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Okay so in order to save myself from depression

I made a 10 day bucket list so I wont doom scroll and trigger another huge dissociative episode <3

Here it is:

(There are some stuff you may find a bit controversial)

-Decorate your apartment

-Declutter 20 items

-Finish doing an art collage

-Study everyday for 10 days

-Go on a walk with a podcast alone

-Try water fasting for a day

-Read min of 300 pages of a book

-Try drumming for min 30 minute (do it at least for 3 days )

-Decorate and declutter your balcony

-Go shopping for your apartment

-Go shop for your boyfriend (advent calendar edition)

-Call your family every day

-Spend an entire day alone

-Package the gifts you bought for your bf

-Write positive affirmations about yourself

-Journal every single day

-Start manifesting small things again

-Reach out to old friends every other day

-Talk to chat gpt therapist every day (controversial one but in my defense I am close to getting back to my deep depressive state and I have zero money for regular therapy)

-Do something creative every day

-Clean for 30 minutes every day

I am open to some new ideas too <3

We re doing this DIY 3d printed advent calendar with my boyfriend and it is super exciting and its almost finished so maybe we will paint that too.

Also because I basically live with my bf I realized that I almost never stay alone for a whole day with myself so I want to challange myself on that: I want to be more independent and accomplish a full day of being alone but we will see that might not be the best option for my mental health.

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I need someone to talk to about feeling like a total loser in your big girl doctor job.

I started studying again so when I start I dont feel useless and have a mental breakdown.

But at the back of my head there is this voice telling me:

- I dont want to deal with this job and the responsibility that comes with it.

I didnt even start working....

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i watched arcane season 2. never speak to me or my extremely violent daughter or my extremely violent daughter's daughter again

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TRUST bro was bricked up in this scene

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The straights, the lesbians and the gays

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Tired and on medication so all I will say for now is - Arcane will go down as one of the best shows ever made, and has changed my life and the way I view media (particularly animated media) forever, absolutely no doubt about that. Also, hats off and major kudos to both the writers and the animators for achieving what they did with the time that they had. They knocked it out of the park.

However, and I will expand on this later, I do still think that Arcane's pacing issues, unexplored themes or sideplots, lack of more character interactions and rushed storylines could have all been fixed with one more season. 'The Arcane Trilogy' just seems like an absolute no brainer to me.

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a wee masterpost (?) of some of my Arcane art over the years before S2 drops in a week

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ARCANE | Various Illustrations | Julien Georgel, Kevin Le Moigne & Anne-Laure To

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Both silco and Jayce told their loved one that their imperfections were what made them so loveable, so perfect in their eyes in their final moments IN THE FINAL MOMENT OF EACH SEASON

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devastated.

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The inevitability of Fate

Happy Arcane Chapter 2 Day , enjoy 💙

Thanks for all the love and support on my last piece 🩷💙

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Yes hurt me more....

I think I need a month out of work for this to sink in...

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They really gave us everything though: old gay dads, cool straight (?) couple, badass lesbians, gay (temporary) rivals

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bonus: jayvik together for eternity

I would be beaming from ear to ear if I wasn't so depressed about arcane being over for good

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Unhinged idea but same lolll

I am so feral for young silco matter of fact I’m going to cast a spell on the both of us so that we turn into seahorses and I can knock him up

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A friend asked me for my “hear me outs” in arcane and this is who I told them

They did not hear me out they looked at me, gave a smile, and said “no..”

I swear I’m normal please 🙏😭

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