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On the bright side… my Spotify Wrapped isn’t all sad songs this year 🤷🏼‍♀️😂

On the unexpected side, Harry Styles didn’t make an appearance in my TOP 5?!

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All American Bitch by Olivia Rodrigo 😂

what’s the first song on ur wrapped playlist that starts with the first letter of ur name

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“they were flirting with you” and how was i supposed to know such a thing when everyone speaks in codes and puzzles

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by Naya Kotko

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😂😂😂

“How’s life?”

Me:

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Reblog if you support squishy bellies, have a squishy belly, or have the desire to summon satan

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Y/N: Why is your back all scratched up?

[Flashback to Eddie chasing a racoon after you told him to leave it alone]

Eddie: I'm having an affair.

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Okay but hear me out… Debra Winger is totally Eddie’s Mom

i don’t remember if the book described her or not? did it??

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"A good heart calls another," Eddie mumbles, but no one hears it.

And he is there, physically, but he must have time travelled or something because his mind is a decade back.

Eddie is eleven, and he's scared, his bruises are fading and he has been two weeks in Hawkins with Wayne already. He doesn't trust Wayne yet, but he is starting to. Wayne hasn't forced him to go to school right away, he is letting Eddie heal and breathe before he has to face his new routine.

Wayne has bought a pull-out couch and had left the only room in the trailer for Eddie. Out of the little things he says, Wayne explicitly tells him that he wants Eddie to have his space there. Eddie knows right away that he wants to make that tin of a house a home for him.

And Eddie is scared of that, because that would be the first time.

Eddie is grateful that Wayne is not a man of many words because those first few days he doesn't really know how to feel, or what to say. But Wayne choses his words carefully, Eddie thinks.

And he is there, eleven years old, bruises fading, midnight on the clock, lying on the grass patch behind the trailer, looking at the sky, and he remembers to be counting stars. Counting things calms him. And he must have been thinking out loud because he's amazed that the more stars he counts in the sky, the more appears into sight.

He knows Wayne is nearby, sitting in his old chair, smoking, but doesn't expect him to speak.

"My ma used to tell me that stars are like good hearts. Once you start counting stars more appears, because the stars call each other. Just like good hearts. A good hearts calls another."

Eddie lets that sink in, and for the first time in forever, he feels safe in a strange land.

He remembers those words when he starts making friends at school and founding Hellfire and Corroded Coffin.

He remembers those words when he's hiding at Rick's boat house and a bunch of people that he didn't expect comes through the door just to help him.

He remembers that when he is embracing death under a foreign starless sky, alone and sad, because he would have loved to see the stars one last time.

But that was six months ago.

He remembers Wayne's words now that he's in Steve's backyard, and there is a bunch of people looking at him, smiling, some still wearing funny paper hats, some holding a birthday cake with his name on it, some holding presents for him.

He is turning 21 today, and this is for him. Just for him.

And he feels like a star.

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horrible news guys…. i want to be in love

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The vibe I’d like to bring to the function 🖤

Nona Limmen

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seeking, yearning, reaching hands

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looking at the moon and experiencing a very deep yearning

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nooooo i’m not possessive (getting red in the face and gnawing at the bars of my enclosure seeing other people flirt with you)

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oh you watched a movie I recommended????? you listened to a song I told you about ?????? you read one of my favourite books ?????? do you know that I would literally kill for you ????? let's drink each others blood