thefrustrtdpoet

[thefrustrtdpoet]

there’s this void

deep inside

behind a really pretty smile

despite the good

and the fun

the damage cannot be undone

a moving vessel

without a soul

look into these eyes

but careful

not to fall into that dark hole

desperate for something

a light or a feeling

give me anything

save me from this mysery

what am I missing

what is this ill pit in my throat

my tongue tied hostage

a mouth without a song

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all along… have i been wrong?

in the dark, I saw a light

your hand took mine

without a word, in an embrace

i was saved

all along… have i been wrong?

shed a tear, you wiped it dry

took the frown in my eyes

showed a life different from mine

all along… have I been wrong

on my feet, hands shake no more

hearts ready, love’s grown

a place, a sound

in you a home I found

all along… have I been wrong

time pass, lights dim

words thrown out of hand

silent screams, sleepless nights

hearts in pain, lovers at bay

all along… have I been wrong

for wanting that light

for taking your hand

for wanting a life

for wanting to be saved

all along…. have I been wrong

for letting hearts meet

for wanting to heal

for wanting something real

for wanting you near

have I not said hello

would you have stayed home

would you have lived different

would you have been happier

all along… have I been wrong

from the dark, I was saved

now the dark, there you stay.

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When words can no longer come from my mouth

music will be my voice

Silence is not a form of war between you and I

but it is between me and my mind

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A decade later

I find an old soul

filled with tears

and a heart of thorns

Never did I thought

a life without endless pain

was simply possible

for a ticking supernova

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in spirals

again, I found myself in a downward cycle

of circles, endless blurry circles

questioning every inch of movement

and every single breath

drowning in these words

fighting to stay afloat

reach out your hand

save me from this earth

yet you hold the colt at the other

to the darkness, I go further.

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straight from the shower

only in a towel

I run to my keyboard

before the words slip my mind

I write down, endlessly

for most of the time

my mind goes blank

whenever I look into those gorgeous eyes

I'll take this chance

to properly show you

what my heart screams in the silence

I cannot exaggerate any of this

for even I cannot believe my own eyes

shocked, I stare at your face

how can this beautiful human

possibly be mine

every single day is a dream

and every waking hour is a bliss

I only hope this never ends

but right now, I have nothing but thanks

gratitude for the eyes looking down on me

while I write this piece for the angel he bestowed

never will I know what good I've done

to deserve this happiness inside

but for what it's worth

with my every being

I will love and protect him

'til the very day

my soul bids goodbye

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Losing you now is a different kind of pain

Suffocating, heart clenching, soul burning

my whole life, I've never felt this kind of fear

where I'd rather lose myself

than lose the only person I'd risk my life for

I'd rather bleed to death

than let you feel any of the pain I've felt

I'm scared.. so fucking scared

the mere thought makes my whole being weak

and i can feel the darkness creeping in

right now, I beg you to hold me

for as long as you can

or for as long as I breathe

because there's no one else I'd rather see

on the last seconds of my life

this much... I love you this much.

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feet off the ground

floating with the clouds

heart's less heavy

hands unbound

in your gaze, I run out of words

what good have I done on this earth

unreal, vision blurs

tears run as my emotions stirred

too much joy, my heart's in a race

cheeks ache from the thought of your face

your presence unknowingly I crave

how I long to be in your embrace.

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How ironic

when fate pushes you near enough to feel

but still too far to grasp

shortness of breath

holding at the end of the rope

in my head

I want you to hold on

of all moments

when I finally have you in my arms

the wind keeps pulling you away

to a place I could never belong

and I— a memory you could never remember.

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Mind-blowing.

How the universe tweaks every moment

I will never be able to decipher

at one point, everything falls into place.

prayers heard

heart less heavy

I feel alive more than ever before

but beyond the joy of today

I fear that this ends tomorrow

this time, I know it will hurt

but for now, I will live.

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[thefrustrtdpoet]

how do you decipher

a mind with a whirlwind

and a body so hollow

i can hear echoes

from these tall walls

life— seems good

yet the soul says different

no. it speaks silence.

to what extent this war inside

peace, is it too much to ask?

a calm, a comfortable silence.

serenity in every second

this much, I pray.

[thefrustrtdpoet]

Downhill.

The road gets darker as I walk along

gravity seems to be tugging harder than it usually does

a war inside my mind while i take each step

a single breath is like a blessing i need to chase

no clue of where this tunnel ends

awake is my soul yet my body is failing

a cry so loud yet the silence is deafening

where does this path take my feet?

deep in prayer, can anyone hear?

I’m begging for a light

show me where to go

a light is all I ask

give me the life that the world has taken away.

[thefrustrtdpoet]

What if you left when you get tired of everything?

What if we're bound and it's hard to let go?

What if I take the pain now than hold on longer?

What if I let you go before you let go of me?

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years have passed yet you held on

a grip so tight some wounds have shown

despite the pain your love still grows

my heart, you gave a place - a home

a perfect one I will never be

flaws of every kind you’ll see

yet you saw something else in me

with new found wings you set me free

free from pain and hurt and sorrow

your smile I can’t let anyone borrow

I see my life so clear and thorough

with you, I’d love to live for every tomorrow

[thefrustrtdpoet]

I do believe that when you whisper loud enough, the wind will take your wishes to the one who makes fate come to life

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[thefrustrtdpoet]

Some people don't realize how much pain a person is willing to go through for that fucking word called "love".

[thefrustrtdpoet]

When do you say you’ve had enough?