Ilsewehr
This station is closed.
It has never opened.
We will leave soon
But we've been waiting
Our whole lives.
And after we pass on.
Pass away.
Pass through.
We will still be waiting.
I wish beyond wish
I could continue thinking
in the term we -
(To protect what I mean) -
But we.
Is just me.
On a bench.
Waiting for you.
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My Ex
To live in this.
In this body, to
Open Life to the
Possibilities is to
Breathe.
To in & ex-hale.
Move again and
Cells work, replicating,
Dying, and on and off
Again.
It is to experience this body -
On purpose. On absolute
Purpose. To rise
When tired, or sick,
And fed up, in the
Darkness, To fell pain,
Collapsing in on itself,
Seeing it as the key to
the next and beyond again.
It is a chamber with a chamber,
Of good glory.
(9.9.24)
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Musty
There is an idea
I have - so false -
That if someone holds
Something in their heart -
It will be expressed.
So, there is nothing
Unexpressed, then?
A present internal idea &
Vision - It must become real.
It must. But.
This isn't true.
We walk past them daily.
He holds a song.
She holds a novel.
They hold volumes of poetry.
Lost smoke, now shadows.
The wind.
Pause to feel the wind on your face.
(9.10.24)
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Dust Under the Fingernails
Alan Watts
didn't have advice.
Write.
Just write he says.
Write and you're a writer.
We are not pardoned.
We cling to the edge of
A cliff by the tips of our
Fingers.
We are a flying bird, far,
Far overhead.
Writing for salvation.
To be saved.
And so others might be
Saved.
A message,
A deep secret
from God and King.
Or not.
(9.11.24)
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Field / Open / With Shipping Container
My friend Victor has
A friend in AA
Who says
SOBER stand for:
Son of a Bitch,
Everything's Real.
And when we slow down,
With playful curiosity,
We notice our world,
Our thinking,
Our lives.
We judge and create
Crates of expectations,
Stacked, organized,
Spilling and broken.
If only these
Were not my crates.
The art resides in spaces
Between the notes says
Rubinstein.
And life
Lived in pauses.
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Wrists / The Wrists
Last Saturday
I wasted my morning
Some might say.
How much do I subscribe to
Their beliefs about
Spending time?
I didn't want to mow
The grass, or tend the garden,
Or repair the sheetrock,
Or paint the bathroom,
Or plan for next week's
business, Or budgeting.
I wanted to walk a horse
Down an intricate pattern of
Roots emerging from a cliffside
To a black column older than
All of us,
And emerging from the sand,
A golem,
In her hand,
A halberd,
Wielding fire and streams of
Cool and dangerous energy.
The morning was clear and bright.
A good day to traverse the cliffs
Of strange possibilities.
(9.7.24)
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Not Another Holiday
Professor Tolkien wrote
of The Battle of Helm's Deep
And knowing the tale
Never happened in real life
Doesn't make the war
Feel less real to me.
For Christmas,
Give them something they
Want, Something to read,
Something to wear, Something
To read.
But what of something to fight for?
What of a Helm's Deep to protect?
What of a deep hope to preserve
With tenacious endurance?
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You Will Never Guess
This world has a wildness
Sunday's grocery has a
Woman in front of us
Holding a head of cabbage
Yelling across the store
"This rang up as pizza."
My girls and I cannot stop
Laughing.
We hope she doesn't notice.
She stands in the middle of
The checkout lines
Holding the head of cabbage
Like the statue of liberty.
"Pizza!"
She yells.
This world has a wildness.
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Continent
She said whenever I'm
Around,
It makes her happy.
She said she loves all things
me.
I don't know exactly
what that means or what that
is.
But I know it helps
To solidify my heart,
To build a sense of self.
It helps me to like me.
On today, which is a difficult
(for some unknown reason)
day.
A little more, a bump. Especially
when I see myself daily
And need a break.
It helps me be
Content.
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After Other Poets
I'm looking forward to
My next meal.
Forward to another quick
Conversation.
Forward to another mark
on a page,
that didn't exist before
I did.
Another glance in a mirror
that calmly says, This
is both absolutely all that
You are. And Not all
That you are.
Another chance for a connection.
To something alive, moving and
True.
Another dance across the
Kitchen floor at dinner.
A written line, sweat and
Rhythm, an earned rest.
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The Boy Crying Under a Tree
I hear him from a distance.
And at first I'm unsure.
Maybe, I think.
Then, yes ... he is.
But I don't want to stay here
And deal with someone else's
problems.
I don't want to ask.
I want to leave.
But I have to ask -
Roll down my window.
Hey, what's wrong?
And he says,
My mom should be here to pick me up.
I don't where she is.
I say, I just don't want you
to be alone. (Honest)
Let's walk to the school.
And I pass him to a coach.
Also a deputy, to let him inside.
To call.
Her arms over his shoulders
(9.3.24)
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Pass It Down
Some days -
Surprises get in the way.
Detours and complications.
I'm not sure what I did,
(for example)
On Monday -
Besides going shopping for
Groceries -
And the bed needed moved
Downstairs.
They took it apart with an Ikea wrench.
But this wasn't on my list.
We lift and move it
Downstairs. Too long for the curve
In the stairs. So we lift it over
the banister and they
Pass it down to me.
Walk it down the stairs.
I remember that.
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Elswear
Once you realize you're in Elswear,
Do you leave or do you stay?
Its not easy to leave.
Its a place between places. Between
the towns of Rite Nau and Naught Yeht
And you imagine seeing others there.
But these others are not there.
They're ghosts of other times and places.
I heard once that a girl fell in love
With a boy that wound up in Elswear.
By complete accident. You can never
Make plans to get there.
You just show up one day.
And she went there to find him.
And bring him home.
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Leightir
There is a place called
Neverland. And one called Wonderland.
Is it close to Narnia? Is it found
In Middle Earth? Is it next
To Eventually or Someday?
Maybe is too close and yet
Definitely is too far away.
Not Yet is out there by
Out There. And then, what about
Nau, on that distant shore?
Familiar. What about Leightir?
But the spelling is new. It doesn't
Ring bells. It doesn't feel like home.
Heere. Have you been?
Its beautiful in the fall. Once
I bought a coffee in a train station, much
Like Gare du Nord in Paris.
Un espresso, un croissant. Perfect.
But it was the station in Elsware.
And I have been there ever since.
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Casing for Suits
Maybe, just maybe, I'll pack
My entire life in a suitcase,
So its small - compact -
Away, shoved into a closet
Somewhere. And then only
Enjoy the belongings
on a Friday. Or.
Saturday. Or.
On a Sunday afternoon.
And even then -
Not comfortable -
Not expansive -
Because Sunday night
Everything goes back in the case - Until
Friday night.
Maybe I'll move into my
Own life on Monday.
Or Maybe I'll just do it today.
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Ropes
Just struggling with the
Gym today.
A slow run.
A slow climb.
A slog of a row.
Grinding wall walks.
On the bar –
But forever
To do ten.
Ten again
Ten again.
Line burpees.
That never end
Until they’re done.
The last one done.
But still done.
Still complete.
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Computer Time
We gather.
To press these keys on
A keyboard (Without music)
At the same time.
Open this tab here and here.
From a link in the mail and
You’ll just go back and forth
Around and around like a
Madman.
Across this staff.
He has a technical glitch and
Makes us wait. And we talk.
And then we together. Move on.
Copy and paste from another
Tab. Open the spreadsheet and
Strikethrough / Talk through
What doesn’t work.
These are details and possibilities
In a world of planning.
Click here.
Again and again.
Click submit.
But please remember:
We breathe the same air.
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