent felt myself things are awful i dont really understand on how to keep going at this sometimes i wonder if this is all my life is a shit show and yelling to nobody

buy hey i cant contol the world but i can control my life i wish things were better but ill get there

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Yea I've heard of it still playing these games till this day , when do the get any good?

Found this really scary new horror game yall should check out. It's called indeed.com and it has a sequel called linkedin

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I like using Tumblr cuz there are people here with my niche interests about art , media and hobbies very fun and silly (⁠；⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠）

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22/01/2024

i’ve fully turned into a nocturnal being. kind of miss the structure in my life that school usually provides, but also enjoying the relative freedom i have now.

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I'm not a boy and I like the idea of being a girl being raised and brought up a girl but ik if I was girl I would wish I was a boy.

I just wanna be look how I feel

Maybe to look more androgynous than anything....

Anyways stay frosty ^_^

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“She was a storm. Not the kind you run from. The kind you chase.”

— r.h.sin

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Poem about my ex

"My love for you once knew no boundaries,

So deep and real, like a blooming rose.

But now it faltered, and turned to sadness,

Our hearts are forever closed.

The memories of us together,

Forever cherished in my mind.

But all our hopes, and all our dreams,

Are now something of the past kind.

The pain of being apart from you,

It tears me up inside.

Our love was real but never meant to be,

A sorrowful roller coaster ride.

I miss the moments we used to share,

The way you had me smiling.

But things have changed, and we must part,

No longer can we be entwining."

-salem

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Here's a poem I worte for my friend Alexandra

"Lovely Alexandra full of grace, Creates a beautiful place. In my joyful heart, never still, your optimism brings joy and skill. The heart is a wonderful instrument, and you use it well. You are a true artist , with the heart of a poet. Your heart sings. I love you. Love and light "

-salem

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I've got nothing left really, I'm leaving this town without you seeing you left behind here sucks and hurts my heart but this is a choice you have made so can't really try and sit and convince you leave with me maybe someday we can laugh at this but I never wanna run into you again.

-salem

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Imma need this

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